Friday, November 24, 2006

   DAGGER
I wrote this bec. i'm tired of my life... I want to commit suicide... it's too much for me to take... i'll write it to ease my feelings...

My life, as I see, is worthless;
My life is a lie...
Now I stand, soulless...
I wish I would die...
A death w/o pain...
Everyone left me...
Alone going insane...
I told them: LEAVE ME BE!!!

As I walk down the moonlit corridor,
I see something shine...
Its a dagger so sharp w/ ardor...
And then I claim it mine...
I twirl it through my fingers...
With a twinkle in my eye...
The dagger's blade lingered,
And my blood ran dry...

I admired it at arms length...
It's such a beauty...
It took my breath...
It's the end of my duties...
Just one stab, and I'm free...
It begged me to use it,
Let my blood flow w/ glee...
That's what I see fit...

And I go outside to admire the moon...
Just a beautiful view before it ends...
It's like a flower blooming in June...
In my heart I want to make amends...
And so I brought the dagger up...
And I see my reflection...
I think it all over w/ just one gulp...
I have to make a decision...

I looked at the dagger;
Making a decision...
This would be better,
And my hearts in ignition...
I cut my wrists
Left and right...
And the blade I kissed...
I point it to the part w/c is right...
I stabbed that part...
And I felt numb...
Everything left me from the start...
The thing I did wasn't dumb...
And I looked at my chest...
Where the blood subsides...
Where my blood a red crest...
And the blade's tip hides...
I left all my problems;
Through a beautiful dagger...
And I see the stars twinkle like gems,
I close my eyes so eager...

Everything ended through a dagger...
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Sunday, October 22, 2006

Passion and Obsession
This is such a strange passion;
Why don't I have control over my emotions?
I always feel the magic when we kiss...
Your lips like heroin I really miss...
I always shake when I see you there;
Standing before me without a care...
God help me! What is this?
I never felt this before!
Tell me why I feel silent bliss...
You shouldn't have given me such ardor...
I don't know what to do,
I'm frightened I know its true.
Can't hide the feeling,
My heart is burning.

(hey i just wrote this coz i feel like it... its just that i'm bored with me alone here and my sibs watching wrestling... i. don't. use. drugs. and. i . haven't. kissed. period. hehehe... i'm so evil and i write fluffy stuff like this... it's just a crush... nothing more, nothing less...)
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Saturday, October 21, 2006

   The Fight w/ my sister
Today... oh i can't seem to think and type how it had started... oh yes... it began because of the laptop that i don't wan't her to use... hehe... i'm just plain evil when it comes to my older sister... i'm glad to see that she'll be off for almost half the day tomorrow... am i supposed to be happy or miss her... hmmm... nah! i think i'll just miss my little brother although its only for the half day... but right now i'm just stuck w/ the same old computer i'm typiung on right now... you see that laptop has a lot of privileges... you can use it all day and you don't have to payu for the online connections... hehehe... i'm just so bad i think i'm growing horns on my head right now... i'm just friggin crazy though i don't like using that word coz my sis uses it... it just sounds... friggin... well that's all i can think now... i'm gonna spy on my older sister's things in this crappy computer... g'bye, hehehe ;-p
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