Tuesday, July 17, 2007

last week, this week and the future...
ok.... last friday i went to the movies with my best friend, hannah, but when i came to pick her up she wanted to invite a friend cause he has nothing to do... lol
anyways his name is Dallas and he's from TOPIKA, kansas... lol i love that word... lol anywas but when i saw him OMG! the halleluah chorus sang in my head... he was so HOT!!! lol but when i saw him in the light he was slim, brunett, and short, but the bad part was his teeth cause it crooked... but it didnt bother me...
anyways we say license to wed... OMG IT WAS FUCKIN FUNNY!!!!!!
after that we didnt want to go home so we went walking around the movie theatre 7 times... until hannah told me to call my mom.... so i did and the day was over... then hannah calls me in saturday and tells me that she was bored... so i went over her house and her sister and her best friend were there and i was just chatting with them then they wanted to fire water balloon with a launcher it was fun so we filled like 22 balloons and fired them and one us tries to catch it... it was fun until Dallas comes out and we taunt him that we would hit him and he says that we had bad aim and im like " SAY WHAT!!!" so i launch a balloon at his crouch... lol purposely... and got me wet so we wrestled... lol HEAVEN... although it wasnt fair cause he was in the wrestling team... :(( but it was still fun... after that we were bored and we just talked... i stayed there for at least 7 hours at the most...
it was fun... since hannah, my best friend, is moving im going to go to her house everyday till she moves thats this friday...
n2g... ill add more about DALLAS!!! lol
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Friday, July 13, 2007

srry :D
hey guys im srry i didnt post anything for a LONG TIME!!! anyways.... let see what i did.....
ummmm....
a week ago i was going to my BESTEST FRIENDS house and she wanted to talk to me... anyways i asked my mom and she told me that i could DRIVE... OMG!!!!! i had to drop off my sister and go... it was nerve racking.... OMG!!!! it took me from to my house to my sister's friends house about 15 minutest to get there.... and it takes 2 minutes to get there...lol anyways i was driving carefully and i finally went to my friends house...*sweat drop* * splash* i was hanging around my friend and catching up with my friend and her sister... after a while i got tired and told her im going home... and my mom picked me up and i got confident that i could do better and drove home... it was much better... alittle rough but we got there safely.... i think....

i havent been sleeping in a week.... some of my friend asked why... well heres why.... as some of my friends know, i have a boyfriend... he's sensitive and loving and caring but the downside is he cheats.... ALOT!!!! anyways i called him on friday and someone else pics up, i hear them giggleing and i ask who the person was and out of the blue the guy says " im the person jullian is fucking..." then i hung up the phone...my heart was racing and my mind went blank and then nothing... i dont remember anything after that... all i remember is me on the gound in the fetus position... of coarse telling this to my friends would upset them and i would tell my other *male* best friend but i havent telling the truth to him so i just thought he wouldnt believe him.... well of coarse as a good friend he sensed i was troubled and i denied what he said.... and changed the subject.

few days after that... i couldnt sleep, i would just think and wonder.... so to get it out of my mind i would read books and i studied for my learner's permit.... after the first night i stayed up all night and i woke my mom up and told her that i want to take the learner's test and so she said ok after she was done with her client... it was around 12:00 pm and we're at the DPS and in line then i forgot my birth certificate and social security #. so my mom said why not tomorrow... ok.... when im tired im cranky but the only thing was helping me in sane was the goal to get my permit.. but soon after that hope was crushed i went alittle cranky and just went to bed...1:30 pm... and woke up at 8:00. of coarse i had my 8 hours of sleep so i decided that im going to stay up the night again and drink coffee to last me the day... and then i went back to the DPS the next day and of coarse we need stuff... i need my birth certificate(which i had) my social security card ( which i only had a copy of and they only accept the original) and the forms... oh and one of the forms need the school permission....!!!!! it was freaking nightmare!!!!! it freaking summer vacation school isnt out!!! but its open in certain days... and hopefully i get that oppurtunity to do it...

well after the whole break up thing... one of my friends im'ed me and we started talking...we would say the funniest things and the hottest things too... it was hilarious... he's in georgia and we met in french class... he's bi ( even though i dont believe in bi's) and he's really cool... ok... and hot... he's a vampyre literally. once we were at a party together and then we drank WAY too much, i was sad and i needed a drink, anyways he was kissing my neck and them he BIT me, it hurt but in a good way and he started to suck... after awhile we perced our bodies... well he did... i did his belly button and he did my left ear... we come home and he stays over and we messed around... not to the point to 3rd base...

lol anyways go to sleep my darlings and ill try to write more recently... lots of love :D
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Saturday, June 23, 2007

The Reaction
You must look at Teddy_of_Sara to actally know what im talking about.....

Kk, Teddy just told me to read his myotaku... i did and i was shocked!!! not the fact that he's not allowed to see me but that he didnt tell me it by voice but that the fact that he told me to READ the situation... still i think its alittle odd... i mean who in the world tells there son/daughter not to see anyone !?! anyways im ok with it cause even though he's not allowed to see me, ill see either way... i mean come on we're like bestest of friends.... not even his parents can tear us apart...

truefully i care about him too much to not see him... like when he went to Arizona, i needed to hear his voice once too just to relief the stress of not hearing from him... yeah yeah... i have a problem.... so sue me!!! lol

well he is right now in his mother's house trying to figure this mess out... i want him to live with his mom for selfish reasons but should he be with his dad??? that question is always in my head... should i let him go or hold on to him... Gah!!! why doesnt an answer just pop in my head...

Im talking to Ella right now... she's my counselor... i go to her for advice and Spelling... :D she is probably the best person to get advice from... even though she is alittle bit pushy ;) i go to her if i have a question in my mind about teddy but sometimes she doesnt give me the straight answer, so i HAVE to call teddy. then its all straightened out but SOMETIMES teddy wont give me the straight answer or lie about what happened...

Anyways thats about the most excitement that happened today... ill post you guys ... or look at Teddys myotaku... :) LOTS OF LOVE ;)
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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

   GO GET"EM HOOKS!!!!
ok well i dedicate this post to teddy who forced me to write this :P

lol anyways well of coarse i went to summer school... we had an assignment and i was the WEATHER MAN!!!! lol anyways after school i had some errands to run so i couldnt go to my house. anyways at 6:00 pm i went to my church cause we were going to the Hooks game in the whataburgar field :)
It only cost 2.50 so it wasnt that bad... we took yellow school bus :D but before that my friend, Teddy, came before me... i totally forgot he was comming so yeah i was alittle surprised... anyways we said our hellos and started to chat... i love to talk to teddy cause he has so much to say and i love to listen... im more of a listening type :)

we went on the bus and i started to chat to my friends around me... i got so into it i forgot to talk to Teddy after awhile... i felt sorry for him so i started to chat on random stuff... sooner or later we started to do a conversations all the way to the field... we waited to get our tickets and we went on the grass area... Surprisingly Teddy was excited cause he never imagined going to the grass area in the hooks area...i thought that was alittle odd but who cares!

during the game a girl named Ami or i like to call her "Am I". started to chat with us... Teddy obviously got hungry so we got up and went to Whataburgar... the girls wanted to go too but we couldnt decide if we should go left or right cause we were in the same distance either way. Teddy and i took the left and Ami and Aubrey when the other way... we started to run but it was obvious we were first when we saw them still at the Other grassy area...
Teddy ordered a double meat and cheese... but he didnt know that in the Whataburgar field the food is EXPENSIVE!!!!! he only had $7.00 and he had to borrow money from aubrey.. afterwards he thanked her with a hug... Ami and i didnt order anything so we went to a table in the back and waited for them... it took around 5 minutes to get the food... we started to leave and i was behind them... then suddenly i see my 8th grade algebra teacher and said hi and told her i passed my geometry ... she said it was great that i did...

after that little chat i went back to the grassy hill area and sat behind Teddy and one of my friends named Tyler... amy was next to me and we started to chat... i took sips of aubreys coke and then she gave me her cup with ice... yay!!! i ate that while i was watching the game... it kept me cool on a humid day... after a while it got boring so i took a walk around the field... after i came back i see Teddy sleeping... i thought to my self " wow i didnt konw it was that boring" then i smirked cause i was in the fetal position.... one of my other friends john comes up to him and starts messing with him... i got PISSED>.. i wanted to hit him but we were in a church group and john is like my little bro... i known him when he was a sixth grader...

anyways he was putting grass in Teddy's ear and i got mad... but i got over it... then a little girl was playing with an another boy and she trip on his head... ouch!!

we had to go but we knew that the Hooks will win :)

on the bus i felt a heavy weight on my left arm but i wasnt scared... i looked over and Teddy was sleeping on my arm... I didnt mind... but sadly a girl was hitting ppl with a blow up toy... suddenly one of the fags on the bus hits him!!!!!!!!!! that pushed my buttons...i got a blow up toy and hit the ppl in front of them REALLY HARD!!!!!!!!!!! until Pastor Pete told me to chill...lol then Teddy slept on my arm or put his head on my arm... doesnt matter... we got to the church and i gave Teddy a ride home and i went on the computer and wrote a script for the weather man assighnment.... and fell asleep....

THERE TEDDY HOPE YOU LIKE IT!!!!!! Please comment guys!!! Oh i totally forgot what happened on thursday so i wont be posting that one... srry :/
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Saturday, June 16, 2007

wednsday
I know i say Wednsday AND Thursday but it is......... 1:42 in the morning and im bored... so here's wednsday...

WEDNSDAY!!!!!!!:

Ok as i can recall... i wake up and excited of my new contacts!!!!! i go in the bathroom and scrach my head... i though that i should wake up early cause i dont really know how to put on contacts so i have to give time to put them on... well, ill get to the point.... it hurt...... and but only took like 6 minutes... surprisingly.... the right eye always give me trouble cause it wouldnt go in my eye!!! well you see i have astigmatism in my right eye....
for most of you going WHAT?!? thing of a basket ball.... that is a normal pupal shape... but astigmatism has a shape of a foot ball.... or a cats eye..... () <------ like that.... but mine is slightly curved so its not that bad.... got i hated to put it on except for my left eye cause it only takes at least 1-2 minutes.... cause its normal...yay normal eye!!!! anyways... i wake up my mom and tell her to take me to King and drop me off...i wait for the second bus cause the first bus was full ALREADY!!! so it was like a 40 minute wait.... i was talking to one of my friend, michelle, anyways we got amused with the ants and she fed them crumbly pretzels but they wouldnt eat them... so she got chocolate and gave them that but they wouldnt eat that either... :( anyways the bus FINALLY came and we went to Moody High School the long way... eh... wasnt too bad but the bus was really quiet :/
as soon as i go to class we do a parlamentary procedure for speech... lol i was a secretary and had to read the minutes.... i tried to read it slow cause it suppose to be 15 MINUTES LONG!!! damn!!!! anyways we finished in 5 minutes and 38 seconds... eh... not bad... the others were ok but we did the best... (in my opinion) after that we took notes on speeches and we had to make a toast for a special occation... i did my sisters marriage... we had to find a quote from a well known person... and no my sister is only 12 and she's not getting married... at least not yet.... :/

the sucky part is that we cant read on a script and only put a quote on our index cards... so i tried to memorize the toast i wrote... i was a timer for the ppl who were doing it... when it was my turn i had to go up and say alittle story about my sister and talk about her... i got a 90 cause i didnt mention my sister's husband... i did include it in my speech but i forgot to mention it cause i was too darn nervous... :/
after that we were playing spoons with my cards and i lost a couple of times.... :( but no big dead...Miguel and Minhee were inseperable... cute couple too... but i was tiny bit jealous... but oh well.... that the thing im into guys that i cant have... like straight jocks. or just any handsome straight person... *sigh*

after our little break i had to play a game on our communication skills by telling my partner to draw something by only talking to them..... it was hard... out of 3 we only got 1 close.... :/

hopefully i'll make Thurdsy by this week so... im heading to bead... good night!!!!
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