Friday, July 13, 2007

srry :D
hey guys im srry i didnt post anything for a LONG TIME!!! anyways.... let see what i did.....
ummmm....
a week ago i was going to my BESTEST FRIENDS house and she wanted to talk to me... anyways i asked my mom and she told me that i could DRIVE... OMG!!!!! i had to drop off my sister and go... it was nerve racking.... OMG!!!! it took me from to my house to my sister's friends house about 15 minutest to get there.... and it takes 2 minutes to get there...lol anyways i was driving carefully and i finally went to my friends house...*sweat drop* * splash* i was hanging around my friend and catching up with my friend and her sister... after a while i got tired and told her im going home... and my mom picked me up and i got confident that i could do better and drove home... it was much better... alittle rough but we got there safely.... i think....

i havent been sleeping in a week.... some of my friend asked why... well heres why.... as some of my friends know, i have a boyfriend... he's sensitive and loving and caring but the downside is he cheats.... ALOT!!!! anyways i called him on friday and someone else pics up, i hear them giggleing and i ask who the person was and out of the blue the guy says " im the person jullian is fucking..." then i hung up the phone...my heart was racing and my mind went blank and then nothing... i dont remember anything after that... all i remember is me on the gound in the fetus position... of coarse telling this to my friends would upset them and i would tell my other *male* best friend but i havent telling the truth to him so i just thought he wouldnt believe him.... well of coarse as a good friend he sensed i was troubled and i denied what he said.... and changed the subject.

few days after that... i couldnt sleep, i would just think and wonder.... so to get it out of my mind i would read books and i studied for my learner's permit.... after the first night i stayed up all night and i woke my mom up and told her that i want to take the learner's test and so she said ok after she was done with her client... it was around 12:00 pm and we're at the DPS and in line then i forgot my birth certificate and social security #. so my mom said why not tomorrow... ok.... when im tired im cranky but the only thing was helping me in sane was the goal to get my permit.. but soon after that hope was crushed i went alittle cranky and just went to bed...1:30 pm... and woke up at 8:00. of coarse i had my 8 hours of sleep so i decided that im going to stay up the night again and drink coffee to last me the day... and then i went back to the DPS the next day and of coarse we need stuff... i need my birth certificate(which i had) my social security card ( which i only had a copy of and they only accept the original) and the forms... oh and one of the forms need the school permission....!!!!! it was freaking nightmare!!!!! it freaking summer vacation school isnt out!!! but its open in certain days... and hopefully i get that oppurtunity to do it...

well after the whole break up thing... one of my friends im'ed me and we started talking...we would say the funniest things and the hottest things too... it was hilarious... he's in georgia and we met in french class... he's bi ( even though i dont believe in bi's) and he's really cool... ok... and hot... he's a vampyre literally. once we were at a party together and then we drank WAY too much, i was sad and i needed a drink, anyways he was kissing my neck and them he BIT me, it hurt but in a good way and he started to suck... after awhile we perced our bodies... well he did... i did his belly button and he did my left ear... we come home and he stays over and we messed around... not to the point to 3rd base...

lol anyways go to sleep my darlings and ill try to write more recently... lots of love :D
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