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Wednesday, July 4, 2007

   I'm not emo and I'm NOT gay... (pretty much natural fangirl repellant, right?)
Thanks so much for your comments Hoaryu, A-zak, and Kita. You are all such good friends.

We all have our problems with our parents at one point in our lives. We can't read each other's minds, so that makes things difficult sometimes. This is going to be a short post, so just let me tell you that I've had a grim realization. Earlier today, my mom was talking to me about personal "love-life" issues. I have none, because I have no love life. My mom went on and eventually made me feel even more uncomfortable by talking about AIDS and how it's growing to be widespread in the gay community.
*Uncomfortable meter now broken*
I love my mom, so I put aside the obvious assumption she had made - hoping that she hadn't actually made it. I still hope that this grim realization is just a misunderstanding on my part. I happen to know why she jumps to this conclusion, I have nor have I had a girlfriend (at least not since I was 2 or 5 -_-; (I still think of her a lot, surprisingly)). Couple that with the fact that I have a severe lack of women in my life and BAM! Assumption time!

Maybe this post won't be so short after all...

I don't know whether to confront her about it or to not respond and let the idea fester in her mind until she has to ask me and then feels bad about making the assumption. I don't want a girlfriend just to prove a point - the other option is to get a girlfriend ^-^ - its not fair to whoever that girl would be, and its not fair to me that I should have to. It's giving me a headache just thinking about it. I've known what its like to have people you don't care for think about you that way, and I was really stupid in the social area during high school (I still blame my lack in that area from knowing the same damn hateful people since elementary school).

The story of my life in that area always makes me depressed, though not as depressed as the thought that my mom thinks I prefer men as partners. I swear I'm being driven crazy by the woman T-T.

I'm signing off now so I can wallow and stew in my newly formed pit of angst.
[Krusty]

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