Tuesday, April 8, 2008

   Baka in the saddle
Well, I'm back... and a baka...

I'm an idiot because not only have I left MyO behind for so long, but I've not drawn a single thing either. Its really about time I gave myself the restrictions I spoke of yesterday...

Hmm, this next paragraph is a rant... feel free to skip it (not like you're going to understand it)

///WARNING///RANT-ZONE///
I'm so annoyed w/ myself that I get the odd feeling I'm pestering others... hehe, maybe thats why I'm blogging... Anyway - as far as things go in the world I was living in, I was getting so much closer to the end game... where daily quests reign and the occasional raid group takes on a dungeon every weekend. I wan't to get to that point, but I'm so darn annoying right now... I can't seem to control the inflection I put on my typing... a bad joke and an ominous silence later, I'm saying sorry out of nowhere. I really can't figure out if I'm being ignored on purpose or accident...

^ oh look a rant!
Thats a rant alright... feel free to skip it :D

On the topic of drawing gewd

Yerse, I draw gewd... just not lately.
I'm gonna have to make an HD background for my new monitor... I really prefer to use my own. Yup HD. I even hooked up my old monitor for some dual screen action. I have no clue what I want to make for my new background, so I take requests and stuff like that (I'll make a 1024x768 version for everyone too) ;)

Oh, right that has little to do with how I draw... How silly of me - Now I shall tell you of a caper of the art variety that I did volunteer for. A friend of mine wants to create a Webcomic! You read that right... I just hope he's going to have some material for me to get drawing on soon...
...Maybe I'll do a bit of an easy type of comic style. I have much to work on concerning this (should I ever get to it...) and I would enjoy seeing some results from myself finally.

The thing I want most anymore...

I WANT TO GET OUTTA HERE!!!!

I want to see the world dangit! I want to see it after I exit my OWN place that is. Mom and Dad are great, but I'm on the verge of making my own declaration of independence and going all in on an apartment. My room is great and all, but its almost like I get shell shocked from staying at a friends' place. I recently went on a cruise with four of my friends (not my ideal way to spend money by the way). No mistake about it, I had fun despite the cash out of pocket. I'm not likely to cough up that kind of cash to go again though.

Souvenirs / highlights:
- a magnetite necklace (woo.)
- a scorpion magnet (...woo.)
- felt drunk the whole time without enough drinks to allow me to believe I was... (I had one margarita... and it was tiny)
- I got to watch Dragonball Z dubbed in Spanish! Olay!
-I got to drive a dinky little car all the way around a tropical island and I happened to dip myself in the ocean once.

Sounds exciting? You betcha... At least I didn't go skiing... I would have gotten a WORSE sunburn. I should have brought my girlfriend along... oh right, don't have one.... still

Well, thats enough ripping at myself for being an unsociable party-pooper on a cruise I paid for.

Yeah, I really am back

I've probably already gone over this in my last post, but I've had trouble sleeping b/c of my late night gaming habits. This is a real problem because I have work at 8:00am nowadays. I can get there on time just fine because my alarm clock is always set... its staying awake that is the problem. I've managed so far to keep myself at least looking aware if not alert even when I'm zoning out at my desk. I'm pretty sure this would be perfect if I could actually move my arm and click the mouse without my arm spasming and sending the mouse flying across the pad. I'm really good at what I do, just if I could be awake while I do that... Anyway, I talked to my boss last week about a little slip up that had occurred (I initiated the conversation thank God) and I let him know that I've been a little depressed lately and I need to give myself a bit more time to focus (absolutely true, I swear). I soon got over the possible chemical imbalance that caused the depression and went back to work yesterday as focused as I had ever been. Habits not being so easy to control, I wasn't so lively today.. x_x

I intend to conquer this problem if it takes me all night! I hope it does take all night actually

The dreaded Questions:

1. Ever paid for a major vacation yourself? Details?
2. Ever read AiKora by Kazurou Inoue?
Sample pic:

3. Missed me?

I missed MyO and especially the few that have read and commented on my posts
I'm so glad to be back again.

[Krusty]
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