Friday, November 3, 2006

I got Final Fantasy XII two days ago.
My had stolen are PS2 controllers so every night I've been stealing them back.

The game is amazing.
The normal graphics are beautiful, detailed and soft shaded.
The battle system is something that's never been tried before in an FF game. I could go on and on about it's awesome-ness, but I've g2g

I think that hands down it's the best FF game so far.
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Wednesday, November 1, 2006

You now what really pisses me off?
Prejudice.
I'm black, I don't care if people make fun of black prejudice's. People call me the whitest black persn they ever met. But the only reason they say that is because I'm just like them. I don't fall into the prejudice. But why do other blacks act that way?

Here's another thing.
Emo's.
I'm considered emo, though I really don't care what I'm considered. And this one really pisses me off.
I don't cut myself. never have, probably never will. Yet people say, "let me check your wrist," or go cut yourself you emo."

I hate it. I hate that becuase I'm part of a social group people expect incredulous things from me. I am an individual. Different from everyone else.
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Thursday, October 26, 2006

Well I haven't posted posted in a while
I looked back on my other posts and I realize that I talked about the girl I love, Erin, in almost all of them. I was very much in love with her. And I was depressed even back then.

I'm so tired of my family complaining about how moody I am. Obviously they don't pay attention. I'm not moody. My mood is the same 24/7, depressed and melancholic.

Today an interesting prospect was brought to my attention. It's not something I would write about for everyone to see so if you want to know, you know what to do.
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Monday, October 23, 2006

I appreicate your comment Robinette.
But no one deserves unhappiness.
I've just been too lazy to do anything.

Like Ed said, "You've got a good, strong pair of legs. You better get up and use them." I relied on my wings too much, so when they were broken I didn't make much effort in walking.

But I'm going to try.
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Saturday, October 21, 2006

I'm depressed again.
It was only a matter of time.
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Have you ever wanted something so badly that you would be content dying the next day if you were just able to get what you wanted for a day?

Sry, I couldn't think of a different way to word this.
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Sunday, October 15, 2006

Since I've got nothing interesting to talk about I'll talk about something that I find interesting.
I've been reading StarWars episode II and I'm looking at Anakin in a new light.
Love just happens. It can't be controlled.
The jedi counsul should have been smart enough not to send two teenagers of the opposite gender to a beautiful, SECLUDED lakehouse.
An idiot could have figured out what would happen.
Yeah, Anakin made dumb descisions, and ultimately screwed up in the end.
But his first intentions were pure and he's still one of my fav characters.
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Friday, October 13, 2006

My mom finally put the interenet and cable back on.
YES!!!!!!
I missed you guys.

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Friday, October 6, 2006

Well I haven't posted in a while.
I can only get on at school now.
My mom cut the cable and internet at our house in an attemp to "teach us a lesson."
She's been pissing me off so much lately.
Well there's nothing to report. I'll try to get on as often as I can.

C ya

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Wednesday, October 4, 2006

The speculation I had from the last post was completely false.
Nothing happened. It was just my hopeless romanticism.

Lately, things have been getting pretty bad.
I can see my life crumbling before my eyes and I'm just to indifferent to do anything about it. It's ot like I don't care, it's that I'm not motivated.
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