Monday, March 20, 2006

Read my last post
Read my last post.

How are all of you?
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Sunday, March 19, 2006

Creation
The creator expects his creations to be in subjection to him. Every creation has a purpose. If a creation goes against that purpose then they are evil. The angels had a purpose, To do what ever they were commanded. When the angels fell in love with humans they were banned from heaven and beacame demons. They paided the ultimate price for love. Is that the god, we serve?

I don't actually think like this, but it does make you wonder.
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Friday, March 17, 2006

Short
Erin is on a field trip today. I miss her already.

What's new with you guys?
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???
I keep avoiding that question. I don't understand why I don't just come out and say it. The question is " Did you ever like me as more than a friend?" I've been dying to ask her but I always freeze. I still haven't told her that I love her yet. What is wrong with me? I need some courage.
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Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Rejection
"Wings"

Wings are fickle and selfish creatures
that feed off of human emotions.

My wings were that or love.
As I drew closer to her and wrote more poems
my wings madew me fly higher and higher.

It was a wonderful feeling,
but now the emotion has dwindled to a piont where
and I can no longer support my wings,

So they move on to a new host
and leave me to dropout of the sky.

When I reached the ground I don'r try to get up,
I just ly there wondering what went wrong,
I'n not evern thinking about moving on.

But she said something to me and now I moust move on.
My legs are crippled, so it will take some time,
but I have all the time in the world.


Erin doesn't like me. She said so. She said we're just friends. But before I can move on I need to ask her one last question.
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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Yesterday was quite interesting. Erin thinks that it's creepy that I love her and always want to be with her. Either that or she's afraid of something. I'll have to delve deeper into that subject later.
Otherwise there is nothing Else to post aout, and even though she says it creepy I think we're becoming closer friends as the weeks roll by.

How r u guys?
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Saturday, March 11, 2006

quite accurate

The Feline:

The Feline is the symbol for Independence. You

have a soul of a Cat inside you, which

reflects a sensitive and independant

behavior.

Strengths: Normal routines are common in this

lifestyle as the Feline doesn't enjoy being

brought upon something new because of this

calm nature. The Feline is never really seen

with many friends because of the indepenence

it takes. A high awareness, overly observant,

is also common. Some may call you an outcast

at times, but you always seem to fit in

wherever you are needed.

Flip Side: The past is like the present for you.

The memories of long ago, good and bad, haunt

your mind, and regret is always on the

fringes of your thoughts. You can be very

sensitive and shy when it comes to certain

topics, and even around people.

Congratulations! You have a Cat inside!

pic (c) Christy Grandjean aka GoldenWolfen

What's Your Inner Beast? [pics]
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quite accurate

The Feline:

The Feline is the symbol for Independence. You

have a soul of a Cat inside you, which

reflects a sensitive and independant

behavior.

Strengths: Normal routines are common in this

lifestyle as the Feline doesn't enjoy being

brought upon something new because of this

calm nature. The Feline is never really seen

with many friends because of the indepenence

it takes. A high awareness, overly observant,

is also common. Some may call you an outcast

at times, but you always seem to fit in

wherever you are needed.

Flip Side: The past is like the present for you.

The memories of long ago, good and bad, haunt

your mind, and regret is always on the

fringes of your thoughts. You can be very

sensitive and shy when it comes to certain

topics, and even around people.

Congratulations! You have a Cat inside!

pic (c) Christy Grandjean aka GoldenWolfen

What's Your Inner Beast? [pics]
brought to you by Quizilla

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Hopeless romantic
Once again I'm sorry that I haven't been posting as often as I used to. Nothing new has happened until now.

I asked Erin if she ever had boyfriend and she won't tell me. She says it's a rude personal question. I've assked her 20 times and she just won't tell me. Maybe she had a bad experience, but I wish that she would trust me enough to tell. I'm not exactly sure why I care so much either.

She decided to ask me a question. It was "What do you want more than anything else?" So I wrote the answer on a piece of paper and handed to her. She didn't look at it right away. I think she likes the suspense. On the piece of papre I wrote "you."

I'm such a hopeless romantic.
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Tuesday, March 7, 2006

I have friends much older than I, and a lot of them are married, and when I see them with there spouse, holding hands or locked in an embrace....I long for what they have. I'm only 14, why should I long for a life long companion? I long for Erin. Girls can no each other for less than a year and be the best of friends. Hugging another girl is as normal as hugging your mom. Erin likes Yu-Gi-Oh, so when I gave her my only piece of Exodia she flipped out, and she was about to hug me, but she decided to pat me on the back instead. The difference between those to gestures is monumental. What does she actually think of me?
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