Thursday, August 9, 2007

With school in less then two weeks things seem to finally be settling down into the place that summer shook them out of. But I know that a week in it's going to be so old...but things have a way of changing *devilish smile*
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Wednesday, August 8, 2007

My mother loves to deal with her stress by shoving all my flaws in my face at once and somehow expecting me to deal with them all. It's like she wants perfection.
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Wednesday, August 1, 2007

What Eevee Evolution Are You?


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Monday, July 30, 2007

What Pokemon Starter Are You?


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Sunday, July 29, 2007

I just returned from a religious convention.
Very inspiring.
I have many changes to make to my life.
I new revelation if you will.
I might even actually succeed with this one.
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Saturday, July 21, 2007

When we are younger. The adults fabricate lies to protect us from the truth. But as we grow older the truth begins to shine through the rose colored shades we've been using and we start to see the world for what it really is. Even now, just about everyone lives in there own version of reality. I'm trying to seperate myself from that compulsion. It's not all about us, any of us. We are just ants in a farm. Trotting along, selfishly doing what makes us happy as if our happiness is the most important thing. We need to see beyond ourselves, to achieve true happiness. None of us matter in the grand scheme of things. And unfortunately few us can see beyond our own problems. And unfortunately all we can do worry about is ourselves and others. We have no say in what happens to the universe, or world or even our own neighborhoods. All these lives are so insignificant, yet there are people who care for us and even a God who cares. We must keep a balanced view.
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Monday, July 16, 2007

Nothing special to say.
How are you guys?

By the way I'm a Jehovah's Witness.
That's my religion
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Sunday, July 15, 2007

My religion has required that many natural emotions be repressed. I have become very good at it. Anyway, maybe I should have been more specific. What I felt is not your everyday lust. It's harder to explain then that.
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Saturday, July 14, 2007

Friday the thirteenth has opened my eyes to a new emotion for me.

Lust
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Wednesday, July 11, 2007

It had the potential to be a perfect day.
I woke up, watched Degrassi, played FFXII, biked to the mall to meet my love. We talked, we ate, we read, we kissed. And on the bike home it started to rain lightly. I loved it. I wonder if that's how Kadaj felt. To him was the rain a relief? I felt as if I could do the same. Just disappear in a flurry of pyreflies and I'd be perfectly fine with it. But then some dust got in my eye and I rubbed it and scratched my eye and completely ruined my perfect day. *sigh* What can you do?
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