Saturday, June 16, 2007

With summer comes youtubephilia

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Thursday, June 14, 2007

New Development

I'm back where I started...in a way. I always acted as if I had no one. I wanted someone exclusively devoted to me. What I wanted was to know that I was deeply loved. And now that I do, or more like I understand that I've always been I've actually achieved a measure of happiness. Though I have so much more to learn and do. It's odd. I feel like I'm growing used to myself. Like I'm becoming my own person you know? FInding myself and niche among the throng.
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I like videos like this you know?
Videos where it's not just a bunch of girls dancing, but videos that actually project the emotion of the song. Well, I guess having girls dance actually does project the emotions of some songs. Like just about every rap song ever made. I hate rap.
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Monday, June 11, 2007

I don't like people that talk a lot. Especially when they crack all these jokes that only the nice people laugh at but in the back of everyone's mind their think, "Please just shut up!", or when you can tell that someone's desperately trying to be your friend. That just really annoys me.


Anyway, how are all you guys?
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Friday, June 8, 2007

I found this to be most amusing

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Wednesday, June 6, 2007

I truly have am the epitome of lazy.
I have all the things I should do and want to do but I have to really force myself to put any effort into anything I don't want to do. I need some self-discipline. I'm not sure how I'm going to achieve that, but atleast...ah forget it.
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Sunday, June 3, 2007

My mind feels like It's gone through a hurricane and an earthquake at one. All these emotions that I haven't used in such a long time were brought back up. My mind is finally calming down. And right now my most pleasing reassurence. Is that someone actually loves me.

Anyway, how are you guys?
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Saturday, June 2, 2007

This is specifically for Erin
What are you talking about?
Is it my fault that you are so wrapped up in your dream of perfection that you can't see the truth? Fairytales are lies fabricated by society to trick children into beliving in true love and happily ever afters. And self-pity? I'm sorry that my life has been a series of bad events. I really am. It's not like you don't vent to me. This is called free expression. I can write whatever the hell I want. If i want to complain about how the world's a bitch then damn it I will! And I'm self-centered! This is my blog! It's about me. Please just go piss off.
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Friday, June 1, 2007

I Hate
I hate the world.
I hate that no one tells the truth
I hate that people abandon their wants to make others happy while they themselves wallow in depression
I hate that I have no control over my life
I hate that my happiness isn't within my control
I hate the way I forgive everyone even when they don't deserve it
I hate the way she orchestrates my emotions
I want to hate her even though I love her
I hate how my chains stop me from seizing my desires
I hate how I think to much
I hate how no one loves me exclusively
I hate that I'm not good enough
I hate that I cry
I hate that I cry on the inside
I hate that my heart feels unlogically
I hate how she cares to much about my life and I care to little
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Thursday, May 31, 2007

Go to Blockbuster.
Rent Elizabethtown.
Forget what people have said about it.
Give me an honest opinion.
I like it.
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