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Saturday, May 20, 2006

Guilt Trip
Is it better to sulk in the sorrow of my tears, knowing that I made the right choice...Or to have fun with friends that do seem to care about you, but know that you made the wrong choice and that the guilt would rip you apart.

My conscience is strong thanx to my religion. I'm supposed to be different then everyone else, and I am. I know what I should and should not do, but...

I'm tired of crying.
I don't want to cry anymore.
I'm tired of being depressed.
I shouldn't have a gf(don't ask). But I do.
The guilt is terrible.
I hate it.
Am I never to have what I want?
What is wrong with that?
It's a guilt trip.
I hate living...But I love life.
I try my best.
But it's not good enough,
And I can't erase 10 years worth of hardwiring.
She has cured me of my depression.
Can she cure me of my guilt,
Before it pushes me off the edge.
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