Wednesday, January 31, 2007

a weird emo poem that i wrote!
Feelings of Foreshadowing

I’m scared,
Scared that you will die,
And there is nothing I can do to stop what I know will come.
I am so scared that you will die because of something
I did or failed to do.

I fear that the time I have with you
Is becoming short,
So very short.
I fear that you will be killed,
By my hand.

I want to protect you!
I want to protect you with
Every fiber of my being.
All I want is to protect you,
Even if it means my life!

I care about you.
I care about you so much,
That it is beginning to hurt.
When did this all start?
When did I begin to wish for your happiness most of all?

I shed my tears for you,
And I don’t care what other’s think anymore!
How many times have I begun to cry?
From what everyone says,
Including those that I thought to be my friends?

I’m always happy to see you.
Your smile and laugher fills my heart,
And makes me become filled with joy.
I am happy to be by your side,
Even if the time left is extremely short.

I wish that I could tell you,
All of the things that I feel.
My pain, my suffering, my sorrow,
My happiness, my fears
And all my true feelings toward you.

I just want to run to you,
Even if it means my own death.
I just want to run into your arms right now,
And cry on your shoulder
Even if it ends there.

The closer I get to you,
The more danger you are in.
Am I willing to put you into any more danger?
For my happiness and yours as well?
Or, will I cower in the fear of your death?

I hear a gun shot from behind me,
And quickly turn around.
A look of pure terror overcomes my once joyful face,
As my heart is shattered
And tears stream down my face. I stagger to where you lay.

I fall to my knees out of shock,
You lay dead in a pool of your blood.
A note clenched in your hand,
Franticly, I grab the note.
Addressed to me, so I read.

“If this is the last thing I say to you,
I could write much.
I’ll start by saying ‘I’m sorry,’
I did not mean to die.” it says.
I continue to read…

“I just want you to know,
That I care about you a lot.
There’s a lot that I want to tell you,
A lot I should have told you before.
I think I’ll start by saying this.

“First, I want you to be happy,
So don’t cry over my grave.
And I’ll know if you did,
I’m dead remember.
However, you can leave my letters and flowers.

“Second, I’m sorry that I hadn’t
Kissed you before I died.
I would have if I had more time,
But I can’t anymore.
I’m sorry for that.

“Lastly, I want to tell you that ‘I love you!’
I truly love you,
I should have told you this everyday,
Nevertheless, I could not.
Now I must go. Good bye, my love.”

I hold the note you gave me close to my heart,
In addition, wipe away my tears.
The wind begins to pick up,
Something seems to press against my lips.
It was your spirit, giving me my first kiss. A farewell kiss.


As i said...this was writen beroe i found out that Yamiko-chan and B-kun had made-up. If you are at all worried about my well being, don't be. there's a story behind it that i'm not going to go into. It was just me thinking about what i would do if this sort of thing happened!

Ja ne minna
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Thursday, January 4, 2007

It's been too long!!!
Konichiwa minna!

Ok, because finals are in just over a week, (yes, i do hate my school and finals week, as well as the end of the quarter) I'm not going to be on for a while. However, I wanted you all to know that i'm still alive! Granted, I haven't updated since November (took me a while to remember that), but i normally have it least added new fan art everymonth and i haven't yet this month. (don't remember when the last time I added something from Naruto.) so yeah, I'll talk to all of you later.

Ja ne!
~Kunoichi Hinata
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Thursday, November 9, 2006

Poultry (not kidding) and end of quarter!!! YAH!!!!
Konichiwa minna!

sorry i haven't posted anything in a while, it was the end of the quarter. I'm doing okay in all of my classes, but you never know how classes are going to turn out. it's been crazy with the last minute poultry practices, making up tests, finals, and a poultry compition in the last week of a quarter alone is hard...but add in a school play and the fact that i miss a lot of school...see where i come from. Fortionatly, I don't have school tomorrow!! YAH!! Anime movies here i come!!!

anyway, for those of you that wonder "how is poultry of any importance here?" it does because today was the day of the MINNESOTA REGION IV FFA POULTRY CONTEST!!!! *echo* And AFSA FFA chapter team placed 3RD!!!!! OH YEAH, WE'RE GOING TO STATE BABY! I don't know my placing as an individual yet...tell you later!

Ja ne!
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

   ...Can't *cough*...stop*cough*...cough...*cough*...ing...*gaspes for air*
Konichiwa minna! *cough cough cough*

I hate being sick.... I really hate it! I'll explain later.

Ja ne!
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Saturday, October 7, 2006

Fan art will be coming soon...I hope...depends on when i scan...
Konichiwa minna!

I'm just letting you all know that I hope to get some new fan art up by the end of the month. theres going to be a lot in my next fanart update because I have completed yet an other sketch book!(took a half-a-year! that seem really long! I wanted it done by the end of august) I'll see when i can find the time to...with school, FFA, church, family, drawing, and the fan-sub watching (not to mention anime club starting up soon) i'm busy. If you can...avoid going into high school with a weak immunsystem...it's not fun! I don't even remember how many days i've missed sence the end of january... *sickly face* my life sucks!

Anyway, please comment (you people haven't lately)! and i'll try to get new fanart up soon!

Ja ne!
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Sunday, October 1, 2006

   Back from Dulth! and question. (read to find out!)
Konichiwa minna!

Well, for those of you that have been paying attention, you would know that my family has expanded. No, I'm not talking about a new baby. as of yesterday, my family has grown by 1-8, depending on how you look at it. Yes, Onee-chan is married to Nate-nii-san. for those of you that are wondering where the other 7 come from, they are Nate-nii-san's family members that I have met (not including grandparents). for those of you that do not pay attention to hunting openers, yesterday was also duck opener! YAH, DUCK OPENER!!!!

now for a question, bet first, some info on it! I have a lot of new fanart. Some of which from Bleach, some from Tsubasa, and of corse, a lot from Naruto! the question is, should i post it? i'm not sure how many there are, or when i will post it (if ever), but i want you to tell me if i should post them! Please answer in the comment area! thank you!

Ja ne!
~Kunoichi Hinata
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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

   I really have a bad habit of getting ill...
Konichiwa minna...

*yawn* i really hate being sick. (appaligises to yamiko-chan for not being at school today or yesterday) another day with a fever...i hate this! i'm too tired...so i'm going to take a nap!

Ja ne!

PS: if Sophie-chan and Kat-chan see this, gomen! i get sick very often...
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Sunday, August 20, 2006

my resent fan-art and confussion...
Konichiwa minna!

Ok, for those of you that have been keeping up with the fan art that I have been posting lately, inparticularilly in the naruto catigory, you see that i have some in which it's HinaKiba and some that are HinaNaru. let me tell you that this is very confussing for me. None were requests, but out of my own free will. the part that is confussing is that i'm caught inbetween HinaKiba and HinaNaru. In fact, I'm making a fan manga in which there is a HinaKiba and HinaNaru setting. It's very confusing. so, as i put the pages up (won't be for a long time know), I hope that you will help me in desiding which pair will be, in the end, victorious. Thanks a bunch!

Ja ne!
Hinata
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Saturday, August 19, 2006

"Zombies love cherries" (explaination)
Konichiwa minna.

this is just to explain the different parts of one of my more unusual fan arts. the name of the pic is in the subject.

anyway, it's all form a comic that i made a while back when i was hyper and desided to draw a comic for Brian-kun. basicly, i spelled "zombies" as "zoombie" (so i have that on the shirt of the zombie) and Brian-kun added a "zombies love cherries bit to it. ever since, my friends and i have been obsessed with zombies and the word "zoombies"! i just made that pic to make them laugh!

Ja ne!
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Konichiwa minna!

ok, I'm sorry that i haven't been on in a while, I've been busy with helping Onee-chan! so i don't really have anything to say to all of you for now! just letting all of you know that i'm not dead!

Ja ne!
Hinata
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