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• 1990-12-27
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• 2006-03-14
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• Hoshiko, Hinata

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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

a weird emo poem that i wrote!
Feelings of Foreshadowing

I’m scared,
Scared that you will die,
And there is nothing I can do to stop what I know will come.
I am so scared that you will die because of something
I did or failed to do.

I fear that the time I have with you
Is becoming short,
So very short.
I fear that you will be killed,
By my hand.

I want to protect you!
I want to protect you with
Every fiber of my being.
All I want is to protect you,
Even if it means my life!

I care about you.
I care about you so much,
That it is beginning to hurt.
When did this all start?
When did I begin to wish for your happiness most of all?

I shed my tears for you,
And I don’t care what other’s think anymore!
How many times have I begun to cry?
From what everyone says,
Including those that I thought to be my friends?

I’m always happy to see you.
Your smile and laugher fills my heart,
And makes me become filled with joy.
I am happy to be by your side,
Even if the time left is extremely short.

I wish that I could tell you,
All of the things that I feel.
My pain, my suffering, my sorrow,
My happiness, my fears
And all my true feelings toward you.

I just want to run to you,
Even if it means my own death.
I just want to run into your arms right now,
And cry on your shoulder
Even if it ends there.

The closer I get to you,
The more danger you are in.
Am I willing to put you into any more danger?
For my happiness and yours as well?
Or, will I cower in the fear of your death?

I hear a gun shot from behind me,
And quickly turn around.
A look of pure terror overcomes my once joyful face,
As my heart is shattered
And tears stream down my face. I stagger to where you lay.

I fall to my knees out of shock,
You lay dead in a pool of your blood.
A note clenched in your hand,
Franticly, I grab the note.
Addressed to me, so I read.

“If this is the last thing I say to you,
I could write much.
I’ll start by saying ‘I’m sorry,’
I did not mean to die.” it says.
I continue to read…

“I just want you to know,
That I care about you a lot.
There’s a lot that I want to tell you,
A lot I should have told you before.
I think I’ll start by saying this.

“First, I want you to be happy,
So don’t cry over my grave.
And I’ll know if you did,
I’m dead remember.
However, you can leave my letters and flowers.

“Second, I’m sorry that I hadn’t
Kissed you before I died.
I would have if I had more time,
But I can’t anymore.
I’m sorry for that.

“Lastly, I want to tell you that ‘I love you!’
I truly love you,
I should have told you this everyday,
Nevertheless, I could not.
Now I must go. Good bye, my love.”

I hold the note you gave me close to my heart,
In addition, wipe away my tears.
The wind begins to pick up,
Something seems to press against my lips.
It was your spirit, giving me my first kiss. A farewell kiss.


As i said...this was writen beroe i found out that Yamiko-chan and B-kun had made-up. If you are at all worried about my well being, don't be. there's a story behind it that i'm not going to go into. It was just me thinking about what i would do if this sort of thing happened!

Ja ne minna
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