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Saturday, February 26, 2005


How did this happen....?
Today was not the best day I have ever had. My best friend Desi had her old friends Amber come over which she thought she would never like again. Well, when she came to her house she and Amber become friends all over again and Desi didn't even care that we were supposed to go shopping today for her party. I don't like to seem hostile, but I am hurt that she would just forget about me that easily and just say "Well, we can just do that tomarrow." I don't like the fact that even my own best friend could and did just blow me off like that. Sometimes I like that we just don't see eye to eye, that, that is our one and only weakness. I don't think I'm making too, much of a deal out of it....but I could be wrong about that. I just wish she would have thought before she acted. Now, I feel like I'm back where I started, with no one to actually believe that I'm seen, and they just think I'm a no body. I just wish she stopped to think is all.


I write poems so I wrote something that relates to this:

About Me

There are secrets locked within me.

My heart turned to ice by so many hurtful words and actions.

These secrets have yet to be unlocked and unleashed upon this world.

And when they are, will you still know who I am?

This is about me and what you do to make me feel this way.

When you those words, apart of me is tore away.

I can't help but think, "Is this truely the life I have?" When I break and everything is known...Will your actions change?

This is about me.

Well, thats all for today. Lalas

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