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Monday, September 13, 2004
why don't i just die?!
WTF!!!!! Would anyone give me damn if i died?! honestly, all I do is bring problems and sorrow on people. I'm a fucking catalyst...an anathema...I am a fucking leper in my own family.
I've argued with my boyfriend at least once a week...I think this time it's over for sure.
I hate the fact all I seem to do is hurt people...I don't know what to do anymore. I was so angry at everyone, myself, my boyfriend, my family...I couldn't help it, i cut myself. Then i thought how easy it would be for me to just cut my wrists and end my life. But i couldn't do it. I'm too fucking weak minded. I cried for about an hour...I was just lying on my bed listening to Tool, crying, adn bleeding. i cried the next day too and i though about drowning myself.
i think i'm gonna stop going to Gaia, delete my character...i just wanna start all over again...or die.
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