Friday, September 17, 2004

   meh....
my mom really pissed me off this morning, she made me think that i was late to school and when I told my dad to hurry he got all pissed at me!
Then last weekend I had to go to a meeting at the zoo for an intership, they told us that if we could, we should bring our parents...my mom got all bitchy and started to complain about having to go...then when I said I would go alone because i didn't want them to go, she said "well it's not like we wanted to waste out time there"
But then my dad was all "no, you know she was just kidding, we'll go with you"
what really pissed me off was that later on, my mom said "I never said I didn't want to go"
GGGGRRRRR!!!!!!!!! honestly i dunno how much longer i can bear to live with her!
i think i might be bipolar...i can be really happy one moment then sad the next.
i talked to my bf, he said he's not mad anymore, but it's only obvious that he's is...
he kept giving one or three worded answers, i really miss him...I even sent him the lyrics to "boys don't cry" by The Cure, cause it goes well with our situation..."I'd say I'm sorry if I knew it would change your mind, but I know this time i went too far"
*sniffle* I miss him!!
but i don't wanna make him sad anymore. He's in a band I remember he dedicated a song to me...but i guess those times are over...
I'm in study lab right now, writting in my notebook.
there are so many ppl in this class that i can't stand and the boys are perverts...actually i hate most ppl in this school...everyone is so fake...they pretend to be friends with someone then later they're talking shit about them. And the teachers are bastards as well, they're always complaining *sigh* but what can i do? no one would listen if i did speak out. they think they're perfect, and if/when you tell them their imperfections, they get angry. Humans are the biggest mistake in evolution...*yawn*
i still have like 20 mins in this class, this class is so useless...nothing to do, just sit and talk. i'm falling asleep right now... I've been up since 5 am...well running outta words, so buh byes for now!

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