Friday, April 21, 2006

   ^^

Sorry I have not posted in a while, this college report is killing me! ---> x.x dead - Welp, I beat Kingdom Hearts II and boy did it have a homosexual theme going on. Sora'a all about Riku. 'Tell me where Riku is.' 'Please, tell me.' 'Riku!!' Yeah thats how the whole game goes. I was really easy, the only hard part was Sephiroth but I am only on level 54. The game was a breeze. I even made a Prince (Katamari Damacy) gummi ship. The gummi sequences are awsome! - I guess I lost a friend, but thats okay. Because if it was such a great friendship then it would not have ended over a stupid misunderstanding. I have no idea what she is blabbering about pelisipi parkway. I didn't say anything about that. I did say something about Papermill though. She's such a corndog. Lieing and crap. But I don't care because its not true. Everyone else knows it too. Brittany is so sweet. She said that 'I know you, you have never been a bitch. I don't know what little lynnsey is thinking.' and then she ate a nacho and yelled: 'My throat-hole's a burnin'!' Silly. ^^ - I stuck a note in Alle's art book and she just now found it yesterday (it took a week!) and she wrote me the sweetest letter. I'll have to scan it and show it. speaking of scaning I need to post my art work! I drew something today. - The new Rising Stars of Manga contest started on April first it ends January 2007. Ya'll need to enter. I am trying to. ^^ - Schools almost over and I'll be a senoir! Oh what fun. - If anyone hears from Sahkiryce please let me know. I miss her dearly. - Wellcome xXJellyBeanXx! Hope you enjoy the otaku community. - see when I don't post in forever i have so many things to say. ^^ Catch ya. -kuronekosama

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Tuesday, April 11, 2006

what the fuck! I am so stupid.

NOTE: this was a PM to one of purgatory's friends. as I write this i can't remeber why. I'll post tomarrow. I am trying to not get angry, but its hard not too. I am writing this the most careful, and nicest, way possiable. Kevin, Jewish Payphone, was only stating the facts. Yes Myotaku is a venting heaven. But you don't understand. Lynnsey/Purgatory is telling the story through her eyes not whats really going on. I know whats going on becuase I live here, I know her, I have known her for five years. She is treating Chris the wrong way. She makes Chris the bad guy. Purgatory has everyone wrapped up in her soap opera. How would you like to get cheated on and cussed at daily? Chris may not be an angel either but he has never done anything bad. He's never beat or anything. He just took her back and they both ache. Lynnsey is so foolish in her life, its all about her and no one else. She has changed so much... I don't know what to do. Your best friend just doesn't up and cuss you out in the middle of the night for no reason. she is an idiot poisining the idiot masses.... I have no idea what I'm doing. Why am I writting you? I forgot. I am to wrapped up in this message. Damn everything in its self.

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Friday, February 24, 2006

this is important please read!

this is quite important Sorry I haven't written in a while. My life has been a little hetic. Well maybe more than a little. Two weekends ago my grandmother died and I didn't really want to talk to any one. I was very close to her. Her death effected me tramautically. I'm very sorry that I haven't let you all know. I feel really bad for it because I believe you have a right to know what is wrong with me. - On a very lighter note I am eating a tangalo... It is quite scrumptus! I bought it a little market down the road for 25 cents. I think I need to go buy another one! My mom said it was a hybrid between either a tangerine and grapefruit or a tangerine and an orange. I think its the second choice. The fruit is very juicy and soft. I recommend it to you. ^^ - I also had an idea. I thought about cosplaying as Aerith and dressing my cat up as Cait Sith! Spudd would be so cute! Oh kawaii! ^^ - I have now obtained a Nintendo DS! I also got Shadow the Hedgehog for PS2. I traded an Aerith figure for it. The touch screen is so much fun to play with. The pictochat is fun even if you don't have some one to share it with. I was a little sad at first with the thought that I would be losing Aerith, but then I realized I can get her back. All I have to do is trade some Dragon Ball Z figures for Aerith in a month. The guy I traded Aerith to gets bored with things very easily. Not to mention that he's spoiled. So when he trades something for something else he just whines to his mother and she buys him another one. By the way this guy is ninteen years old. I'm not cheating a little child! :p - I'm also sick. Thats kinda bad because I already owe nine time for times this will make it thirteen because I stayed home today. Time for time is such a pain. In case you don't know time for time is time you have to do when you miss a day. I have four classes a day if I miss one day I have four time for times. The time for time sessions are before and after school. Before starts at 7:00 a.m. and after starts at 3:45 p.m. Each session lasts for one hour and thirty minutes. It is such a hassel and very time consuming time for time are also very cumlative. And its very hard to get out of them too. My moms going in on next wensday to talk to the principal about it. May be I can get eight knocked off. (for you math wizs out there if your confused I missed first period one day) thanks guys for listening to me ramble~ I feel better now! ^______________^ -kuronekosama

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Wednesday, January 11, 2006

*wup wup wup* sounds like a helicopter right?

NOTE: written on Tuesday, January 10, 2006 at10:27 PM Hey guys! I guess it’s my first post of the year 2006! I hope everyone had great happiness on their holidays, mine was defantly better than last year’s Christmas. The cops didn’t show up this time. But of course there was no disruptions for them to be called upon anyways. I got a lot of very thoughtful things this past Christmas, for everyone how got me something thanks, and for those who didn’t, thanks for not wasting your time on me. And I say that statement in a positive way, because I don’t expect you to drop everything and get me something. All I want is for everyone to be happy, and I am not just saying that to be corny, I really do wish that. And if for you to be happy means, destroying something to get it, I think you should go for it. Just do it. And when you’ve completed this task, I want you to tell me. I really would like to know. - - So if you have noticed, and for those that haven’t, I posted a single artwork and a few Wallpapers. The artwork was entitled ‘Jackknife Girl’ a while back I had this strange obsession with pocket knives and how they collapsed within themselves. I would stare and discovered how they worked, it was pure amazement. This picture spun off from that curiosity. I thought it would be cool to add wires and techno stuff even though I am not quite good at that stuff. My favorite thing on her back is the nail or the syringe. Or the instrument that you use to draw circles with (can’t recall its name). Wallpapers feature Loveless, Angel Sanctuary, Fooly Cooly, and Peacemaker Kurogane. Hope ya’ll like them… Well I need to hit the sack, I have a report to do tomorrow and I have to take a shower in the morning. I need good rest. I also need to pack my lunch…and fix tea…and eat breakfast…and whatever else I do in the morning… I have to find my jacket also…. eepers… Ah so tired… Warm bed here I come… type ya later ZZZZZZZZzzz -kuronekosama

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Thursday, December 15, 2005

   oh boy...

second wave of the tests is today. I've got creative writing and child development. I'm not too worried about these. The U.S. History final was very confusing and hard; except for the last question. It was: I developed apple computer who am I? Hah ha Bill Gates. That was so easy. The first question was What did the Destiny Act do? I have no idea. I have never even heard of that... All right, I have to go tests are coming... see you next year! Merry Christmas! And for Sahkiryce, Happy New Years! I hope you all are so happy this year. I hope you all have fun too! See ya! -kuronekosama

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Wednesday, December 14, 2005

study, study, study

Today is the first wave of exams, tomorrows the second and the last. Today is a half day as well as tomorrow… Wish me luck! ^^ I’m gonna miss you all so much. I guess I’ll catch you later. I’ll post a bigger post later I have to go study… I am a procrastinator… Studying hurts my little brain… x.x -kuronekosama study, I like to study... *hums the Kentaro study song*

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Tuesday, December 6, 2005

   hey guys!

I made a new wallpaper in the event of winter! I put it up too, I'm in a fit of Loveless at the moment... The artwork is so preety. ^^ Christmas is coming up, so I hope you have a happy one. And those of you who celebrate New Years, happy new years day! = on ebay I saw this shirt and it said: I don't like mushrooms. it was cool! >< tee hee. I'm so stupid. I also saw this shirt that said: shirt of invisablity +2 perfect for me the RPG dork. hope you have a good day. I get out of school next Thursday, so I won't be able to post until January. Haitus will be short but long. I'll miss you all so much. I hope you all are happy, another Christmas on the Otakuk... warm fuzzy feeling... -kuronekosama

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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

   Happy Turkey Day guys! ^^

Wow I got here extremely early, It’s only 7:47 a.m. I’m usually not here until 8:15. The library just opened too. …early.. I don’t know what to do so I think I’ll write. I haven’t posted in a very long while. I guess that my last long post that lasted forever got most of my blabbering out. I got the complete collection of Golden Boy so I got to see the last three episodes. It was extremely hilarious like always. Oh and I also got the manga from Kingdom Hearts it was quite cute. I really like the artwork. I can’t belive that it’s not coming out until March, now I don’t know what else I want besides Fatal Frame III the tourmented…. ah poop. wait. I know what I want now, it’s to be on the top ten list at My Otaku… but I’m a bit far off from that dream. So what are ya’ll wanting for Christmas? And for those who don’t celebrate it, what would you want if you did? Just curious. I want all of you to be happy and everything to work out for all of my friends. I want you to live life to it’s fullest. that’s sounds rather cheesey yum…cheese… oh yes on the topic of food, I got two new kinds of tea: Raspberry and Peach! They are so good…. ^^ Happy Thanksgiving!!!! -kuronekosama

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Monday, October 24, 2005

   i haven't written in a wee while...

So I haven't posted a decent post in a while so I thought why not now? My life has been slightly strange lately.. Not sure what it is.. On another note... I hope you all like the new site appearance. I just had to make it Fatal Frame looking for its debut this November. It’s damatte, which means silently in Japanese. I chose this name because, well, I thought it suited my very nicely. I sit silently, I walk silently, I think silently, I am silent. Silent is I and I am silence. I really don’t talk a lot. A lot of people think I’m a murderer because of it. Otaku is my only escape, my only home. My only dream. If I could I would wrap up in its warmth of loving souls and sow its friendship. Then I would be happy all the time. - I made myself a hoodie! It has a moogle on it, and everyone is like 'I like your hoodie.' I was thinking, mwah ha ha... and yeah... - just like always my brain is skipping rocks in a river. I think that my thoughts don't like each other, because some come in and then they flicker out. I had an idea for a manga yesterday, but to my dismay, I have forgotten. Of course It's always this rapid flow, how could I not expect it? My brain is like a candle, my thoughts are the flame, and the wind that extinguishes it is the world. - If there is a god, then why is this world so corrupt? Yes, (the christian one, anyway) god gave the souls freewill but he should have at least control over something. For every action is a consequence. For this action, we are in pain. So if we are the love of god then why suffer? If everyone is equal then why do we have such idiots who demand white supremacy? If I where to die right now, at this second would I be damned for disbelief, or would god forgive me of my stupidity? There is so many loops and knots, there is no where to began nor end. So I chose fraud. I believe that the goddess of Fate controls are every move and everything has already been laid out. You can follow it or you can create your own, but most of the time Fate smiles her siren grin and makes you think that your creating your own life. When all along it was planned you would be fooled from the start. If you defy Fate, a wormhole begins. Then the world where what would have happened is created. So naturally we have many lives. We are reincarnated several times, trying to fulfill that purpose that our immature fetus implanted into our feeble minds. On the topic of fetus’s, I do think that one’s life is being dreamt as we spend our time in the womb. We dream of our life and the troubles that come with it. We dream about it over and over again, down to the last detail. All the mistakes, all the pain, even the joy. Floating, drifting. At the time we are a fetus we are the smartest of all. We know all, we see all. We hear everything. Encased with the placenta, is our hopes and dreams. Everything we wish to accomplish is in our minds. And then at the second of birth we become the stupidest thing that could have been brought unto this hell. We forget what we dreamt and learn the essentials. Then life begins and we make the same mistakes that we dreamt. - Why does she drink? Why does she scream? Why does it hurt? Can’t she understand, its violent. Its harmful and oh how it hurts, how it hurts. My heart aches with pain, the very arteries creeping tears. ‘I don’t want to hurt you’ she says ‘I love you’ she says. It makes no sense. Why would you hurt someone you love? Do you secretly despise them so much that you would kill them? If you hated them so much, then why bring them to this world. Oh, that’s exactly it. You hate me so much that you wanted me to live in hell instead of dying inside you. I do not regret life, nor would I take my own, for it has given me many joys and suffering. One of my favorite gifts life has given me was the gift of love. I love Kevin with all my heart. I would never take my own life, a life, dead or alive, without him would be no life at all. I couldn’t think of spending time away from him. He is my life, my soul, my heart. Take that away, and I am nothing. Some call it obsession, some call it love. Name it what you be, but to I, it is love. I am so sorry for my thoughts. I had to release them. There is so many more, but I believe I will hold them till next we meet. So I leave with a quote: “The past: our cradle, not our prison; there is danger as well as appeal in its glamour. The past is for inspiration, not imitation, for continuation, not repetition.” -Israel Zangwill -kuronekosama

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Thursday, October 6, 2005

   ADVANT CHILDREN!!!

I now own Final Fantasy Advant children! I bought it with birthday money. It was so friken awesome!!! I wanna watch it again. As for my birthday, it was okay, I much appreciated Kevin's final fantasy gifts. ^^ great. I bought We Love Katamari and I beat it within three days. It is fun; highly recomend it to any zany soul out there. I guess I'll catch ya'll later. -kuronekosama

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