Friday, April 9, 2004

   ^^ Lyrics

oh yeah! More Lyrics! yay *victory flag* We kinda had a bad way back when but it never got on its feet, it beggining now though. and my moms best friend has a recording studio in the basment so that helps out. Oh by the way we we ever get up there you will know us as the Battle Fish well here's my lyrics same old same old I own no steally! Torn and Tattered Lyrics written by: Kuronekosama/Chara Butterfly and I bear torn tattered wings You try to make me smile You try to make me sing Can't stop me from crying Never well at trying Breathe life into these lips of mine I am pleading to wake Crying in my conscious I think I might just break Falling in a restless sleep Wrapped in a cocoon Torn from my past Scared of the reality Waiting for my destiny Never wake Never cry I will always die Dying in my mind Numb and silent I can't find Dead under the sky Wish I could just fly Flutter on flutter on Butterfly and I wait for our chance to play I can hear every word you say I am still here Can't you see? I am right in front of you Dancing in the rain Crying with the clouds I'm broken I will always be this way Unraveling to the fray Someone please fix me Going through this pain Quit making fun of me Just please let me be Never wake Never cry I will always die Will you ever find me? Trapped in an endless nightmare I'm soaring The rain keeps on pouring I'm falling through the clouds Falling through the sky Landing on the dirt Won’t it ever hurt? I wish I could just Flutter on, Flutter on Butterfly and I cry for my chance to run Can’t find you Don’t stop searching for me I'll be here all day Sleeping in this way That keeps me locked away If I smile you'll never see Deep inside myself Crying all this time I never meant to whine Just please set me free Don’t let me die just yet I'm still here, don't you fret But you are too late For I can see the light It’s washing over me For now I'll just Flutter on, Flutter on With broken wings I'll fly I can really reach the sky Finally I can be a butterfly Flutter On, Flutter On (c) Kuronekosama/Chara 2004 PS Bakuryu chan I just have to upload your picture onto the Otaku, it'll be on there soon! sorry for the waiit ><

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Tuesday, March 30, 2004

   ^^

We me dunno know what to write. I don't like having my lyrics up uit makes me feel like I'm bragging >< but thats kinda the only way to get you'll to read it ( wait what am I saying, the only person who reads this Bakuryu-chan because none of the other people ever post here because ya'll are lazy even though I post you, you never return the favor ) so any way....... o.O i forgot what I was gonna write i thought of something while i wqas typing but, uh now I cant remember. >< OH! me remeber! Bakuryu-chan I have your drawing...I just need to put it on a floppy and load it up on the school computers so I can get it on the internet. ** yes I bet you all (by all I mean Bakuryu-chan) are gettng tired of my layout. I'm gonna change it soon just not my Icon i like mine because I made it and 'i am falling some please catch me' I think thats cool everthing still gonna be black and I'm gonna get 'paint it black' by the Rolling Stones. I was gonna write a screwed up verion of that song called 'paint it green' but that might be make the Rolling Stones feel bad but heck lets mock every one! I'm out- NOTICE: Game Over

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Monday, March 15, 2004

More of my bad lyrics ^^

well I wroted somemore lyrics same as always copywrited by me no stealy you do you die. If you wanna read more of my stuff just go to Fictionpress.com for Kurokumo yume or Fanfiction.net for Kurokumo yume Hollow Glass Lyrics by: Chara Sometimes I've always wondered what I'm doing here Wishing it would end Wishing I could cry Crying tears of crimson Crying tears of glass Cutting the flesh Begging for my screams Always stumbling through the night In a dazed confined sight It's hollow on the inside It's thick in and out Lurks a blackened soul That cries to be let out Beckoning for your skin Crying for your blood Let me run Let me kill I see demons I see angels I see glass broken at your feet Burning in the scorching heat Walking on bones all day long I wonder why I can't cry I'll make you bleed I'll make you scream Make you worry for me Make you hate the one I am It's hollow on the inside It's thick in and out Lurks a blackened soul That cries to be let out Beckoning for your skin Crying for your blood Let me run Let me kill Dead yet I am alive Don't you fear me in the night? I've come back Can't you see? I'm not the person I used to be Cold and dead You've always dread Broken dreams Broken glass You're all I see In my reality Raping me Killing me It's hollow on the inside It's thick in and out Lurks a blackened soul That cries to be let out Beckoning for your skin Crying for your blood Let me run Let me kill Let me kill the one I see Let me harm the one I am Let me see your fear in my eyes Let me hear your burning cries Let me cry for my broken dreams Let me cry broken glass streams (c)Kuronekosama/Chara 2004

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Monday, March 8, 2004

   ^^

well I have a favorite on drawings My friends they all earned a place. I love there art its so unique. and they all deserve to be on the top 10 (not that youothers don't just that these guys are awsome and it really, to me, doesn't matter how well you draw its something else...not sure what can't really find the word....) well here are the greatest top 3 to me: 1st: GTK 2nd: Bakuryu 3rd: Seifer-sama 1st the best 3rd runner up well I'm out ^^

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Tuesday, March 2, 2004

-.-

hmmm....I'm think about posting my lyrics to my last song... or inserting a link so you all can read it, but you all are lazy and i know it so here it is copy write by me you stealy you pay the price, death, you don't belive me you better cause its true I sware on my dead body over & over twine the blood lyrics by: chara staring at the mirror with a razor in her hand parting her hair in a zig zag curve blood crying from the open wound always smiling always crying holding back a deep secret no one understands screaming and bleeding for you the one she hates the one she hates is you twine the blood end the screams she'll never be all right hear the shouts smell the fear taste the blood is it real or just a fantasy will she ever be okay? never know untill a fantasy becomes reality. standing in the closet with razor in her hand slash across the flesh she thinks about it one last time but it's to late she hits the floor. rotting in the hole of death an' decaying nobody cares nobody gives a damn twine the blood end the screams she'll never be all right hear the shouts smell the fear taste the blood is it real or just a fantasy will she ever be okay? never know untill fantasy becomes reality. floatin' in the doorway with a razor in her hand even in spirit she still haunts you tucked in your bed with your socks too tight dreamin your dreams of abuse you never cared you never loved. well guess what? its way too late to escape your fate. she wispers softly in your ear 'I hate you!' razor cuts your last life line say hello to the Bad Boy himself because you be burnin' there for eternity. the one she hates the one she hates THE ONE SHE HATES IS YOU! (c) Kuronekosama/Chara <---me 2004

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Thursday, February 26, 2004

   yay!

well It snowed here and we got like 5 inches outside so I'm guessing we won't go to school tomarrow, thats okay I'll just live off of fatal frame II and poptarts.. -Fatal Frame II well I rented fatal Frame and I beat it on normal & easy, trying to beat it on hard but its not working out >< I liked the ending it was real sad becuase Mio performed the Crimson Sacrifice on Mayu and it was preety I really like the song to it was alwsome. I never expected the ending to be like that, but oh well that game was full of surprises! Like when I was looking out the window through my camara (I was starin' the tree cuz it looked cool ^^ simple mind I know) in the Twin Doll house and all of a sudden this little boy jumps up and smiles! It scared the crap outta me. My little blue thingy (um I think its called the filament...no wait I thinks thats the red thing) wasn't even glowing. Well I finished that game with an E (e for excellent maybe I dunno) well I gotta take it back on Sunday...oh well Blockbuster only lasts for so long..I'm gonna buy that game...someday....

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Wednesday, February 11, 2004

   bleh

guess what happened to me today at school? I got locked in the girls bathroom! it really sucked >< but I did miss half of 3rd block for it though...ya see i had to pee realy really really bad because I had just drank a pepsi and I asked my french teacher, Mme. Corum, if I could go to the rest room and she said yes as long as I hurried before they locked the doors. They have to lock the doors because students used to go to the bathrooms to go smoke and stuff during lunch so they have them closed all during 3rd block. well anyway I went to use the bathroom got in there and then I was almost done and the lockeruper guy said through the door: "is anybody in here?" i said yes and apprently he didn't hear me so I got locked in. and then i said HOLY SHIT! and banged on the door but, no one herd me. it realy sucked. I waited there for about twenty minutes (i keep my self occupid by reading the walls ^^") untuill I heard someone walk by the bathrooms. I kicked the door and I heard this: boy 1: "holy crap that scared me what was that?" girl: "um was that the bathroom...?" boy 2: "dude I bet someones locked inside!" me: "um...can you please help me? I'm kinda stuck...go get the keys...please" boy 1:*luaghs* sure! girl: *laughs hysterically* boy 1,2 & girl: *walks away* HEY WE NEED SOME KEYS!!! (i guess they were talking to a teacher or janiter) I felt so stupid! I mean, come on I got locked in the bathroom! I'm so stupid! ><' yeah thats about the only thing that happoened to me all week except for when I fell asleep on my pen and I had a black mark on my face...but that doesn't count... ^^"

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Monday, February 9, 2004

   ^_________________^

a grand total of 711 pepole landed in my site! Why this strange number instead of 500 or 1000? because 711 is a store that I wished we had down here, I was gonna wait till 1000 but oh well. keep em coming!

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Friday, February 6, 2004

   oh yeah!

NEW PICCIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *cough* okay now that's done with...i have nothing more to say except I hope the get excepted expecally that Spike piccy because it took me forever to get it on there ><

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Thursday, February 5, 2004

?????

What is this so called Trigun Maximum? I was looking on the net and I got even more confused. This first time I heared of it (in a little istybetsy fine print words in Newtype) I thought it would be a sequel to trigun or something. But I started to looking and it's a manga and the story looks the same (can't really read it, its japanese ^^') so I'm really confused because is it just like an allternate story of Trigun like Kuga Cain's Shooting Star? Or what? I did notive that their outfits are a bit differant and Wolfwood is alive and Vash is a bit more muscally. If any one knows anything please tell me. Oh and FF12 is coming out soon in Japan. Vaan is too girly and Ashe looks sluty Vaan looks alot like Tidus, note; to Squaresoft: NEW HAIRDOS PEOPLE! and Tidus was WAY to wimpy what happened to the good characters like Vinecent & cid (ff7), Zell Seifer & Squall (FF8), they all disapeared. Please Squaresoft no more Tiduses, I don't want to repeat the Titty-boy legend...<----inside joke

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