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Wednesday, September 22, 2004


   dammit
I hate this. I stupid fucking hate this. I'm having such a great week....not. We went and picked up my mother on Sunday, right? Well she went to the store to buy food because we were out. All we had was some discarded cans and some moldy food in the fridge. Well when she came home she had gotten a 12 pack beer. plus a 6 pack. She made me so mad! Thats the whole reason she decided to go there. You have to help to, ya know! It's tough but, damn just try. Then on the following day she bought another 12 pack pack and drank every drop the next day, she did it again. And today I came home, walked in the drive way and the car was totally crashed. I'm losing my mind. What can I do? I really am losing my head, last night when I was staring at my wall, I saw two shawdows, dancing. They looked like little girls. I'm going crazy, what a terrific birthday present. My boyfriend may be ether lying in the floor dead or just ignoring me, or not at home. He called this morning telling me he needed his inhaler and I said 'where is it?' and he replied: 'I left it at my brothers house' (keep in mind thios was at 7:20 in the morning) I asked "go tell some body if you need it! You can't just sit there and die!" and well he just didn't want to tell anyone so they wouldn't go out of their way for him. I'm so worried.

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also my mothers boyfriend broke up with her because of so many things going on. He can't stand her with the acholism. He tried to help but she keeps going back to it. I think its not a good idea because she going threw so much.

maybe my mom will accutaly approve of my boyfriend now that Brians gone (althugh I think he'll come back) she still doens't know were are going out. We've been going out semnce April 1st...I hope I still have a boyfriend to cry on, because if he's dead. I can't say I'll live to see my birthday on friday.

-kuronekosama

I'm so scared

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