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Wednesday, March 16, 2005


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I don't know what to do, I have an awful feeling in my stomach. I keep thinking something awefull has happend to Kevin. my brain is panicing I don't know what to do. My mind says that he is hurt or somthing. I'm afraid that he is going to comment suicide. This morning he was so depressed. i'm so scared. I don't know what he's thinking. His brother was going to pick him up, but Kevin just said he was going to walk to his house. He kept saying that his brither would see him on the way there. I'm scared. It would be so easy for him just to jump out in front of a car and lose his life. I hate it when he is so depressed (besides scaring the shit out of me) he is just so cold. Not as his attitude is cold Just his voice....I can't explain it. His eyes are hollow. And when he says 'I love you' it seems faulty or unsure. His hugs are just there. When hes like this sometimes he won't even hug back. I love him so much. I just don't want anything to ever happen to him. I want to protect him. He has to be safe, he will. I can't let him die....

-kuronekosama

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