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Birthday
• 1989-09-24
Gender
• Female
Location
• in the shadows of my own dream
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• 2003-08-08
Occupation
• a lazy demented idiot
Real Name
• I wasn't given a name at birth. my parents disowned me and I grew up in a cardboard box that I bought on ebay.

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• won a halloween contest when I was 7...I was a peacock...o.O please don't ask...i was a demented little kid...still am.
Anime Fan Since
• sence speed racer came on cartoon network I was around six-ish
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• Trigun, Blue Seed, Soul Taker, Zenki, Cowboy Bebop, Boogipop Phantom, Ranma1/2, Excel Saga, Angel santcuary, Naruto, Eatman, Death Note, Futari Ecchi, Golden Boy
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• love to have a shop, make plushies and maybe comics.
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• I love to create things; anything. Making plushies.
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• drawing, writing storys, manga, plushies, dreaming




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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

   Useless...
[note: written on Tuesday September 20]


10:43 PM

I really should be asleep right now.

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I have yet to be suspended from school, It feels akward to not be punished for something you know you did. I think I'm a rather useless soul. Today I thought about why I had the television on. I wasn't watching it, not once did I look up. It was strange; most of the time I'd rather conserve energy than use it (I'm such a treehugger). I sat there pondering and I relized that I was lonley. I had no one to talk too so I sat in front of my tv just listening. I read my book and listened to the TV. Why am I so pathetic? No one eles will talk to me, so i listen to the television. I assume its a conforting thing. I guess thats why I listen to music at night. Its very eeire to not hear anything. It drives me nuts listening to the silence. It also gets to me when i'm in the dark. Thats a fear of mine. It sounds so childish, but its true. Why does the silence coil around my brain like that? I guess it wouldn't be silence beacause if it was I wouldn't hear that annoying sound when its quiet. And then you think. Its so loud that your brain wants to explode, it drives you bonkers. So then your sitting there thinking try not to think and it doesn't help. You end up driving yourself crazy try not too, and everyone just stares akwardly at you when you scream all of a sudden. My brain is currently on haitus right now. i'd love to saw it out and get a new knowledge center.

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I just randomly picked up a book today and immdatly fell inwards. I'm alsomst done with it. I have less than forty more pages to go. I just started today. it is amazinly good. The last book I read that was this great was What Ever Happened to Lani Garver? that is the best homosexual (if you would even call it that; it never confirmed it. often said he was angelic) story ever. It was breathtaking. The book I am reading now is Kira-Kira by Cynthia Kadohata. Please check it out. It is well worth anyones time. Magnificent. I know I'm going to cry at the end. I feel it coming on.


-kuronekosama

11:07 PM

I finished the book. I cried.
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