Thursday, May 4, 2006

   WOW!!!! Welcome back me!!!!!

Wow I haven't updated for AWHILE!!!!
I was really really busy with all the college process and everything... finally they are over so yay!! Party for me!!! woot woot!!!!
anyhow, how are you guys????
I know most of you guys are disappointed cause I never visited your sites...TOT
sorrie sorrie... me really busy!!!!

I changed my layout to be simple...
the other one was sort of uncomfortable... anyways how is this???
I love this layout because two of my favorite anime characters are on it.. yes Sakura and Ichigo... I don't know but I always like them together in a graphic... I made a wallpaper looks exactly the same as the layout.. so if you like it go download it!!! *just submitted*

I know this will be a long post because uhhh...
hope you guys understand...
Alright... Prom is coming!!!!!
So I'm a senior and prom is a big deal..
I'm trying to ask my secret crush out but me too shy... we were about to go to same college, but he changed his mind so going far away to Boston...me sad!!! Want to spend as much time with him over the summer... or before he leaves because I never met such a sweet guy ever!!!

I was really depressed with college while I was absent.. he was always there for me trying to cheer me up or trying to make me laugh. He even made fun of himself just to make me laugh. That was really really sweet of him and I couldn't stop laughing at him. Darn! Forgot to upload his picture oh well, I'll do it some other time^^
Anyways, my depression is sort of over, but still I have more obstacle course to go over...
since my English grade is bad, I have to make it up to go to college, so I'm taking online course... it's pain in the butt, but still it's alright...

Okay.. it's almost here!!!!
What?
The day when I first got obsessed with Ichigo.. it's coming!!! I was obsessed with him for a year now.. (well I don't know the exact date, but sometime during May).
Yes, I still love him and I'm proud!!!
*sigh*
anyhow, I finally managed to get here!!!
woot woot!!!
*party*
yes, we should have Ishichan's return party time.. anyhow... Here is a little poem I wrote...^_~ it's very depressing I wrote it thinking about my secret crush and my depression

Title: String of Hope

I hit the ground, kept walking down the stairs.
Stairs of negativity, that leads me to hell.
Why is life so bad?
Why is everything turning around?
Where is the happiness in my heart?
Where is the love of life?
What would become of me?
What would happen to me?
The stairs burning over 400 degrees.
The ground bursting with volcanic flames.
I grew hopeless let the fire burn everything,
Everything that surrounds me and myself.
Then I saw a single thread from the sky.
I saw him, waving at me to grab the string.
Why? Why do you want to save me from this misery?
Grab the string, came up from the dreadful hell.
Then I saw your smiling face, the light of my life.
What could I do without you?
What would become of me without you?
You are the string of hope for my life.
The one who rescued me from the dreadful place.
The one who guided me to everlasting heaven.
The one who loves me dearly...

I don't know I'm a bad poem writer...
anyhow... hope you guys enjoyed it!!!!

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