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Birthday
1991-08-17
Gender
Male
Location
Milwaukie,Oregon
Member Since
2007-03-08
Occupation
student, singer
Real Name
Damon
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Achievements
umm,i quit smoking,cutting,and drinking.
Anime Fan Since
Probably about 7 months
Favorite Anime
Fruits Basket
Goals
to become a psycologist, get a good life
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Hanging out with friends,Karate,listening to music,reading,writing,
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Sparring in karate, Writing songs/poems/stories.
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Saturday, March 10, 2007
This love for her haunts my dreams:
Ever since I fell for you, I started dreaming of you. They're good dreams, but it seems so real, that I want to go up to you and say how nice it was under the moonlit stars. It haunts my dreams, cause I can't stop doing it, I mean I like thinking about you all the time. But I know you don't like it. I know we are just friends, and I know we haven't known each other very long. But when I see you, I think to myself, you are the most beautiful person ever. That thought almost comes out as words, but I hold it in, for I don't want to ruin our friendship. I don't care that you don't like me back, but I wish my dreams were real, you and me sitting under the stars, me holding you close.
I want to be with you more than anything, I know i'm different from you, but I don't care, I know i'm emo, but that doesn't mean I can't love. I wish you'd understand, that my love for you huants my dreams every night. I wish I can hold you close until you fall asleep in my arms, right under the stars.
I want to tell you my true feelings for you, but i'm scared you'll shun me. And never want to be friends again. And I couldn't take that, you're a really cool person.
If you fell, i'd catch you before you fall. I'll be there for you, at all times, even if you don't see me there. But something far more greater will be there, love. I know that sounds corny, but I can't help but feel, that i'm in love with you.
And i'm never going to force you to be with me. I just wish you knew all of this. You will find out someday, I will tell you when I am strong enough to tell you.
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