Wednesday, March 7, 2007

I'm Okay Now (Thank God)
-Sigh-

The past few weeks have been HELL! Okay, maybe not quite Hell, but it wasn't exactly fun. -_-

Okay, so First I get grounded from the phone for trying to apologize to my friend. Make sense? Didn't think so. My parents hate my friends. That's all the can be said. Anyway, that wouldn't be such a big deal if my mother didn't keep threatening me EVERY FREAKING DAY! >( Yes, she constantly said something along the lines of "not putting up with me anymore".

That's not so bad though. However, because I couldn't talk on the phone those first few days (Pfth I just snuck on every day after) I had no one to cheer me up. I was stuck at home, no friends, just wandering around with nothing to do but think. Gah, my one true enemy. XD

So then, I start doing these badly. I honestly don't know how, but my mother apparently can see every little wrong I do. So I get yelled at...again...for the frickin hundreth time that day for something stupid like 'not brushing my hair well enough.' -_-U

So then, I start falling behind in school. My grades are slipping and I'm not 'working hard enough'. (I have 'A's - 'C's in everything.) And What do you know! I fail my Algebra test! Ooh. Yeah, I got chewed out for that one. -_-

So my mother grounds me again, spitting the whole 'You spend too much time with your friends' bit at me and forbidding me from using the computer now. (Of course, I just ignore her crazy groundings ^^) So Every morning and evening I get an ear-full of slashes to my self-esteem. She goes from how frickin stupid I am to how my face scares little children away. Yup, I've got the greatest mom ever, eh?

And the whole time my teachers are hating me because my grades aren't as good anymore. And of course, they have to call on me during class everytime I'm not looking directly at them to yell something like "And how do you solve this equation MS. ________! I know you've been paying absolute attention, right?" I'll whisper the answer and slink back into my little corner of the room and sulk until they decide to punish me again.

So then, after all this, I start flunking more math papers. (God I hate math, even if it is useful.) And Mother comes in yelling again, while Dad leaves the room just in time to avoid the whole thing. So on the last assignment we had I stayed up until 3:00 AM doing it along with my other homework and fall asleep for three hours. When I wake, who do you think is ready to yell at me? -_- So Today I had to take a make-up test for the one I flunked and I actually thought it was easier than the last one.

After today I finally made up(sorta) with my mother and so I can live in peace for a few days.

I'm better now. ^^
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