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• 1992-03-03
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• the Metallica S&M Concert
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• 2005-12-20
Occupation
• Metallica fan
Real Name
• I'm known as Kyo Obsesser, Darklover or Maes Hughs Fan
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Achievements
• finished 14 years of my life.
Anime Fan Since
• i don't really know. I must say though, i really didn't know what was anime and what wasn't until my 8 grade year. i like pokemon when i was around 6 years old though.
Favorite Anime
• i will say my favorite anime and my fav characters from them:FMA, Maes Hughs;Furuba, Kyo;DN Angel,Dark;Chobits,Chi
Goals
• i'd like to go to college and sucessfully graduate to become a kindergarten teacher.
Hobbies
• obsessing over Metallica
Talents
• I can sing (kind of)
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Sunday, November 11, 2007
i'm so depressed
let me explain in full detail... i took a class last year 'creative writing' i swear to you... my teacher was the devil her self.... we'll call her moreland... anyway... i hated moreland, but i stayed in the class for some reason... i'm glad i did because i got to meet people whom i would have never met if i switched out... they are as follows: Charles, Brian, Tony, and David... after meeting brian, i began to develop a bit of a crush on him, but, it never worked out (that's a story for another day) anyway... Charles at the time had a girlfriend (let's call her Whore... *you'll see why soon*) Charles, last year was a senior and graduated, leaving me stranded at high school... what's worse, he joined the army and moved 4000 miles away from home sometime in July.... at the time, i didn't have a myspace, so i had no way of saying goodbye to him...
a few months past and i decided to make a myspace one day.... out of the blue, i get a friend request from my Wolfman *my nickname for him* so of course i accept, because he is afterall, one of my best friends.... he begins to tell me about him and Whore breaking up because she was cheating on him.... that's why i have dubbed her whore... anyway... i begin to develop feelings for him... STRONG feelings... i told him a few times, the way i felt about him, and he never really gave me a clear reply...
today, i was looking at one of his friend's site and i find out that she is his girlfriend... me, being the sensitive bitch that i am posted a bulliten saying "My heart has just been broken... if anybody needs me, i'll be in my room crying" i go on later, and find that he sent me a message about it... here is a copy of the message
me: "if anybody needs me, i'll be in my room crying"
him: "what's wrong with you?"
me: "you'll make fun of me, either that or think i'm pathetic"
him: "oh come on... if you search deep down, you'll realize that neither of those are true and you'll know that i truly am here for you."
me: "i found out that you have a girlfriend, and i got REALLY depressed about it... i really like you alot."
him: "i...i know, Rebecca. It is true that i do have a relationship with Jen. i hope that this doesn't make you want to end our friendship."
me: "i would never do that charles. you are one of my best friends and will remain that for a very long time... i wish you and jen well, and i hope that my feelings for you won't make our friendship awkward."
him: "thankyou, rebecca. i was so scared that you would want to end our friendship because of that. Come now, awkward? you are my best apprentice, you are Darth Becca! (his nickname for me)
so, i'm pretty hurt.... you should have heard how much i was crying today, but since i talked to him, i feel much better.... i'm going to be pretty sad about this for a while, but, i'm just glad he's happy
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