Wednesday, April 20, 2005

   College day!
I'm so excited! Friday I'm taking a day off from school and visiting a college. I can't wait! It's called Ridgewater in Wilmer MN. If anyone leaves near there and would lie to talk/meet PM first! ^^

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Sunday, April 17, 2005

   Prom
Prom truely is overrated. But it is fun! My two friends and my 'date' that's a friend of there's left during the middle of prom. I didn't feel to comfortable leaving with them cause I had no idea where they were going so I staied at prom and hung out with otehr friends. After prom was awesome! There was games, more food, and a hypnotice! That was hilarious stuff! When I got home at 4 I had about 4 hours of sleep before I had to get ready for church. I'm exhasted. I need to take another nap. >.<
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Friday, April 15, 2005

   Whoot!
I have my computer back! Yay! And prom is tomorrow! I'm so nervous.
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Saturday, April 9, 2005

   Nope, still no computer
That's right. Still no computer. Oh well that's what librarys are for right. ^^ That and books. lol. But I still miss my computer!
My group and I got a III today for the corus contest. I was really mad! But did kinda suck. We didn't practice as much as I would have liked. *shrugs* Oh well.
Lets just hope I get my computer back soon! >.<
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Thursday, April 7, 2005

   I'm having with drawl!
I still don't ahve my computer. If I don't get my computer back soon I'll die!!!
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Thursday, March 31, 2005

   Ahhhh!
My computer is broken for the time being! I'm going insane!!!
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Sunday, March 27, 2005

   Happy Easter!
I just love this time of year! I love Easter! And I love spring! Hope everyone had a good Easter and spring break! ^^
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Sunday, March 20, 2005

   Blonde momment
I'm so stupid! >.< I made a mistake and erased some of my posts.

Anyway I kind of need some help. I'm really kinda dumb at this stuff so... I can't figure out how to but a wallpaper up in the background. Or get music up or post pictures. Is there anyone nice enough and willing enough to tell/show me how to do it? It would be really, really, really helpful! I'll be your best friend! *does puss in boots eyes from teh movie shreck*
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Sunday, March 13, 2005

   I just don't get it.
Why do people have to hurt themselves? I mean they tell me why but I don't understand that. I just found out that my friend started cutting again... and she promised. I just don't understand. She has people who love and care for her including me. So why does she have to hurt herself. I mean maybe I'm just to much of a goody-goody and naive to understand but... I just don't get it. It hurts me so much to know that my friends hurt themselves because they feel that way. I just fell so betrayed... like I wasn't a good friend.

If any christians are reading this please help me pray for all those who cut, etc. Thank you.
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Friday, March 11, 2005

   Sometimes...
Sometimes I wonder if it's worth it. I always care and worry about my friends. I get so stressed about some stuff I get sick. I feel like I give and give and give and never get anything back. Somtimes I wonder if it's worth it to care and worry so much. I mean if they don't care for me back how can I call them friends. I mean even friends I thought were my friends... and I thought cared about me... don't. Not really anyway. I don't think any friend of mine cares about me...

And sometimes I wonder how I can care so much about other people and not care about myself. Maybe it's because no one cares about me that I can't or don't know how to care about myself. Either way all I know is it's gotta stop. I gotta get out of her some how. No matter WHAT I'm getting out of here. One way... or another...
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