Saturday, March 24, 2007

Its times like these when I'm glad I keep this blog a secret
Alright, so I really need to vent right now. Basically here it is: I think I'm in love with my best guy friend. You would think that would be bad enough, but we dated for three months about 3 years ago, then he dated my best friend for 2 years, then he broke up with her about 2 months ago and she's still in love with him but he's moved on. So what do I do? Go with my feelings, or stay true to my friend.

I've been getting mixed reports from my friends. Some say that friendship is forever and boyfriends come and go. Others are saying that if she really loves us both, then she'd want us to be happy even if that meant we were together. I don't know.

Also, you're probably thinking, "Well what if he doesn't like you back?" Well, I really don't know what he's feeling. We have a strange relationship, we've both said that multiple times. I had a really crappy week this week and he held me and gave me his jacket and kept telling me, "Its ok, you don't have to be strong all of the time. I can help. You can lean on me. That's what I'm here for. I care about you. You ARE worth something." Things like that. And we joke around and we hold hands (and not the little hand thing, but with fingers intertwined), he's also given my little kisses on the cheek and forehead every once in a while. But the thing is, whenever anybody sees us do anything like that (except for holding and hugs and stuff) he'll pull away. Like he doesn't want other people to see us.

I don't know what to do... Help?
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Saturday, January 13, 2007

   So I'm the moron who forgot their password...
Yeah....
Anyways. So I'm gonna use this a lot more because
a) The people on here are super nice.
b) I can rant without feeling guilty.
c) I just want a blog where I actually BLOG. ((unlike my myspace...))

Right now my theatre is doing CATS the musical! Yay! We're working on it now. I don't have a main role this time around((Chorus Girl #19! Yeah!)) but CATS is more on an ensemble piece anyway so that's okay. I'm really enjoying myself, even though I don't get much time to do anything else. Its energizing, ya know? And when we actually have an audience... God, you get such a high off the energy!

So, considering that it is 2007, I went back and read my old posts from 2004. If you could only see me cackling with laughter at my innocence and stupidity! You wouldn't believe how much a person could change in three years, but I really have. Its amazing.

Love to all. Later Days.
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Sunday, June 13, 2004

   OMG, I am SOOO sorry for not posting in so long!!!!
It's been a while! Thank you all you people who signed my guestbook while I was away! I'll get back to you ASAP! Things are so hectic! Schools out, I had my b-day, I got my boyfriend and love-of-my-life, went to Akon, started acting camp, and went to a crap-load of slumber parties!!!! *whistle* I'll see you guys later! ^_~
Always Faithful,
~Yoshimi-chan
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