Thursday, September 21, 2006

   I feel.....

NEGLECTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

yaoi

I drew yaoi yesterday....I was so proud of myself. I have math homework that has to be done but I'm stalling grrr hate math. Final Fantasy Advent Children sucks so much in english, I'm just going keep watching my Japanese version. I am waiting for FFVII:DoC to come out and I just realized that Gackt is actually in that fuckin' game but only as a special ending *laughs* Square Enix don't love him that much. Gackt in his character's outfit, I want his clothes!!!! And having the man in them wouldn't be a bad bonus either.^_^ Reita from the GazettE, he's my slave and I just wanted to put a pic of him up here. mata ai masho. hey this is the yaoi pic I drew, I don't know how well you can see it but....tell me if you think if its ok.... as you can tell its in my notebook, yay yaoi!!!!!!!!!!!

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Tuesday, September 19, 2006

   Yaoi Naruto

for a while I wanted to do the yaoi thing but I kept putting it off so I decided to do the naruxsasu thing. yeah. I have the FMA movie in english now! If you've seen the original Japanese version then.......its better to me, I think they edited some scenes in the English one just like Naruto! Naruto is so much better in Japanese and FMA is so much better in English. weird huh?

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Saturday, September 16, 2006

   Death Note the movie

Death Note finally came out in Japan and there's two parts to it, hopefully it'll come out internationally so every one else get to see it. I've been out of touch with the manga lately so the last volume I read was vol.3 I think. I have to continue reading it online even though I already knows what happens at the end. Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!! Go Light go L!!!!!!!!!!! I want to see the movie. I just hope that its not fucked and that next year they don't fuck up Castlevania so badly. Death Note is awesome though I liked Hikaru no Go too.

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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

   Apirations

everyone knows how much I love jrock, right? and how much I would like to be a jrocker? well I was writing an email just now and I was freewriting to the person and I wrote this thing that I can use as a song.....however it has no tittle so I'm going to write the lyrics and explain what they mean just in case there is no deep thinkers here who may not get it. here: let it end let it die hold my hand and say goodbye what good is your heart if you can't feel? what good is your body in no one wants it? what good will come if you hold the withering flower in your hand? as the flames claim everything I finally begin to feel boku ga eranda ima o ikitai, sore dake not understanding after all let it end let it die hold my hand and say goodbye then maybe I can answer all the unquestioned questions close your eyes and feel me breathing when it stops then start worrying boku ga eranda ima o ikitai, sore dake what good are my eyes if I can't see? what good is my soul if its broken? what good will come from me wishing on the petals softly blown away by the wind of the dying flower? not understanding anything after all I smile..........."Boku ga eranda ima o ikitai, sore dake. Enni." ok 'boku ga eranda ima o ikitai, sore dake' in english is = 'I just want to live the life I chose, that's all' enni means forever. so the last line in the song in english is: "I smile....."I just want to live the life I chose, that's all. Forever." I'm talking about myself but more or less its about a person who has alot of emotional problems but are willing to strive pass them and live life anyway kinda like the backwards version of THE FINAL - depressed and suicidal but not wanting to give in and the only reason why is because the person wants to be able to life live their way. Nice ne? Or at least meaningful? I need a tittle for it, any suggetsions based on the lyrics and/or meaning? arigatou gozaimas! *bows*

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Monday, September 11, 2006

   WHO ARE YOU?

I downloaded another Miyavi song, I swear I don't understand why Miyavi exists in music and why people like him. Yes he is sexy though^_^. Well today in class I was given the assignment to in 300-500 words to write something about me. How can I stress jrock - visual kei into 300-500 words? later.

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Saturday, September 9, 2006

   MORE JROCK in AMERICA

Hello. Hope everyone's jrock day went well. For the L'Arc fans Hyde has once again gone solo but even better this time. His new solo albulm entittled "Faith" will be released in the U.S and he's going to tour the U.S too. Yay Hyde!! I had a dream that Hyde and I turned into clams and he was licking me. heheheheh. 12012 is having concerts in Houston, Texas. Well I'll let you all know more about jrock in america as soon as I find out. yay Hyde!!

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Thursday, September 7, 2006

   JROCK DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today is jrock day. Yay!!!!!!!! Right now I'm in school wearing the apparel I wore to the concert. Why do I like jrock? Probably because its the best music this world has to offer. Visual Kei is forever!!!!!!!!! Favorite bands: Dir en grey, D'espairsRay, Gazette. I like other bands like Baroque, Phantasmagoria, Porno Graffiti, Malice Mizer, Lolita23Q, L'Arc en Ciel, Plastic Tree, Rentrer en Soi, Kagrra, Kagerou, Alice 9, Aucifer, La Cryma Cristi, some others. I wouldn't have as many goals as I do if it wasn't for jrock. Yay a tribute to jrock!!!! If you look down I have some yaoi quizzes, take 'em if you like yaoi. Jrock is LOVE. oh btw go to free-will-america.com to learn details about jrock in america or JaME

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Monday, September 4, 2006

   Dir en grey LIVE BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday I saw the greatest band to have even been created on this earth play live. OMG Totchi ripped it up, he was so good! Kyo is small. He has his own box to stand on - its red how kawaii. Kyo was dancing like the stripper that he is. I dropped my video camera because I was so excited to see them. I was shaking. My whole body was just shaking with anticipation. I was so excited. It has been my goal to see them play, and I realized while watching Kyo freak out on stage - this I can do, this I want to be, I want to be like Kyo. Man the crowd sucked! Very few people knew who they were and every son of a bitch wanted to step in front of me and keep me from seeing my GOD. "MOTHERFUCKERS FUCKIN' MOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" There were people moshing to them though, I was singing along with them. I know they have better lives but the crowd really sucked for them and some asshole threw something at Kyo. How can anyone hate Kyo??!! So after their set was done and over I ran over to the FYE tent because that's where they had the posted times to meet them so we stood at the Dunkin' Dounuts stand where they were handing out free smoothies well sample ones anyway and this bitch saw my shirt (I had on my Dir en grey shirt & my I love Kyo wristband) and she said that they were annoying. Bitch shut the fuck up!! So this guy who was a straight deg fan told her to shut the fuck up. He said that Dir en grey may not come back to America because they felt so disrespected here. He told me that while the tour was in Los Vegas that people were throwing things at them and telling them to speak english. Fuckin' bastards. They were the best live band there, I want them to come back. I bought the Withering to Death albulm - its signed by them but the only name I can read is Die's. Die did not look happy, he didn't seem to want to do this or be here. Its ok Die we love you. Yay!! I got to meet Die and Kaoru!!!! I was hoping for Kyo but no. Kaoru is so fuckin sexy in person and Die seemed so unhappy, I'd say more pissed off than enything. OMG I wanted to say something to Kaoru but I just froze in front of him...I was just staring at him, I wanted to ask him for a hug. I should have, I regret that I didn't. Kaoru's hand is soft and WAY bigger than mine. He can make a fist over my hand. I wanted to give Totchi my friend's hentai. I hope they come back. Maybe next time I could say something to them. Maybe next time I can hug Kyo. Still that was just awesome.

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Saturday, September 2, 2006

   Dir en Grey

yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got my ticket!!! I gave my money to my Kyo-hating friend and he bought the ticket but now the only problem standing in my way of seeing the great Kyo-sama is that I got everyone a ride there but we don't have a way back, so to my friends on myotaku who are going with me, help me think of a way we can get back. That's all we need or else I cannot go and since I'm everyone's way there it means you won't be able to go. WE NEED TO FIGURE THIS OUT QUICKLY. I'm in school right now btw. yep Saturday class.

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