Wednesday, March 1, 2006

   SONGS

mmmm Kintaro's blood taste like sake.^^ today Tenchi told me that I was exactly like Gackt um.. ok.....I can sing like him when I sing "Ash" I love that song. Yes drills can be a sex tool and I do have a drill at home too^^. C'mere Kai! Hurt, pain, blood excites me like I told Tenchi this morning I was spitting up blood, I wasn't worried just intreigued. Sick ne? Well to create a band (a visual kei band.....I have to learn more japanese) you need a vocalist, guitarist, bassist, drummer, any takers? Nah I'm kidding I rather be vocals/guitar ro vocals/bass so here's a song that I wrote its called ~ here I'll post it "Sorrow Spilled" (lyrics&music by kyo elric) Eyes darken with hatred I hate you Spill my sorrow Spill my sorrow Lick it up lick it up My blood My skin warms the dagger Accept my offering Vain so vain Clever bastard make me live Hit me again make it harder The farther apart we are The closer we are Watch it fade Lets watch it fall Then maybe I'll show you the meaning..... Die die die! C'mon lets die! Take my body....the rotting corpse Eyes darken with hatred My eyes darkened with hatred I hate you This isn't an accident or coincedence Spill my sorrow Spill my sorrow C'mon spill it Put my raw emotions and cut flesh In a glass mix it and drink it! (C'mon) I hate you - I've seen too many things To be surprised Lets get high - I don't wabt the night to end I'm afraid of day, afraid of life, afraid of dreams I'm always dying Why am I the only one who dies?! C'mon kill me kill me again this time from the inside Please do it kudsai now ima!! Make me die! Die die die! Open me up open my eyes Nail my eyelids make sure they're wide Make me see mot-mot-motto Eyes darken with hatred I hate you with every passing day Every passing second that my life has been wasted Lets look foward look forward to tomorrow ashita ga To the day I stop breathing! Stop breathing....it all turns to.... yea hard screaming rock with no chorus! I actually wrote this while listening to Dir en Grey's "Zan" so yeah. I gotta get off so no skit, later.

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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

   Yay Gazette!

I'm downloading a Gazette song right now its called "Nausea & Shudder" can't wait to hear.^^ other than that I've just been playing guitar, I wanna join a jrock visual kei band, anyone need a lyricist,bassist,guitarist,vocalist? well..... I'm cold right now, freezing. Well later. sorry this ain't interesting. here a skit of me and gazette. me: konnichiwa bitches! ruki: my god noo!!! don't hit me with the whip don't hit me with the whip! aoi: please hit me with the whip! me: nah you get the chains covered in vanilla. uruha: the torture...the purple and blue why can't it be pink?! me: Uruha are you gay? no pink in the sex realm! reita:............ you don't hurt me. me: course not you're my angel. kai: ow what the-?! drills aren't sex devices! me: they are if I say they are! (takes drill and drills it into kai's hands) me: now it should be easier for you to play drums kai: (crying) no it won't..ow.... (blood spills on the floor) me: kai wrap up your damn hands you're getting blood on the carpet. the end. baka tadashi ni des ka? (stupid right?) mmmmmmm gazette gazerock so god like. at least its better then gackt. god i said his name again and somewhere right now his elf ears are ringing and bleeding. hehheheheheh. mmmmm blood.O_O

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   GAZETTE

Yea I changed my damn background!!!!!!!!!!!!It's REITA of Gazette he's the bassist, one of the best bassist next to Totchi I think. Yea getting out of the Gackt phase and back into Gazette or D'espairsRay!!!! Feel proud of me!

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   nannimo

what's up nothing. well i'm trying to end my jpop man 'obsession' so maybe i should change my background but i'm lazy.

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   Nannimo

Yeah everyone will die one day. Um yeah I'm kinda on empty right now so......I have nothing to say...kinda sucks.......

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Monday, February 27, 2006

   THE NIGHTMARE

This morning at 5 o' clock I had a nightmare about my youngest brother dieing. In the nightmare me and my other brother were given all of his little league football trophies which my youngest brother doesn't even play football, also in the nightmare my brother and I are talking to the brother that died and we're all eating pizza (wanna give him his last meal before he goes to the afterlife) the house we were in wasn't even ours. We were watching tv and saw a commercial for a movie which was disgusting - it was genetically built creatures that were being killed by being smashed and getting their heads cut off but one escaped. It was so disgusting and it made me paranoid b/c in the nightmare it jumped out of the tv. So in real life I listened to 'Fragrance' to take my mind off of it but I was daydreaming about it coming to kill me and my sister. Eventually I concentrated on the song and it erased the nightmare. Yay Supa Gakk-chan to the rescue, the hero of the dream realm. 'Fragrance' is a bedtime song, I listen to Disturbed then take it off then put on 'Fragrance' and 'Mind Forest' then go to sleep. ~ all of your dreams and all of your lies how can you tell which is real ~ That's an easy question to answer. Neither are real. Lies are lies something false, dreams are dreams although some hold some truth like my youngest brother has a tumor in his brain he had 5 operation's already he's only 9 years old, he will probably die one day. Both dreams and lies can become truths but how do we know that our truths aren't lies? I have a problem with sleeping I can sleep in the day but not at night yet when I sleep during the day I feel like I'm wasting life but how do we know that isn't what life is? Our waking conciouss is sleeping and it creates the illusion that we believe to be life. We are all sleeping, dreams? To say or believe this is like an insanity. Tenchi told me that I was obsessed with Gackt but I don't think so and if I am I don't know it. My imangination is warped and I'm losing time maybe I am going insane. Show of hands how many of you think I'm obsessed with Gackt? (don't raise your hands all at once) well later. (kinda like the matrix eh?) ~all of your lies and all of your dreams how can you tell which is real ~ ~what if our truths are all lies?~ gackt doesn't have to be real, I could've created him, he could be just my imangination. though if I stare into his eyes I know he's real, he is a vampire.

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Sunday, February 26, 2006

it has come to my attention......

that i don't know how to put youtube videos up here, this so sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! someone please teach me how!

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BOKU WA TABEMAS KIMI NO VANILLA

This is the commercial of gackt that Nabgeta and I saw, comment me on this and tell me what you think the product is. http://youtube.com/watch?v=x_dPCc3j8Xw&search=gackt that is if you don't forget by just staring at him^^.

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Friday, February 24, 2006

   BOKU WA..........KIMI NO VANILLA

Ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!My God its Gackt!!!! He so pretty but such a fuckin' slut! Wow I guess this does mean that I like him (makes a slurping sound) yeah baby!! I wonder what was in between that phrase 'boku wa....kimi no vanilla'? well got to go before I die!!!!!!! GACKT'S STALKING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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   OMG

yea I married Itachi because my boyfriend took the naruto quiz and he ended up as Itachi so Itachi represents my bf. OMG you can marry jrockers!!!! Go ahead say it I'm a slut! ^_^.

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