Friday, February 24, 2006

   Yay!

Yay I married Shinrei Mibu from Samurai Deeper Kyo I love Shinrei!!!! I'm sooo attracted to evil sided (Shinrei is actually a good guy)Jap men with long white hair! Yea I love him! I wonder if there is a Jrock site like that, there should be if their isn't. ^_^!!

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Thursday, February 23, 2006

   IS IT SO WRONG FOR A 12 YEAR OLD BOY TO LOVE ANOTHER 12 YEAR OLD BOY?

hello I think I'm gonna start writing all posts at home, I have more time. For those who don't know I was referring to Naruto and Sasuke^^ I love them being all yaoi like!^^ current song: "Gravity" A Perfect Circle yeah earlier I wasn't feeling so good mentally/ emotionally and I wanna know why the fuck am I alive? Why I can't answer you know jrock&anime makes me happy but they are still nothing. I know I'm destined for so much more (other than taking gakk's life, hell we'd prolly be friends) I don't know if that thought comforts me. I saw something on a site it was all yaoii and it was great so now I'm feeling quite sadistically. mmmmmmmmmmm blood blood blood but I hate the feel of the pulse and the feeling of blood rushing through my own body. current song: "Close Friends" Adema Adema rocks too bad no one really listens to them all dammit this song is edited!!! I wrote something today in 7th period and I would like to share it with the class and I know some of you won't get it (like the people who can't speak German, French or Japanese) but here it goes anyway: sleep....hate/life yeah.....hotaru and shinrei it can't be explained I have no explanation for my irresponsibile actions acting on impulse alone alone meant to live live life dead die die bye ash pull the trigger bullets stuck in my head sadist sadist masochist sadistic vamp masochistsic elf heaven and hell real and fake? reality mein nein regan je sil vu plait please realease me of pain itami to yami ni no kodomo running around lsoing life shin de iru. I got to go ...........

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Wednesday, February 22, 2006

   Another Random

yeah I'm wearing my 'I heart Kyo' badge of honor! Me so happy. ^^ (grows ears goes into kitty cat mode) speaking of my kitty cat claws of doom broke! (cries) now I can't scratch Sasuke's neck! I enjoyed that! My current song is "Believe" Disturbed my god I didn't know I had that cd its so fucking awesome! and its so true but right after listening to hard rock I go and listen to "Fragrance" it's be so cool and so funny to hear them sing together.^^ Well wanna go. "you have to believe in your lie to renew your faith in God....." "Believe" Disturbed. rock is so awesome!

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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

   Truly Random

I love the manga Samurai Deepre Kyo (the anime sucks so badly yet I'm getting the perfect box set of it^^)the thing with SDK is THAT THERE'S A LOT OF INCEST IN IT!!!!!!! Yeah I'm about to do a manga spoiler so for those who do read SDK or SFK in Japanese *Samurai Fukaku Kyo des* just skip this part. Ok the Devils in White: Saisei and Saishi I thought were twins and Saisei was in love with Shinrei which is their cousin but it turns out that Saisei was a zombie and no relation at all. Still Shinrei was in love with the Seer Sakuya which IS his cousin but so is Kyo and Kyoshiro (also in love with Sakuya) and all four of them are cousins! Hotaru is Shinrei's half brother (go figure) and speaking of Hotaru we cosplayed yesterday and I went as Hotaru minus the height and blonde hair. Boku wa chibi da yo! It was fun and I bought a 'I Heart Kyo' wristband which was meant for Kyo of the manga Fruit Baskets yet I'm using it for Kyo of Dir en Grey. That wristband fits me very much and here's why: my name is Kyoshiro or Kyo for short (I'm called Kyo) so 'I Heart Kyo': I love myself. I can use it for when I go see Dir en Grey in concert 'I Heart Kyo'. There used to be an Incubus that haunted me...I can still feel his prescence at times but not as strongly as I used to....I named him Kyo (I name everything Kyo^^). Samurai Deepr Kyo the two main characters: Kyoshiro and Kyo. Alot of Kyo's in my life. (laughs) OMG there are two marks on my left knuckles that looks like I was bitten by a vampire and I have the same marks on both of my legs and the marks I got on my legs I got on Halloween and they're still there! Fade away little marks! Oh well two years ago I woke up with blood all over my right arm and there was no cuts or scratches on my arm so I took it as my subconscience was trying to kill me but maybe that was my first encounter with Kyo the Incubus. Surprisingly I'm happy right now......(shrugs) Oh yeah Jrock may be getting mainstream where I live thanks to me. I went to the mall where I live and went to the music store FYE and requested that they sell jrock, the guy told me to give him some bands and he'll try. Here are the bands that I gave him: Dir en Grey D'espairsRay Alice 9 Miyavi Malice Mizer Gackt Gazette Plastic Tree T.M. Revolution Porno Graffitti Asian Kung Fu Generation L'Arc en Ciel Boa Peirrot The Trax (they're Korean rock) still I forgot some other bands like Rentrer en Soi, Nightmare, Hikaru Utada, Retina, Phantasmagoria and more I am so sorry! I couldn't think of them then! Gomen gomen gomen! Oh well at least I got the really good bands or at least really well known anyway. Well gotta end this, damn it was long.

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Friday, February 17, 2006

   Random

Hello and good morning. Damn I had to run this morning to my bus stop but on the good side I got the wonderful gackt feeling again! Yeah and one of his songs was in my head I think it was "Speed Master" me not sure but I killed it with Dir en Grey's "Kodou"! I think the song that I like is called "Fragrance" but I'm really not sure. Yeah Dir en Grey & D'espairsRay are coming to America! ~thaoiryu why would you want to stay under gackt's control? ~ I told my sister I never want to mention gakk-chan's name unless he was making me scream it. (yeah sexy baby you ARE the God the of SEX!^^) (laughs). Yeah I'm bored so I'ma get off now.

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Thursday, February 16, 2006

   A Random Page

Hello and good day. Yeah I hit confirmation! Sasuke was haging out in another city, maybe I should have more faith? Dir en Grey Dir en Grey Dir en Grey KYO-SAMA is my GOD! Well my friend got rid of that Gackt track list so now I only know 3 of the songs on the damn cd. (I had a Wonderful Gackt feeling this morning staring at the moon^^). So I will put what I hear of the verses and if anyone knows the tittle of the song tell me! "yuki.....sae mo kaze ni......... mama nani ni mo wo na kinatkute...ame wo." that's its that's all I hear the line yuki is the first line of the first verse the other one is the second verse, its an acoustic song sounds r&b-ish to me at the end laid under the track he's just speaking. Well I got other things to do so later!

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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

   DIR EN GREY

DIR EN GREY DIR EN GREY DIR EN GREY!!!! D'IRU ANSU GUREI D'ERI ANSU GUREI!!! THEY'RE COMING TO AMERICA! THE JAWS OF LIFE COULDN'T KEEP ME FROM SEEING THEM LIVE! DIR EN GREY ARE GODS! KYO-SAMA IS MY GOD!

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Valintine's Day / Castlevania Game / The Sickness

Happy V day for those who believe! Yeah every since I was a young child I never believed in love. I have a bf but he's just there, I care for him and all and I tell him I love him just to make him happy. Sooooo? On other's notice what's your game battle themes? (the songs you listen to while playing) mine are strictly Gackt "Lust for Blood", Gazette "Shunsetsu no Goro", "Terashii Kodou", Papa Roach Getting Away with Murder cd and Rentrer en Soi Sphire Croid cd. Yeah and now I think I understand how to get pass that door that was being blocked thanks to my Brow demon Gackt (yeah I named my demon Gackt). I found that I'm going through a horrible phase....gahh! Someone help me I'm going through a Gackt phase!! Yeah he's driving me crazy still I can't stop listening to his songs b/c I have one rarely ultimate good song by him and I don't know the name! Help me!!!!

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Friday, February 10, 2006

to SMARTLIGHT: the INNER MIND of KYOSHIRO ELRIC

a while ago I let Smartlight read a fanfic of mine called The Jpop Killer (and for Thaoiryu I did kill Boa in the story)and for some reason he became really offended/upset b/c the main character Ari-chan who is supposed to be me fucked gackt in the story. I don't know how that upsetted you & I don't really care but it isn't real, c'mon I will probably never meet this man. yeah so Smartlight called me a whore the other day for it saying that what I wrote was my personal thought. Ok yeah I think he's sexy but that's going kinda far. And that's actually not what I think. For most part my inner thoughts are surrounded by death which is usually my own. But right now I'm concerned about someone else who I think might be dead now. I hope not. Every time I call his house someone tells me he's not there and that they haven't seen him in a long time, maybe I should ask Jimmy or find some way to get in touch with Luis or Nick. He did tell me that he wanted to go to school in a different city but still.....he hasn't healed completely yet. Last time when something like this happened he was in a coma for a week and I didn't know. He called me from the hospital himself to tell me b/c all his mom would say is "he isn't here." bitch. he could be dead now he has a switchblade and a gun.....I am so.......so last night I was thinking about this while listening to the Gackt cd Nab made for me track 5 it sounds very R&B-ish doesn't sound pop at all. So I was right he can make a good song like every 2 years. (my teacher just saw my post I do my work every day so I am not doing it today which I shouldn't even came to school, don't know why I did) yeah thinking about my accomplice dieing....I've had these thoughts before.....that song is so pretty.....I was crying. I don't like crying actually........................ on a more light note what is your God anime? Mine are Naruto and Fullmetal Alchemist, I watch them religiously. Why does God fill people's lives with sorrow? I am so insane.....how in the fuck all of this happened I do not know. I don't want him to die (speaking about my accomplice). Well before I depress myself again I want to end this. first gackt song: miserable fav song: death wish current song: track 5 on that mixed cd yeah and this is for Thaoiryu remember I pointed out a connection between me and gackt's b-days well my accomplice's b-day is 12/7 Pearl Harbor - isn't this great? Strange eh? our b-days.

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Wednesday, February 8, 2006

   Jrock Traitor?!

Hello and good day (ohaiyo gozamas) I think I have become a jrock traitor! (gasps)lol. lately I've been neglected my jrock for can you believe it Gackt?! So last night I was listening to Dir en Grey and I felt bad for betraying my JRock God of Darkness and Pain (yami to itami no kami). Nooooo!!!!!!!! Gackt is a traitor he betrayed rock for pop and I've been betraying KYO-SAMA for him. Noooo!!!!! Someone help me I've become Infected! He is soo gonna get it! not to mention my friend made me a Gackt cd......if he wasn't gay I wouldn't be attracted to him, I think. need KYO need KYO, need Kazumi need Ruki. mmmmm Ruki of Gazette.

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