Monday, October 8, 2007

   RIOT

If you feel so empty So used up, so let down If you feel so angry So ripped off so stepped on You're not the only one Refusing to back down You're not the only one So get up Let's start a riot, a riot Let's start a riot Let's start a riot, a riot Let's start a riot If you feel so filthy So dirty so fucked up If you feel so walked on So painful so pissed off You're not the only one Refusing to go down You're not the only one So get up Let's start a riot, a riot Let's start a riot Let's start a riot, a riot Let's start a riot If you feel so empty So used up, so let down If you feel so angry Just get up Let's start a riot, a riot Let's start a riot Let's start a riot, a riot Let's start a riot I feel so empty so useless so I'll get up c'mon Sasuke join me so just GET UP

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Saturday, September 29, 2007

   I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU

hello. I've been gone thanks to my internet being gone at home. There is something I want to say to someone although he can't read it here but when he calls and I hope he is ok today I will be sure to tell him. To YamiShinobiX I will never leave you if I can help it, please don't give up. I'll help the best way that I can. Ashiteru. ich liebe dich. -the original YamiAngel ok now that I feel like the pink haired girl in most animes there is something else. but forget that now. LiveCrazyBeCrazyDieCrazy fuck that I'm already fuckin' INSANE

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Friday, September 21, 2007

   Life Beginning or a Prelude to the End?

Yay for me yay!!!!!! Tuesday I had a job interview, before I left I rubbed my chibi Budda statue's belly and guess what....... I GOT THE JOB! I work at a fastfood returant. I start Monday! I plan to save a $100-200 a month so in no time I'll be on my way to Osaka!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!! So happy! I changed my theme to SASUNARU I'll get a better bg later!

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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Re-Vid

this is the full vid I hope later

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Sunday, September 9, 2007

   In the REALM OF NO DREAMS

Before I had trouble sleeping but now I don't but I don't dream anymore. Everything is just black and I don't mean to be emo in any way but nothing seems to be going right for me at the moment. .........................

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Sunday, September 2, 2007

   TORN BY BLOOD BOUND BY BLOOD ItachixSasuke

This months theme: ItachixSasuke not a pairing I like personally, not very much into insest but I found all these pictures. I couldn't resist. Next month is SasuNaru *reminder to self* seems like a lot will happen and I couldn't be more ready. All this time, what have I been doing? aha. Can I be like Itachi, really? I'm getting ready for it. .........not much to say so sayonara.

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Friday, August 17, 2007

   Half True

i dreamed i was missing you were so scared but no one would listen cause no one else cared after my dreaming i woke with this fear what am i leaving when i'm done here? so if you're asking me i want you to know when my time comes forget the wrong that i've done help me leave behind some reasons to be missed don't resent me and when you're feeling empty keep me in your memory leave out all the rest don't be afraid i've taking my beating i shared what i made i'm strong on the surface not all the way through i've never been perfect but neither have youso if you're asking me i want you to know forgetting all the hurt inside you learned to hide so well pretending someone else can come and save me from myself i can't be who you are song: "Leave Out All the Rest" artist: Linkin Park albulm: Minutes to Midnight track#: 3 some people identify themselves with certain songs, so for me this song is half true. when i die i probably won't care if i'm resented by any one. i was going to write quite a lot but i forgot so when i remember i'll modify the post. can't say i'm feeling emo considering my emotions are not so wide-spread. The black machination noiz surrounds me with the dirty people by now. Hatred, Resentment and Despair. Suck the chaos reality and meaningless until blood dies. Cannot disturb. dare mo sukutte wa kurenai Aa shinmi tsubusareru kunou ni oboreta jibun wo koroshitai ore wo sagesunde iro yo shin i ga mieru ka? douze tsumetai musen wo ore nagekakeru dake nan darou? kutsuu donzokosa jibun wo koroshitai The rain cold is my tears The rain falls on all my scars. What I am? What cannot i get away from here? Look at the... kesshite omaetachi wakari wa shinai daro chousha* e kurikaetterundayo ko* ga hitotsugai daiji nan daro? hito wa heiki de kizutsukeru kuse ni na sou yatte hera hera waratteru ga ii sa kakuu no gizen ni shigamitsuitero nani mo kaigetsu suru wa zu nande nai ima no omaetachi ga ii *tameshi darou ka mitsukaranai mitsukaranai The rain cold is my tears. The rain falls on all my scars What I am? Why cannot i get away from here? Look at the... mitsukedasenai abaikidasenai oshiero ikiru imi wo Under the moon rain Under the moon rain I hate myself and want to... Under the moon rain Under the moon rain I hate myself and want to die. song: "I Hate Myself and I Want to Die" artist: Rentrer en soi albulm(s): "I Hate Myself and I Want to Die" single, Bottomless Chaos cd. track#: ? I ordered this cd, haven't got it yet. this song is the only song I like both the single and albulm version of. Cause I hate myself, I want to die. Kinda like the albulm version more. I may hate myself but I know I hate you more. yep i know I hate you more. I went to my friend's b-day party, lazer tag, I left early. Damn me. I got a surprise call yesterday, and I sparred with my brother, he uses Juuken style, he's fast! so this is the end.

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Tuesday, August 7, 2007

   My Birthday (Passed)

Hello all and none, my b-day was yesterday. I am 19 and WORTHLESS!!!!!!!!! my bday was ok. I got 2 shirts one that say "Being INSANE is part of my charm" heh heh so true. I got 300 the dvd, love that movie, manga-SDK vol.23, and I got a new sword!!!!!!!! that makes 7 now bitches!!!!!!!!!! I have Tidus's Brotherhood sword from Final Fantasy X! I love that sword. and its the blue one not the corny silver. My mp3 player died though, damn it to hell!!!!!!! my step-brother got into a fight on my birthday, this kid came up to him and got his ass whupped! aha that kid was a BITCH TO THE 5TH POWER!!!!!!! aha and today I got my lip pierced, it didn't hurt like I thought it would. I tried eating with it.....can you say difficult. now I'm like Miyavi *does chibi dance* "miyavi miyavi miyavi" well see ya!

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Sunday, July 29, 2007

AMV

hey all my kittens are 5 weeks old now yay!!!!! hey check out this amv that I made its KHII [its the first one I made] featuring the GazettE. enjoy it didn't get the whole video!!!! it got cut off so upset now.

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Monday, July 16, 2007

   Missed

I missed the AnimeCon, I was working. No one even told me that they were going. Such good friends I have. *sarcasm* ~bastards~ anyway I saw the 5th HP movie, I prefer the book. I am so bored. My kittens are 3 weeks old now, Sora has a problem with his left eye. Poor kitty. Hopefully I will get enough money to get to Japan. My kitty Sora is fine, his eye is good now. He walks around, he's a little lion, I love him so much!

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