Thursday, November 30, 2006

What a Strange Sex Song - current music

what the hell? There's english in this song?! The only words I understand is fucking me, I kill you and diegame. I thought he was saying dake. GOD his english is freakin' horrible. Oh well. Seems like most ppl knew about those songs anyway oh well. I want to go back to sleep!!!!!!! who doesn't? so December starts Friday and Friday I get driving lessons yay!!!!!!!!!!! Guess what ~I'm being random~ I ordered a yaoi shirt and just not any yaoi shirt. This yaoi shirt excellent ne? Well later.

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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

JROCK - In the KNOW

hey all I feel like closing down myO site but I don't want to lose my quizzes. There are alot of things that I hvae left unfinished and don't care to pick up again. I have some video games I haven't finished yet. Here's my list: Star Ocean 3: Till the End of Time Castlevania: Curse of Darkness Prince of Persia 3: The Two Towers yeah and in the world of jrock: Hyde's second solo albulm "Faith" has been released here's a link so you can download it - http://www.larukunoreikai.premium.ws Rentrer en Soi's new single "I Hate Myself and Want to...." is also available for download at the site present above. The GazettE has two new mini singles 1.) "Regret" that single inculdes 3 new tracks and 2.) "Filth in the Beauty" which also includes 3 new tracks. Dir en grey's new cd " The Marrow of a Bone" will be released Feb. 7 and they are coming back to America to tour check JaME America for the dates. Kagrra will release a third full albulm currently untittled Jan. 2 Gackt also has a new single coming out in Feb. 7 (oooooo justl like Dir en Grey) called "No ni Saku Hana You ni." mmmm yeah Hana = flower .... Saku sounds oh so very familiar I wonder what saku means. Someone is gonna have to find a download for this then tell me what it sounds like if or else I won't waste my time to download it. I'm downloading The GazettE's "Regret" maxi single now, yep all 3 tracks. you can find most of these downloads here: http://www.larukunoreikai.premium.ws/ that's where I get mine anyway. Well see you all around later. Whenever I feel better. I was looking for a stuffed panda toy yesterday and I could not find one at any toystore. WTF? Where are all the pandas!!!!????????? I found alot of penguins though.. ?_____?

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Monday, November 27, 2006

   STORY TIME!

hey all I learned a few things about KH2. I wrote a fanfic about Kingdom Hearts 2 I'm going to post it now so I hope you all enjoy it. My mom read it and thought it was great. Yay. Read it please and tell me what you think. So here we go: Bloody Kairi ~A Kingdom Hearts II fanfiction~ Kairi awoke in a room. She had been kidnapped by Organization XIII ex member Axel. The room was the size of an average living room, the room was painted a warm color and the fuzzy carpet was a forest green. The walls held pictures of deranged things such as a bloody, fleshy, still pumping heart being held above the person it was taken from. She shivered at the painting but then threw her gaze at the fireplace. There was an old brick fireplace under an older dusty mantel. The fireplace, it was cold and dead. Her first thought was of Sora, she had to find him. She thought about getting up and going, up intill now Axel had barely left her side. So this was it, this was her chance. However the door opened. Axel she thought. No. The man who walked in was not Axel. She had never seen this man. He was average height, 5' 7", 5' 8", 5' 9" maybe? He had blonde spikey hair that quickly reminded her of Sora. He had pale skin and unforgiving blue eyes. He wore a dark green shirt that had no sleeves while the rest of his outfit consisted of all black. He gave off an aura of protection and danger. She sat on the floor fearfully watching the man as he crossed the vacant room to the fireplace. On his back he carried a huge broadsword that looked as if it would break her arms if she even tried to lift it. The man said nothing as he took a matchbook from his pocket and lit a fire. The fireplace was blazing now, the sounds were haunting as the atmosphere grew thick with both sides of Cloud's aura. "Are you...from the Organization?" Kairi asked sounding afraid. "No....I'm not." He said solemnly while still gazing at the fire he had made. THe fire danced and cracked in his water eyes, the fire continued to burn the wood but he felt no warmth..then suddenly.... Kairi stood up, "Sora..." she whispered letting her heart's desire take control of her lips. "Sora?" Cloud repeated. Kairi stared at him. "Do you know him?" She asked now being able to gaze at the man gazing back. "Yes." "Then you can take me to him?" Kairi's heart was pounding with excitement, finally after a year she would be able to see her friend again. If only one of them. Burn Cloud thought, a smoldering feeling was present in his chest and he could not ignore it. Then a shiver. A freezing prickly feeling ran down his neck. His eyes narrowed. "I can't. I don't know where he is now." Cloud walked up to her, his eyes were empty and void of feeling. His muscles moved on their own, his head was becoming stuffed with evil as the tingling feeling continue to run up and down his spine. He outstretched his hand and rubbed Kairi's cheek gently as if to wipe away her tears of lonliness. "What's your name?" "Kairi," she answered placing her hands on top of his glove covered hand. An evil suggestion implanted in Cloud's head. Touch her, take her. Hurt her. Hurt Sora. HURT SORA. Do it Cloud. Cloud knelt down swaying back and forth in and out of Kairi's reach. "Um....mister are you ok?" "No...I'm not a chil-" Do it! "Um..mister you're not a what?" Cloud unwillingly looked up, his eyes were cold and full of undying hatred. Kairi tried to move away but Cloud seized her arms then pushed her down. On hands and knees the man covered in black hovered over her. Staring maliciously at her uncovered legs, her young body never touched by any male in the way the dark thoughts in his head wanted to, he licked his lips in a pure jrock fashion. (Like Kaoru in the "Yokan" pv ikimas Kaoru-sama) (you have to love the JROCK) ( *laughs* ok back to the story ^_^) His body hardened, wanting to touch her (*ahem what the hell is wrong with me? Why do I keep writing things like this? Damn freak of nature. SADIST!!!! ok....*) take her, hurt her which would hurt Sora in the end. He couldn't stand the suggestionsin his head or his body erecting at these thoughts. Kairi was becoming uncomfortable, she placed her right hand on Cloud's forehead, her fingertips slightly touching his long downward spikes. It drove him over the edge. He qucikly, unnoticebly unzipped his pants. Before she knew anything about it, Cloud was pushing himself into her young untrained body. She gasped at the sudden pain of his forced entry. She tried to pull away but Cloud only held her wrists above her head while forcing himself to go deeper. He was too much of a man for her, she was only 15 and Sora was much more suited to her than Cloud. He forced himslef again causing her pink skirt to rise up, forcing her legs apart. Her spine jerkes as she struggled, "let go of me! Stop! Ah! Ah..hh..hh...." She began to cry. Heat, nice and moist new and young washed over him giving him spasms of pleasure but not yet. Kairi struggled as much as any 15 year old girl would but she could not break free. The pain she felt was not enough for him, no, not yet. He had to go deeper to her core and hurt her there where the pain would be the most immense and he did. Kairi cried out in pain while all Cloud could was smirk. He just pulled himself out with no regards for her. So many body fluids mixed together as the tainted blood ran down her legs. He stared at the blood wanting to see more. The longer he stared the more the bloodlust ran through his body, quickly pumping up his adreneline to see more. He released his hold on her wrists as he brought his right gloved hand down only to run his fingers over her covered stomach then pull at the flesh underneath. He licked her inner thigh then fiercely pierced the skin with his teeth. More of her sweet blood fell from her giving him the most intense pleasure he had ever felt but he could change that. He pushed himself up a bit and forced himself into her again. The same as before happened but more painful, now he did not care at all about her. He laughed silently to himself all the while she was screaming, begging, crying for him to stop and after a while he did. Afterwards he stood up staring smugly at the girl below him feeling satisfied with what he had done. "My gift to Sora." He said before turning and leaving. Kairi, broken and used laid there crying. Her freed blood began to dry as her heart paced, beating madly while her body throbbed in pain. The heat of his body was quickly fleeting leaving her cold. Why she thought, how? How was this abuse a gift to Sora? Cloud just realized what he had done when he reached Hallow Bastion. He instantly fell to his knees placing his hands upon his head screamed loudly in aggrivation. "Quit fucking with me!" Sephiroth laughed No. Wasn't that fun Cloud? Cloud stood stumbling from the strain that was put on his mind while communictaing telepathtically with his darkest enemy. "No it wasn't." Lighten up Cloud. You enjoyed it. "No. You enjoyed it." Sephiroth laughed again. Sephiroth incarnate of pure evil, hair and robes ever flowing smiled sadistically surrounded by fire in Cloud's mind, turned and left. You're not free Cloud "I know." Cloud's head spun violently which kept him on his knees in disgrace. Riku, Sora, Kairi, Roxas, Namine, the King, Donald, Goofy. Their journey had ended. Oganization XIII was no longer. Kairi had temporary forgotten the injustice done to her by Cloud but all the feelings returned when she saw Sora. "My gift to Sora." Those words were imprinted in her mind the same way his sword was in her sheath. Sora was speaking to Riku when Kairi stared sadly and spoke softly, "Sora?" "Yeah Kairi?" He asked turning to her cheerfully. She fell to her knees crying. She buried her face in his shorts while grabbing hold of him for life, "Sora....." "Kairi?" "Kairi?" Riku asked bending down to her. She turned teary-eyed to Riku, "Riku! Sora.... I was raped!" Sora and Riku was stunned. Sora bent down to his two friends. Kairi threw her arms around Riku'e neck now sobbing uncontrollably. "Who did it Kairi?" Sora demanded while Riku held her closely. "Was it Axel? Was it someone in the Organization?" (*Axel is gay for Roxas...Roxas is not gay he has Namine...poor Axel*) She shook her head. "No. He was tall, had blonde spikey hair like you Sora and had a huge sword." Sora knew exactly who she was talking about. Cloud. Sora wanted to know where Cloud was. Sora was going to make Cloud pay with every last inch of his body and every drop of his blood. Sora later found Cloud hiding in Radiant Garden at a bar with 15 shot glasses, 2 bottles of beer and one cup of warm sake around him. Cloud had discovered that alcohol kept Sephiroth from taking control of him or at least he drunk blindly believing that. Sora was standing next to Cloud, keyblade drawn and at his throat. "Hey kid! You're too young to be in here. Get out." Said the barkeeper. Sora glared at the man, "shut up! I'm not here for a drink. Right Cloud?" Sora stared at the empty glasses and bottles. If the misery of alcoholism was his punishment then deserved it. Cloud stayed quiet, almost in a trance. His eyes were lifeless yet tired - glazed over. Had he been here all night? Sora didn't care. He was being ignored. How dare Mr. Strife ignore the boy. How DARE he? Red heat was engulfing Sora's body, without thinking he lifted the keyblade off of his adversary's neck then held it above the counter. The Ultima keyblade fell onto the glasses shattering them into pieces. The pieces shot out and covered Cloud in a splintery kiss but he didn't care. All that matter was that Sephiroth was no longer in control. Sora wanted those broken pieces of glass to represent Kairi and how Cloud shattered her. "Hey you little punk! You're gonna pay for those!" The keyblade wielder rose his hand to the barkeeper as if to silence him, "I have money." The Ultima dropped to his side, "why Cloud? How could you do that to Kairi?" Cloud ordered a shochu. (*author's note: a shochu is a drink that is stronger than sake*) Sora and the barkeeper exchanged looks of confusion with one another. This man did not flinch at the broken glass, he didn't lose his cool, the man was untouchable. More anger burned Sora's heart leading him into a darkness that he had barely escaped. "I think you've had enough," stammered the fearful barkeep. "I'm still paying you right?" Cloud finally spoke placing money on the table, "then shut up. Here this is for the glasses the kid broke." He placed additional money on the table. All the barkeep could do was accept the payment and give the man his shochu. Cloud steadily took the glass. Sora clinched his fist, he was so sick of this man. Obviously he had a drinking problem. He slowly raised the glass to his lips. "Stop it!" Annoyed Sora took his clinched fist and punched the glass in the alcoholic's hand. The glass shattered and the liquid flowed over the man's pants. He stared absently at his hand that held the glass. Suddenly a small, wet, covered hand forcefully pushed itself into his jaw causing him to fall off the stool. He did not feel the blow. The barkeep who was serving another customer turned his attention to the spiked hair man and the spiked hair boy. They could be related. Sora was now standing above Cloud whipped his Ultima down at the drunken man but the Ultima had met the Buster. "What the? You two get out! No fighting! Leave! Get out!" The barkeep shrieked. "Shut up old man!" Sora yelled pushing down on Cloud's Buster sword. Cloud kicked Sora off then stood. "I'll kill you Cloud Strife for what you did to Kairi!" Sora raised his blade charging at his enemy. Cloud blocked his attack, "I'm not dying for that!" Cloud pushed his tired muscles to ram Sora out the door onto the street. "Don't make me hurt you Sora. His voice is finally silent." He rose his sword swinging for a vertical cut. Sora blocked with Ultima, it was hard for him to kick Cloud off. "I don't hear him anymore." Cloud eased off then waited for Sora to stand. He glared at the man then started running towards him who just stood there uncaring. Sora raised his blade - "You can't -" Cloud whispered - the blade came crashing down on the buster resulting in a loud clank - "defeat me!" Cloud rushed at the young boy with amazing god-like speed. Then suddenly he disappered. He reappeared over Sora's head. Like a meteor he came down fast and hard, he had the prescence of a fallen angel. Before Sora knew it an illuminous yellow glow filled his pupils causing them to expand then came silence. An unpeaceful silence filled the young keyblader's ears then darkness over took that yellow glow. The heavenly yellow glow....now a memory. Sora's young body now broken and bloodied laid motionless on Radiant Garden's grey bricked street surrounded by nosy passerbys who all whispered horrors about the boy. "What happened to him?" Cloud just stood, his sword barely scratched had flecks of blood on it. He felt miserable but what would he know? He was drunk. "That man in black!" Someone shouted pointing at Cloud. The crowed started jeering and cursing obsceneties at him, someone even threw a rock that hit him. He slowly walked back into the bar. The barkeeper stared angerily at him, "what do you want ya fuckin' wino?" "Two...three shochu bottles." "Leaving are you?" Cloud gave him a wicked stare that frightned the barkeep. He took his shochu and exited. Back outside the sunlight tore at his eyes giving him one hell of a headache. "Murderer!" a bystander shouted. "Shut up. He isn't dead. Leon. Leonhart. Squall Leonhart, call him, he lives in the borough, get him, after I leave." Without further word he left. Chapter 1 END (OWARI DES)

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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

   Randomu

I'm failing school. Someone help me. Oh well. Hey tomorrow when I can I'll be posting my fanfic about Kingdom Hearts II yay. I really have nothing to say. Yesterday I got stranded at school. well some random pics I love this pic! awwww that reminds me I have to go Christmas shopping even though I had planned not to celebrate Christmas ever again. I wanna get something for my friends but I only have $50. I should do a Neji theme. "I don't want to love I don't want to waste my time." - Neji oh well. Today's gonna suck. I don't think I finished my math homework. I HAVE NOTHING PERSONAL AGAINST YOU I JUST WANT TO KILL YOU yep my feelings exactly.

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Monday, November 20, 2006

NEW THEME: TIDUS of FINAL FANTASY X

Hello. I still couldn't get that picture of Die & Kyo to work so I decided to go with Tidus for some unknown reason. I'm in school a half hour than I have to be, I need my liscense I have a car I just need a liscense so I can drive myself to school. I watched the Naruto marathon and do you know that they changed Neji's curse mark. In the manga Neji's curse marks is the swatstika but in the anime it changed to a x. Neji the bird trappped in a cage. I took a quiz "Which Naruto Character are you Most Like?" (its in my quiz results) and I was Neji. I never really thought of Neji but watching those episdoes (Naruto vs Neji) I realized that I am like Neji. I hate my family so much that I'm on the point of not even caring enough to hate them. Neji was the only person Naruto could not change with his "you can do anything" speech. Neji stays Neji. I stay me even though my sister keeps telling me how I should be a more positive person but I never listen. Yep. I like Neji now. Neji means screw by the way. I love Neji's name - Neji Hyuuga can be translated as Screw the Sunny Place. Neji-screw Hyuuga-sunny place. I love his name. I always felt more like Hinata though. Still maybe I am Neji. yay Neji!!!!!!!!!!!!! After the marathon I got drunk. yeah..... random Kyo picture awww he's so sexy here. sayonara.

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Saturday, November 18, 2006

Vanilla Chai

for those who don't know what a vanilla chai is its tea actually. I hate tea. But a vanilla chai and a chocolate chai are more like their flavors and have cinnamon. I'm drinking a vanilla chai right now. I must sing "Vanilla" now listen to my horrible version of "Vanilla" (*I don't know the words really so they could be wrong*) - "Aishite mo ii ga rareu e mama de ii ya fukaku kurushii ai ni .....somthing something temo.....something something ga." - AHA! that was beautiful. NOT. Maybe I'll find the right lyrics but I don't care. OMG WTF I have this really cool pic of Kyo&Die and I keep trying to put it up as my bg but it ain't showing up!!!!!!! Well later. ahh I stopped being lazy and found the lyrics to "Vanilla" so this is the real lyrics of the fucked up words I've been singing aishite mo ii kai? yureru yoru ni arugamama de ii yo motto fukaku kuruoshii kurai ni nareta kuchibiru ga tokeau hodo ni boku wa...kimi no...Vanilla yay and the english translation Is it okay to love, too? In the shaking night It's good as it is More Deeper As those almost maddening lips I've gotten used to melt together I am...Your...Vanilla ummmm I HATE vanilla......my bg still ins't showing up why does my myotaku hate me??!!!!!!!! this is the picture I'm trying to put up as my bg

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Thursday, November 16, 2006

Sleeping Without the Dog Demon ~random~

Last night I did it! I went to sleep without watching Inuyasha and when I woke up it was 2 a.m weee!!!!!!!!! Hey has anyone here ever hear of Chaba? They're jpop I think, they have this song that's called "Parade" (its the 11th end theme to Naruto)its really nice I wanted some more music by them and Snorkel. Anyone ever hear of Snorkel? They kinda sound like Asian Kung Fu Generation. Speaking of please tell me if you think this is some kind of jrock disorder but I need to have an equal number of songs by Alice 9 and Asian Kung Fu Generation, if I have 10 Alice 9 songs then I need to have 10 AKFG songs. I don't know why. I woke up this morning and wanted to read Little Butterfly. Don't know why. I was in Stop&Shop yesterday and I started reading the mini mag about winter zodiac I'm a Leo & a Dragon (I rule all mwhahahah!!!!!!!!!) and for leo it said something about Sagittarous then it said that leo's partnership sign for the winter is Aquairious, I only know one Aquairious. Pleas put your whips and chains down then place your right hand in the air and repeat after me "Friends are friends not sex toys." huh?! wha-?! you mean I can't use my friends as sex toys?! hahahah oo soo funny. BTW Sephiroth's last name is Valentino. Yep Sephiroth Valentino....Vincent Valentine...?? They do look alike. Goddammit I do want Dirge of Ceberus!!!!!!!!

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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

   Inuyasha Sleeping Pill

Ohaiyou Gozamas everyone. I wish I was still asleep but I missed this class last week. Yay its raining. Yes I noticed the only way for me to sleep at night is to watch Inuyasha, if I don't I don't go to sleep. Yep Inuyasha is my sleeping pill but so is Gackt's song "Fragrance" I always fall to sleep on that, ahh its so peaceful. Oh yeah I found the meaning behind Sephiroth's name - its Hebrew. It has biblical meaning for them but its not a name actually and yes that explains why he is the One-Winged Angel. Pretty sick ne? well got to go, I don't think I'ma quit myO cause all my jrock quizzes are posted here. Why the fuck do I keep getting Gackt on everything? My mom took the jrock soulmate quiz hers is Mana then every jrock quiz she took she ended up with Mana. I laugh at her. Mwhahahaha. mata ai masho. weeeeeee!!!!!!!! I have 27 pages of quizzes most of them jrock!

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Monday, November 13, 2006

........... Kamui.........it means Spirit..........

yay I just got my 100th guestbook signing. current music: "The One-Winged Angel" FFVII AC soundtrack, "J-E-N-O-V-A" FFVII AC soundtrack, "Namikaze Satillite" Snorkel and "The World" Nightmare for some reason I've been obsessed with Sephiroth. Probably because I haven't killed him in KHII yet. I was thinking about closing down my myotaku site. Should I? If you decide to comment just type YES if you think I should shut down, NO if you think I shouldn't and I for I don't know/don't care I'm going to look up Sephiroth's name meaning because I think its Latin actually. Oh yeah for my friends who borrow my manga I have Kamui vol. 5 now, I jabe SDK on special order so I should get it next week and Rebirth doesn't come til Feb.13, sucks ne? I don't feel like talking to anyone but pm me if you want to join my Jrock Pet Club.

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Friday, November 10, 2006

NEW CLUB - THE JROCK PET CLUB

yay I wanted to create a club so I did, the Jrock Pet Club. Adopt a jrocker to be your pet. the rules of the club are simple if you want to join pm me - tell me the name of the jrocker and what band they're from and want animal you want him to represent. If there is a pic you want me to use specifically email me the pic,then put it up in your profile. mine are: Jrocker: Kyo band: Dir en Grey KYO LOVE KITTY adopted by Kyoshiro Elric and my other kitty: Jrocker: Gackt Camui GACKT SEX KITTY adopted by Kyoshiro Elric. see? bye! I don't quite now how to make full banners so I did this using paintshop so if you can help me, please.

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