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Friday, February 10, 2006


to SMARTLIGHT: the INNER MIND of KYOSHIRO ELRIC
a while ago I let Smartlight read a fanfic of mine called The Jpop Killer (and for Thaoiryu I did kill Boa in the story)and for some reason he became really offended/upset b/c the main character Ari-chan who is supposed to be me fucked gackt in the story. I don't know how that upsetted you & I don't really care but it isn't real, c'mon I will probably never meet this man. yeah so Smartlight called me a whore the other day for it saying that what I wrote was my personal thought. Ok yeah I think he's sexy but that's going kinda far. And that's actually not what I think. For most part my inner thoughts are surrounded by death which is usually my own. But right now I'm concerned about someone else who I think might be dead now. I hope not. Every time I call his house someone tells me he's not there and that they haven't seen him in a long time, maybe I should ask Jimmy or find some way to get in touch with Luis or Nick. He did tell me that he wanted to go to school in a different city but still.....he hasn't healed completely yet. Last time when something like this happened he was in a coma for a week and I didn't know. He called me from the hospital himself to tell me b/c all his mom would say is "he isn't here." bitch. he could be dead now he has a switchblade and a gun.....I am so.......so last night I was thinking about this while listening to the Gackt cd Nab made for me track 5 it sounds very R&B-ish doesn't sound pop at all. So I was right he can make a good song like every 2 years. (my teacher just saw my post I do my work every day so I am not doing it today which I shouldn't even came to school, don't know why I did) yeah thinking about my accomplice dieing....I've had these thoughts before.....that song is so pretty.....I was crying. I don't like crying actually........................

on a more light note what is your God anime? Mine are Naruto and Fullmetal Alchemist, I watch them religiously. Why does God fill people's lives with sorrow? I am so insane.....how in the fuck all of this happened I do not know. I don't want him to die (speaking about my accomplice). Well before I depress myself again I want to end this.

first gackt song: miserable fav song: death wish
current song: track 5 on that mixed cd

yeah and this is for Thaoiryu remember I pointed out a connection between me and gackt's b-days well my accomplice's b-day is 12/7 Pearl Harbor - isn't this great? Strange eh? our b-days.

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