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myOtaku.com: kyoshiro elric


Monday, February 27, 2006

   THE NIGHTMARE
This morning at 5 o' clock I had a nightmare about my youngest brother dieing. In the nightmare me and my other brother were given all of his little league football trophies which my youngest brother doesn't even play football, also in the nightmare my brother and I are talking to the brother that died and we're all eating pizza (wanna give him his last meal before he goes to the afterlife) the house we were in wasn't even ours. We were watching tv and saw a commercial for a movie which was disgusting - it was genetically built creatures that were being killed by being smashed and getting their heads cut off but one escaped. It was so disgusting and it made me paranoid b/c in the nightmare it jumped out of the tv. So in real life I listened to 'Fragrance' to take my mind off of it but I was daydreaming about it coming to kill me and my sister. Eventually I concentrated on the song and it erased the nightmare. Yay Supa Gakk-chan to the rescue, the hero of the dream realm. 'Fragrance' is a bedtime song, I listen to Disturbed then take it off then put on 'Fragrance' and 'Mind Forest' then go to sleep.

~ all of your dreams and all of your lies
how can you tell which is real ~

That's an easy question to answer. Neither are real. Lies are lies something false, dreams are dreams although some hold some truth like my youngest brother has a tumor in his brain he had 5 operation's already he's only 9 years old, he will probably die one day. Both dreams and lies can become truths but how do we know that our truths aren't lies? I have a problem with sleeping I can sleep in the day but not at night yet when I sleep during the day I feel like I'm wasting life but how do we know that isn't what life is? Our waking conciouss is sleeping and it creates the illusion that we believe to be life. We are all sleeping, dreams? To say or believe this is like an insanity. Tenchi told me that I was obsessed with Gackt but I don't think so and if I am I don't know it. My imangination is warped and I'm losing time maybe I am going insane. Show of hands how many of you think I'm obsessed with Gackt? (don't raise your hands all at once) well later. (kinda like the matrix eh?)

~all of your lies and all of your dreams
how can you tell which is real ~

~what if our truths are all lies?~

gackt doesn't have to be real, I could've created
him, he could be just my imangination. though if I stare into his eyes I know he's real, he is a vampire.

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