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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

   Apirations
everyone knows how much I love jrock, right? and how much I would like to be a jrocker? well I was writing an email just now and I was freewriting to the person and I wrote this thing that I can use as a song.....however it has no tittle so I'm going to write the lyrics and explain what they mean just in case there is no deep thinkers here who may not get it. here:


let it end
let it die
hold my hand
and say goodbye

what good is your heart if you can't feel?
what good is your body in no one wants it?
what good will come if you hold the withering flower in your hand?

as the flames claim everything
I finally begin to feel
boku ga eranda ima o ikitai, sore dake
not understanding after all

let it end
let it die
hold my hand
and say goodbye

then maybe I can answer all the unquestioned questions
close your eyes and feel me breathing
when it stops then start worrying
boku ga eranda ima o ikitai, sore dake

what good are my eyes if I can't see?
what good is my soul if its broken?
what good will come from me wishing on the petals softly blown away by the wind of the dying flower?
not understanding anything after all

I smile..........."Boku ga eranda ima o ikitai, sore dake. Enni."


ok 'boku ga eranda ima o ikitai, sore dake' in english is = 'I just want to live the life I chose, that's all' enni means forever. so the last line in the song in english is: "I smile....."I just want to live the life I chose, that's all. Forever." I'm talking about myself but more or less its about a person who has alot of emotional problems but are willing to strive pass them and live life anyway kinda like the backwards version of THE FINAL - depressed and suicidal but not wanting to give in and the only reason why is because the person wants to be able to life live their way. Nice ne? Or at least meaningful? I need a tittle for it, any suggetsions based on the lyrics and/or meaning?

arigatou gozaimas! *bows*



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