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Thursday, June 24, 2004


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Omg i was just laying down listening to music and for sum reason i just got a vision of my cutting my arm badly with a knife on the ground and i grabed the knife and i was about to do it. I snaped out of it fast after i knew what i was doing. And i like grabed a pillow and i put my head under there and shacked it for a bit. I was so scared. I saw the cut and all and me doing it. It would of killed me it like sliced my arm in half. Im so lucky i was thinking of kelly befor i did it. If i did it, it wouldnt of been pretty and then when kelly sees me i wouldnt be alive anymore. She would kill me. I mean its bad enough when she is here. But when she goes on vaction. If she found out she would kill me. I know she would probly suspect me of doing it. Its just like her to. IF i ended up killing myself she would of done the same. This is going to be a wonderfull day. Im tired as hell i have to make a phone call soon and i have to go to mall with Deborah if she can go.
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