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Monday, July 5, 2004


my suicide note =D
I hate this world. Nothing good ever comes out of it. What do I have to live for? Relationships?Friends? I have both but its nbothing much. My sanity is tested everyday. What keeps me here? I dont want to go on. My best isnt good enough? People hate my guts and they dont even know me. My friends LIe right to my face.. I gave up cutting but i cant go back now. WHY IS MY LIFE LIKE THIS. What did i do to deserve this. Why cant it be normal for once? Kelly and Brittanyt keep me sane all the time, but they arnt all ways here. What do i have when they armt there? I have nothing to live for. People say my writeing sucks. This is realy the only thing that keeps me from killing myself. I know i have problems. But I try to ignore all of the pain and werid feelings. Its a liepeople say. Hurt me when i cant move. I soon take a whole bunch of pain. It didnt seem like much. Nothign shows on the out side. But it was on the outside. Well who cares. Bubye. e_e i wrote this at a friedns house
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