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Friday, July 9, 2004

my Suicide poem
I hate this world.
Nothing good ever happens.
What to live for?
Friends?
Relationships?
Got both but I can live without.
Sanity tested everyday.
What keeps me going on?
I dont want to.
MY best is never good enough
Most hates my guts.
MY friends lie to my face.
I gave up cutting and
I want to go back
Back to changeing one type of pain
Into a diffrent type of pain.
Why is life like this?
What did i do?
What didnt i do?
My two best friends keep me sane.
But what to do without them?
Ill be left all alone.
Alone to handle all my problems.
Alone.
Writeing is the only way to control the pain
Change the pain into text.
I have problems.
I try to hide them.
Noone knows but a few
The pain I constanly feel.
Is all covered up.
Just a smile..
A smile..
IT MEANS NOTHING
MY smiles hide the pain.
The eternal pain i feel.
Never goes away.
Everything is all hidden
Till the end...
Im going to end it all
End it all right now.
No more pain.
Nothing.
Eternal rest..
This is the end.
Bye to everyone.

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