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Tuesday, January 30, 2007


   ugh.......why did it have to be like this......FUCK!!!!
Before I get to that...






Heh, I just HAD to have it!!

But, more importantly.....I'm having a pretty bad day...no, scratch that- a really bad day. See, i've been going to this church in my town for years, since i was very litle. Although i'm not a hardcore christian, i still have my beliefs. Anyways, after so many years, I've gotten to know al the people that go there. And my church ain't the biggest around, like a small little community of sorts, so it gets easy to know everyone. So, there's this one couple at my church, the Shepherds, and they are the NICEST couple i have ever met in my life. Dorothy and George Shepherd have been married for over 60 years(yes, they're old), and were just nice to everyone. NEVER in my life have I seen them frown, or barely drop their smile. All i know age-wise is that George is 90.....and now, that's as far as he'll reach.....

Saturday night, George Shepherd was found, by his wife, laying on the bathroom floor, passed out. He was admitted into a hospital the same night, and since then has been in a coma. We got the phone call Sunday morning, before i went to church. We all waited to see any new developments on his case.

Today, while i was home watching my little brother while my parents were out, I got a call from another lady at my church.

.....

January 30, 2007, around 4:00 this afternoon, George Shepherd passed away, at 90 years old.

........I can't even BEGIN to say, how distraught I am right now. Out of everyone- EVERYONE- I know, he was the nicest, most intelligent, most sincere man I have ever met and known, ever. He was....like a mentor to everyone he knew. He played a big role in the church, serving on its committee, and was admired by everyone. He was, as I said before, very intelligent, graduating at the top of his class at Yale University, as you all know is one of the biggest colleges in the freakin' country!! I swear....that man, he ALWAYS had something to teach you, whether it was educational, practical, or just something completely out of the ordinary, he ALWAYS had a piece of knowledge to share with everyone. i loved being able to learn something new from him, I really did. And know....he's gone. He just vanished off the face of the earth, like that....

FUCK!!!!!!!!


Why?! Why do things have to turn out like this?!?! I dont even know what happened to the guy in his bathroom, and you just expect me to accept his passing just like that?!!? I CAN'T!!!!! I WON'T!!! I...I, don't know what to do....nothing like this has ever happened to me before. I've never lost someone so close to me like this before. I just, can't take it!

I've never seen that man frown, not once. In the same manner, he's never seen me cry, not once. I never wanted to see him frown....and now I never will. I never wanted him to see me cry.......and now, he most definitely will.

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