Friday, January 27, 2006

   ...
yea so i lied.....nothing new. This guy i kinda like broke up with his girlfried....but he's akward with her, so i gotta give them space...but it seems like other guys like me...and i don't want it......and i still like rachael, so it's really weird/akward likeing her and james at the same time...eheheheheheh...T.T but we'll see how things go. hahaha, it's friday. wonder what i should do???

Quote: " courage is mastery of fear-not absence of it."--Mark Twain.

Hopefull i'm making someone out there smarter. ^.^ i'll try adding real quotes and quotes by my friends or myself.
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Thursday, January 26, 2006

   i'm kinda surprised some people actually read the last entry....it was really long.lol. Nothing new yet, cept i'm kinda chatting(flirting) with some random guy on my buddy list. (which isn't always a good thing.) but maybe i'll have more for ya tomorrow.

Quote: "Noone's a virgin. Life screw's us all."--My friend Katie.
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Wednesday, January 25, 2006

   1/2 day
so yesterday was a half day, and for the most part it was pretty fun. My car had been taken to get fixed the day before, so i couldn't drive, so Rachael had to drive me and Michelle. Emily and Shelly went in another vehicle and we met at Donato's Pizza. Shelly really doesn't like Kim, and neither do I really, but at least i'm civil. Shelly just didn't talk to her, but you could see it in her eyes that she didn't like her. Kim had an appointment to go to, so she didn't come with us to bowling, which is where we headed next. Let me just say that we can't have a "girls night out" ever again. There wasn't as much drama this time, but everyone hates everyone. Here's the status:
-Rachael:is nice to everyone, get's along with everyone
-Emily:hates(strongly dislikes) Michelle
-Michelle: is oblivious and caught up in her bf
-Shelly- hates Kim (i'm not too sure about michelle)
-Natasha(myself): doesn't like Michelle or Shelly overly much but is nice anyways
-Becky:likes Alyssa who isn't here but is happy anyways and doesn't like shelly(i think)

so yeah. We mess around a lot, so there were some good laughs, but eventually we were all bored and there were some long silences.hahaha, for example, i was going up to bowl, so Rachael grabed a bowling ball and went to roll it before i could. I ended up attacking her and she rolled me a strike. Afterwards, we went to a noodle house to get cotton candy(cause they sell you a frikin huge plateful for a dollar) and when we got there we found out that Rachael has a flat tire.

Lemme backtrack for a sec. I told yu before that 2 of my friends hit potholes and blew their tires out. Well, Michelle was the first, then 2 days later rachael did the same thing. It's been about a week and now the tire that Rachael replaced has gone flat. She was pissed. She had driven home on the rim, so it was a little bent and that caused the air to leak, so that's why we figured the tire went flat. I had rachel move her car away form everyone elses, and Emily watched(and learned) as i changed her tire for the spare. (actually, some random guy came and helped us get done quicker.) While i was using the jack that comes with the car, i had cut my knuckle, but had no idea. i randomly looked at it and saw is was bleeding, though oh shit and wiped the blood in my other had and hoped noone saw it. Emily saw and was like, "Natasha let me see your hand."
"no it's okay. i'm fine."
"Let me see it."
"there's nothing wrong."
At this point, she snatched my hand and was like, "Oh Tosh! Let me get you a bandaid."
(She's a trainer for the football team, so she knows all kinds of med stuff.) The whole time rachael was watching, and it was really windy(i'm not kidding. it can blow me backwards.) and she was like, "Tosh you want my sweater or something? You okay? Go inside and wash your hand!" after we got the tire on, she forcibly dragged me inside and i had to wash my hans. We ate the cotton candy, then Becky dropped Rachael and i off at Kohles. (Clothes shop) which was right next to the theatre, cuase we had a meeting in 20 min. As we were walking to the theatre, it started to hail(not bad, kinda like dip'n'dots) so rachael and i started to run, and running against a wind that blows me backwards with a frikin side backpack while trying to keep up with a frikin good runner while hail is hitting me in the eye- was not fun. We went to our meeting, 1/2 an hour later i hafta leave to go get my car and i come to school today with comfty guy pj things that i bought at Kohles yesterday and find out that Michelle ran over a medium and rachael also wore green pants like mine(cept hers are females nad the fit better)

so there is my exciting update. I'm glad i had my dad teach me how to do all sorts of stuff with my car. Yesterday coulda been bad.

My quote of the day: "Death is nothing to us, since when we are, death has not come, and when death has come, we are not."--Epicurus.
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Tuesday, January 24, 2006

i hafta go to bed, so i'll give up a complete update tomorrow.

My quote of the day: "The weak can never forgive. Forgivness is the attribute of the strong."--Mahatna Gandhi.
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Monday, January 23, 2006

still, my life has been in a lull for a moment. I got to train in box office at work, and i was so happy, but i was sad for leaving rachael. oh well. I was being selfish that day. I seem to have to fight that temptation the older i get...*sighs* so i'm playing Tenchu fatal shadows and Wild Arms 4 right now. we had to return the other games....Blockbuster threatenend to fine us the full price of the game if we didn't return the games after 2 weeks.....goes against the whole "No late fees!" policy. hmmm....i had some vivid dreams last night (as usual) if i had psychic powers...it'd definitly be presceince(can't spell. where you dream of future events, or events that are happening or could happen.) or i'd have precognition...which is almost the same thing.

My quote for the day: Dreams are a travesty of reality.--tosh :me.

I think i'll add a quote everytime i update.
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Thursday, January 19, 2006

   the second underworld comes out soon!!! Yay!!!! And 2 of my friends hit potholes and blew their tires out. Was kinda funny, cause it was within a couple of days of each other. But not much else has happened. I'm trying to play matchmaker between two of my friends. (They previously dated each other, but now one of them wants to date the other again) so i try to be a friend. um...i failed 1st semester of Alg II, so i'm retaking that.....sucks...i got a tutor in math now....2 if i need it......
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Tuesday, January 17, 2006

   work
hmm, so i worked yesterday. Our water frige thingy didn't work at the theatre, so 2 guys and I had to swap it for the one in backstand, which meant a lot of lifting. I did well, but i ended up cutting myself in the inside of my forearm. it was really weird, casue i didn't even notice it til i had to wash my hands. I feel kinda evil, cause there is a guy there that i kinda like, but he has a girlfriend (she works there too) but everytime we all work togeather, i end up talking to him more than she does, and i went on break with him....i almost hate being bi. ahahahaha that's what i said to Rachael:
"I hate being bi! I can never choose!"--me
"Choose the guy! As much as i love you Tosh."--R
"Yea, but i can't help but love you. You're so cute."--me
then she kinda went yea..well....
so i don't know if i'll ever suceed in my mission. She makes it seem no, but i hafta try.....sorry if y'all get tired of me complainin. Just be like, "Tosh! Stop it! I'm tired of yer complainin!!! Grow up a little!!" I wont be offended. Honest. well, my arms hurt from typing, so until then.
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Sunday, January 15, 2006

   Fatal
OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!! Fatal Frame II is the creepiest, scariest game i've ever played!!! Resident Evil 4 was cool, but this game.....*shudders* i'm never scared. I laugh a horror movies, and i'm pretty confident and crap, but this game just scares/freaks me out. I hate to admit it, but you can ask my friends.....if THIS freaks ME out....then guess how scarerd they'll be.....lol.

Besides that, nuthin much else has happened....i've worked all weekend......
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Saturday, January 14, 2006

   la
hmm...so today at work i was the "matron" for the day. In actuality, i cleaned the womens restrooms every 15 or so minutes and swept the lobby, trying to keep the place looking immaculate. Sucks that i know how to use big words but i can't spell them. Oh well. Rachael has brown wavy hair, and she straightened it and temporarily dyed it a purple magenta. It sounds horrible, but it actually looks really cool. Almost goth like. It sucks that i like her so much. I saw how pretty she was and my heart clenched with love and desire. In a way it makes me feel weak, but i guess that's what it's supposed to do to you. hahahaha, it's funny, cause my friend Marqeis is trying to hook us up. He really likes bi's and lesbian women, and thinks we look hot togeather. I told him she has a boyfriend, and his response was, "Tell her to dump him and go out with a real man. Or go out with you. Yu could whoop his ass."so now i got him on my side. Hahahahaha. The whole world is on my side. okay....maybe just the internet side...but.....lol. i'm almost tempted to put her e-mail on here so y'all could join my fight and persuade her.lol. what do y'all think?lol.
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Thursday, January 12, 2006

   yea...
to those wondering, yea, all the things i describe really are happening. Kinda sucks, but i'll keep trying to get rachael. i'm very determined. It was really weird, cause it hit me my soph year after i dumped my boyfriend. Around winter break, and at first i didn't like it, but eventually i told her and i started to accept it, and now, about a year later, i'm glad for it and am trying to attain that which i most desire.lol. I'll keep you guys updated, since you all care so much.lol.
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