Wednesday, May 9, 2007

   FORK.
i bow down to those who take their frustrations and anger in a different level[like venting it out or maybe just trying to make things a lot more positive by not minding whatever happened]. For unlike those people, i don't speak out[or screa at that] or think of anything positive. I just suck it in and let my fury rot with my insides... plus i sometimes wander alone and get myself a pack of cigarettes. Isn't it just healthy? And then i mope around and from that single moping over a single issue, things get a lot worse.
I find it really annoying when my mom begins to talk as if she knows me that well. And that's what happened this evening while having dinner. I always wanted to tell her how it gets me when she gives that very sure tone of voice whenever she talks about my being an intelligent and talented person and then she goes "why do you keep on slacking?" I should be used to t hat already, consideering that i am the oldest among the siblings, and that the family expects a lot from the eldest-- a lot.
And then she bursts about me being too stuck with Julie Ann and my trying to be like her. WHAT?
and so i walked out.

I wanted to smoke outside, but i forgot that i just consumed my ration of cigarettes outside with ernest and jed. Even if i went out i didn't have that much urge to go buy benzpyrene. And so i just stayed and watched tv. After doing so, i headed to the computer and connected to the internet. I usualy play solitaire before i do anything internet related... BECAUSE, it takes ages before i get to the website i want to go to. I'm still on dial-up and it makes everything so irritating and frustrating i have consumed three cartons of milk.

I did get back my brain and all, but moving extra fast without the proper things around is just as senseless as being cockroach and getting everything that i want.

FORK.
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Thursday, May 3, 2007

   Fangirly.
I'm supposed to be blogging about anime or anything near to that in this account of mine. MYOTAKU. it's for anime fans. i am one, yet i haven't talked about anything anime in this blog of mine yet. I would also want to do fan art and some other things to be fair, anyways, i do love anime.

However, what i feel today is to make a post for my current fangirl interest which is not, in any way related to anime.

Jack Driscoll, the name of a character from King Kong was played by Adrien Brody. There goes the name of my current fangirl interest.lol

He isn't the most handsome, but look at how he kisses. It kills i tell you. *faints*
I think he's one of the reasons why i like joji so much[joji is an hs classmate]. He somewhat has a resemblance.

you could read some more about my madness here.
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Thursday, April 26, 2007

Perhaps
Perhaps i'm beginning to get back what ran off from me. My brain.
And with this, i have come to a conclusion that the month of april is totally against me.
May will be a good month somehow, i can feel it.

as of now, i have nothing to tell.

<3
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Thursday, April 12, 2007

   Entry blabbing.
It's really hard for me to be updating accounts. I do not know why, yet when i get online, i just stare blankly at the monitor as if waiting for a miracle to happen. I don't know. I seem to be losing my enthusiasm on everything... bit by bit. In fact, i should be tweaking a webpage i'm supposed to publish as soon as i can, but then i'm still on the process of building the concept. I have come up with one but it all seemed not original[cinnaringo], thought of changing the domain which meant changing the whole theme.
It would take me forever to be adding a post. This entry of mine is a proof-- i've been sitting here for an hour yet i have not yet finished this. I guess i don't have much to say. This is but an alibi for me to be able to post something.

I guess this is where i'll end this stupid entry. Perhaps i'd get to put significant posts by the time i feel blabby again. Sure, i have a lot of things to tell... i've been going anywhere and everywhere, been with lots of people lately, so i guess if it's time, i'd be posting sensical entries soon.~
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Tuesday, April 3, 2007

   Not a very grandeur Welcome: An Introduction
Obviously, i have been a member of this community for like... almost two years? lol i'm not sure anymore. you could just look it in my stats anyways.

Nonetheless, you could do me a favor and hear me rant for the very first time. For now, you shall be hearing a prologue of some sort... :)


I am faith, i've been lurking around the internet for years. I've been a resident of it. Yes, i can say that my life revolves around it.
I used to pretty much think i'm a geezer in the body of a little girl, but no, i'm still childish.
I try being scientific yet i find it pretty hard-- i am very much into divination and the supernatural, what is yet to become of me is a wiccan which is, of course, a joke.[but we will never know...]

Of course, i love to draw. and that is but an understatement. The visual arts is the closest to my heart, and then followed by music, writing follows.

I am very much random you see, and very unpredictable in a sense that i'd be talking like a sage now, and then i'd be talking nonsense in a snap.

Okay, so that's it for now... don't expect much updates from me. I still have numerous accounts to update and all. That's the work that i do, especially in summer times.

gbye~
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