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Monday, April 18, 2005


Abby Normal

As in:

Alright, then. Who's brain did I put in there?

I think they were named.... Abby Normal something.



Last night, I watched Young Frankenstien, by myself and in the dark, and after that, The Holy Grail, which is one of my favorite movies. For both movies I had to stifle my giggling, as...everyone else was asleep.


Maybe the fact that the kids put on some of Holloween II before they went to bed, before I put on Young Frankenstien, that I had yet another weird dream. By weird, I mean weirder than the usual 0_o


I dreamed that something happend in which I died. Somehow, I was in a dangerouse situation, and me dying happend pretty frequently, and it could be half prevented if I hiccuped. But because I didnt hiccup at a crucial moment, I died completely, meaning my ghost form couldnt hold physical things, and I couldnt talk to normal people.


The other person I was with died completely died very soon after I did, and for the life of me, I cant remember who it was =\


In the end, my dream was extremely morbid, in every way imaginable.


*shrugs*


So I woke up feeling funny-odd, and got ready for school/the gym. While I was walking to school I was listening to my headphones, so I was rather suprised to all of a sudden notice this really expensive looking car driving near the sidewalk and was following me. The guy inside looked as if he wanted to ask me something, so I took my headphones off and stopped. I figured he was going to ask for directions or something or other. He leaned over and said "Hey, my name is Cliff and I find you very attractive. Is there any chance of me having your phone number?"

I all of a sudden got a heavy feeling in my tummy and I automaticly said "No, sorry." The guy drove away, and I all of a sudden had to try to calm myself down. Everything, the whole situation, it felt like a slap in the face, and I dont know why.


It really upset me too, and I dont know the answer to that, either.


*Sighs and hugs herself tightly*


Over the weekend, I was talking to the girl that lives two blocks from me, Sarah. She noticed I was acting off (I never said anyone couldn't =\) and eventually, because I wouldnt tell her specifics, I felt kinda bad when she started to name names in this way.

Sarah: Maybe you dont feel like talking about whatever it is, because you arent close to anyone around here. Like maybe if, say *Insert name here* was standing right here *points to spot right next to us*, you would tell *insert gender here* everything.

Aleia: No, I believe I'd have the same attitude towards them as well. =\ *Explains about how she's oddly more open online than she is on the phone, and then moreso than IRL*

MyO > IM > phone > Face to face.

Most of the time, anyways.

And I think the situation and who it is I'm talking to helps. =X


And with everything. *Throws up hands*


But I felt kinda bad, from the stuff she said, the expression on her face when she said it, the hurt in her voice she did a terrible job of hiding. She tried to make the person she named sound like she pulled it out of the air, like it was completely random, but I can tell the way she said it that she'd been thinking that for at least a while. She's not a good liar. <.<


Heh. I have to go now, so I might end up editing this later.



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