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Sunday, May 1, 2005


The birds and the bees, the flowers and the trees.
Major big tests all this and next week.

Be still, my beating heart.

No, really. I'm just a tad nervous. But only about the state mandated tests, the ones that if you dont pass this one shot test, then you fail the whole course. The ones for English and Math, on this Tuesday and Thursday.

Then the Monday after is the finals for computer class, the next day is the finals for English, Thursday might be finals for Math, and Friday is finals for Biology.


*Falls over*


I saw Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, and it was very good. *nods* Saw Hitchhiker's Guide, and that was pretty good too.


Ever since I can remember, I've always made a complete dork out of myself, falling and tripping on myself over the boy I like, in full out broad public, when no one is around, and all in between. I'm not even talking about if I think "Ooo, he has a cute face ^_~" or even "Eeee, he has such cute eyes/an incredibly sweet smile ^.^" but I'm talking about tripped-on-your-own-feet-completely-fallen for. It sounds clumsy because that's what it feels like. Most the time I dont have much controle over myself, and I do/say things without thinking. Apparently, public humiliation isnt high priority on my list of things to avoid. ;P


I can only say this has happend three times for me. Shortly and briefly in kindergarten, was the first time. I drew and kept giving a lot of pictures of Ninja Turtles to that boy. *Grins and shakes head* Goodness goodness. I still remember his first name, oddly. 0_o

Speaking of kindergarten, I remember the first and last name of my best friend from the first day of school till the day my family picked up and abruptly left everything forever. At school, we were inseperable; she was the girl I caught chicken pox from. XD

Because of the timing of the sickness, I was devastated because I couldnt go to the class picnic that was going to be held in the park. I had been looking foreward to the trip ever since it was announced, and I loved the park and the grass and the playground, and never in my life have I ever had a picnic, so yeah. I remember me and my friend fought over the stupidest things and made up quickly so quickly, and it wasnt untill much much later that I realized that I was Muslim, and since her parents were German and with the rest of her background my best friend in the whole entire world was prolly Jewish, and when you're a little kid and no one constantly tells you any different you dont see or register any of those silly nonesense stuffs, and none of it matters anyways, which brings me to the point that everyone knows that most adults are a stupid narow-minded racist lot.


I dunno. I've just been thinking about a lot of things lately; not quite as silly or shallow as what I might be rambling about on here.


So I guess I might be rambly for a while? =X


Mhm. My muscles are very achy, and considering it's past 5am, I think I am going to go to bed. =)


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