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Monday, May 2, 2005
I've had it with this game
Mhm. Shot the picture in the intro about a year ago; I was thinking about things when I remembered it. Had to stand on tiptoe for a while to rumage about for my cds that contain a lot of my stuffs.
Actually, that's a pretty good picture, considering the camera I had then. o.o
While I was scrubbing the stove today, my aunt unearthed quite a bit of old photos, mostly of her wedding (Her marriage to my eldest uncle.) I was about ten when the party occured (Arab/Islamic weddings aren't formal at all, not in the least. It's one huge party...which is why I called it that. o.-), so of course I was in some of the pictures.
See, it's funny to see everyone else's old pictures ("Aw, look at him! He was so cute when he was a baby!" or "Eee, she was so cute when she was younger ^.^"), but for me to see myself in pictures that occured after the age of 4-5 is pure mental agony. "OMG my face was so fat! I can't believe I looked like that when the picture was taken! >:|"
And then soon after, "What?!?!? You cant be parading that picture of me around in that album, gimme that! >:O"
Ok ok, that's what I really wanna say. But because it's some relative I'm talking to, I say "Aw, please please dont let anyone else see that picture... Can I take it out of the album? o.o"
Yeah yeah yeah. Of course it never happends; so after a few years I never bothered anymore with the asking/begging/pleading. I'm usually too busy dealing with my embarassment of how I looked then, and then that leads to how I look now, which leads me down to the very depths of.... no, I'm not going there.
And that's why I hate looking at old pictures of myself, because then I berate myself into a mess. *wrinkles nose*
I dunno. I'm something else. *shakes head*
......
I just ate a chocolate covered doughnut. Excuse me, I have to go kill myself.
...At the gym. You knew I meant that. Shut up.
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