Monday, June 20, 2005

From the complexed up files of Yours Truly.
Some major happenings that occurred in my almost a month absence:

- A friend of mine, her husband beat her up. Afterwards, he calmly walked to the corner store, brought a pack of cigarettes, and strolled down the street. It took the cops 45 minutes to come, along with the ambulance. Not the first time he hit her, not at all, but he quite for a while for some reason. I babysat all her kids till she came home, and helped in all ways that I possibly could, including financial, as limited as I am. When she dropped the restraining order the next morning and let him come back into the house, I felt… never mind what I felt. Things went very down hill from there, and because of different factors and such, I got in some messes involving social services and her kids that could have been put in my record, none of which was my fault at all and all because of association.

Needless to say, the whole mess and situation was/is cause for a lot of stress for me. But I did/am learning a lot from it, things and information and skills that I believe will come in rather handy plenty of times in the future. Good does come from bad.

Did I mention that her husband very much strongly doesn’t like me? He thinks of me as a bad influence, because she has some loose plans to divorce him. How come so many adults see me as a bad influence? Honestly, that is a question to ponder. So many unrelated vastly different adults thinking like that about one kid, it might not be normal, you know. 0_o

- GUESSWHATGUESSWHATGUESSWHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? I got accepted into the school I wanted to go to!!!!

^_____^ + =D + *giddy girly girl squealing* + (shock/surprise) X 100 = (Me)

School starts middle of August, and because I'm living on campus, I have to be there early middle. Lots of planning and plotting, indeed. =D


My math credits were the only credits that didn’t cross over. I kinda almost passed it for nothing >_<

I mean, it’s good that it’s somewhere in my history, that I passed all my classes AND GOT A 3.8 GPA OVERALL, but they’re still going to give me math, and I’m prolly going to need help on it. *sob*

Oh yeah, about my 3.8 GPA. My uncle was... very unimpressed by it.

Uncle: What’s your GPA? *looks* Oh….3…point….8. How nice. That’s... good.

Me: =\

He knows 4.0 is the highest most get. I figured his reaction to my grade was the same as when a little kid puts a little scribble on a piece of paper and hands it to you like it’s the greatest masterpiece in all the world and you’re extremely distracted and don’t wanna be bothered by it so you offhandedly and vaguely say how great it is, when really it’s not very impressive.

Ah ha. *shakes head* Doesn’t matter. He’s still going on to relatives about my old MyO, about how I put things about him on a medium where millions and trillions have access/seen it. Most certainly not millions; barely even hundreds, honestly. MY BACKROOM COUNTER TELLS NO LIES! So I should know, I mean. About how many “millions” of people that stumble upon/oddly desire to want to read my whining and ramblings. *half smiles* =P

Been overdosed heavily millions of times over with speechings from various family members (Save me X_+), who are strongly opposed to where I have to move, for my school. (Completely out of state. Hey, it’s even in a different time zone. *grins*) I plan to live on campus, and everyone has been argufying with me strongly and heavily about staying near my mom or some other relative, like my uncle.

I guess it's popular opinion that the school is way too far away, and that I am going to wreck my life in a glorifying unrepairable mess of fireworks and flames and dispair; screw myself up permanently and so much more, all single handedly by myself, if I move away from family. Isn't it great, the many things I can accomplish, and all by myself? =)

XD

I’m fiercely stubborn and it’s finally gotten through to at least one person that I’m going to leave and there isn’t very much that can stop me except huge natural disasters (Like my death, for example XD ) and there isn’t anything that anyone can say that will convince me otherwise.

So that roughly means that so far, only the eldest uncle has resigned himself to the fact. That leaves only my mom, my aunt that is my dad’s sister, my uncle (who is argufying with other people about it >=| ), my dad, who yelled on the phone when my mom told him (Good job mom. Now my dad can yell and argufy with me about religion and school! =D ) and some other people that I know from here left in the….fight? War? Argufying? Opposing side?. 0_o


My brother is staying here, with me and everyone. I missed him too much, and yet there is little that is the same. It feels most the time he is acting a bit cold and plenty distant towards me and I don’t know why. It hurts, it does it does. ;_;

He still jokes a bit around with me, but it’s something else I get from him, it doesn’t feel right. Him being here, it hits me how…serious of a guy he is. I never realized my brother didn’t have that much of a sense of humor (He takes everything waaaay too seriously o.o ), how he has no sense of adventure whatsoever (his sense of adventure is backwards, if you ask me 0_o ) and…I dunno. I feel like I’m really different from him, in so many aspects. It’s a wonder we get along/have anything in common at all.

....I wonder if he’s acting odd with me, because of religion...

*sad face*


One really late afternoon, I was driving back from the store with groceries. I was right around the corner from the house when I heard BANGBANGCRACKCRACKBOOMBOOMBOOOOOOOM, along with vibrations, all within yards of the van.

I almost peed my pants cause I thought there was a shootout. And here I am, caught right in the middle of it.


But nay! Turns out my dumbass cousin went and got himself a whole mess of illegal fireworks and was lighting and setting them up and off all over the neighborhood. When I was there, the retard had lit up a whole pack at once. Some of the neighbors called the police on him and his fellow idiots, so for a few hours they went into hiding. And then let one loose two or three feet away from me, outside. I didn’t even see the damn thing, as it was getting really dark outside, and all of a sudden there was a huge blinding flash of light and some heat and a huge deafening crack and lots of intense ringing in my ears. Coulda blown my leg off. But at least it woulda been my left one, so I still coulda drove a car if it did happen. XD


*cough*


Oh well.


Aye, I see in a month’s time, not much happens on the boards and such. But I do miss talking to certain peoples, so yeah. Cant be online, as school let out for me and so I cant use the school computers, and I most certainly cant/wont use my uncle’s, as he still/would religiously and devotedly go and check every single site I went to. So internet when I go to my NY aunts. I mean, I explain all that so people don’t worry about me and stuff. *nods*


And apparently, there were a lot of people that were worried. In all honesty, I really didn’t figure my absence would be noticed. I’m not being emo or anything; I’m just not a mover and a shaker at any boards or anything; nor celebrity status within the MyO community. Not that that’s a bad thing at all….. =P


Mhm. Plenty stuffs (Ack X_+) happened today (Yesterday? It’s freaking 3 in the morning now T_T) so I’ll….stop here, and update tomorrow. Or today? Whatever. I’m gonna go to sleep. XD

How are you guys, anyways? =)
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