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Thursday, August 18, 2005
Under the overpass, not in between.
I got a dorm room today with a key and a card, so I’m not locked out of either the building or my room, both of which lock automatically, so I'm really screwed if I lose my one and only single copies of either and both. (I can somehow easily imagine myself in some sort of huge chaotic drama involving that) And an address, with a phone number to go along. Whenever I can find it, anyways.
Now, I think I just need a phone. XD
To make a long stupid story short, I met my room mate, hauled everything I had brought with me in and on my side of the room, found her missing, and was abruptly asked by the dorm-head-leader person if I could leave, to a different room on a different floor in a different building, because my roommate asked me questions that I answered truthfully, and that made her uncomfortable. And yet she still continued asking me questions anyways, then proceeded to file a complaint about me, when I went outside to leave her to herself and her friend because I got this funny bad feeling from her (her being my room mate) and she was slightly freaking/flipping out for no apparent reason.
It felt like a slap in the face. *shrugs*
I’m raging angry at myself, and furiously embarrassed, because I had an audience for most the time.
>_<;;;
And hurt. I mean, I only took it personally. *rolls eyes*
But I’m mostly angry at myself. It is mostly my fault, cause I am too open/cant keep my mouth shut/am probably making myself the main rumor on campus as I type.
And I swear, the next person that calls me emo, I will punch them with a fury of a thousand angry rwarings. I don’t care who you are or how you retaliate; I will at least attempt to cause some memorable pain. ^_^
And apparently, I lie. Dunno about what exactly, but I do. Isn't that great? =)
Not feeling very…. something or other. *gestures*
I have a lot of sleep debt, so yeah. And after today, and yesterday, and the day before…. how about the whole past week, I feel very antisocial, so tomorrow I think I’m just gonna go to class, then financial aid and then the bank, and stay in my room for the rest of the day, doing…whatever. Prolly nothing, cause there’s nothing to do.
Oh, the emotisticalness of it all! *mimics in a high pitched voice and poses back of hand dramatically over forehead *
For some reason, I still feel on the abandoned side, and I am trying to figure out and sort through how come I am reacting/acting in a way that doesn’t seem logical.
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