Friday, October 14, 2005

At the end of the world; or the last thing I see...
Things learned recently:

Some people make really bad drunks, and thus really shouldn’t drink if they know what’s good for them. *shakes head*

Honest trust seems to be a rare thing among friends; thus has heightened value for me.

They like me here. *Grins*

I seem to be attracting the religious zealots lately. No, honestly, you don’t understand. *raises eyebrow*



I kind of realize how it’s neat how seem to get along and fit in with very different cliques of people.

I had been up until really early in the morning yesterday, talking to the friend that was going to visit. I was talking to her through IMing, cause her husband was awake and he can be really stupid most of the time, so text messaging with her phone was much safer. She was supposed to leave for the airport around 8-9ish, for her plane to leave off around 10am-ish, so yeah. It was during the time that we talked that I found out that she had never told her husband that she was leaving; she had been planning to sneak off and then tell him whenever she got here, because he wouldn’t let her go if he knew ahead of time. With the way he is, plus the fact that she would be going back home in only a few days, seemed a really stupid thing to decide. It was around 6:30 in the morning that I felt I really couldn’t stay up any more, so I told her to have a safe trip, and that I would see her later in the day. I put up an away message and went to bed.

I woke up around 2pm, and found a message by her saying that she couldn’t come, she has to reschedule and for me to please not be mad at her; that she will explain later. I was disappointed but not really surprised, so yeah. I tried calling the house cell phone; someone picked up and immediately hung up on me. After a few minutes, when no one called me back, I figured it was her husband who did it (He isn’t a fan of her talking on the phone/isn’t fond of me), and then I realized that it was Thursday, so of course her husband wouldn’t want her to use up the minutes during the day (Heh. I have break Thursday till Sunday, so of course I had forgotten and figured it the weekend) It made sense; no big deal. I’d get the story and talk to her whenever the airtime became free, which is of course at night.

I called around 10pm their time, and I got an automated message telling me that by request of the subscriber, their phone is not accepting incoming calls.

Her husband… *gestures* He has proven himself unstable with more than a few actions, and so I am seriously worried. *sighs*


Last night, a few friends and me helped another friend who was really drunk. Dealing with her, and all the responsibilities that we had to take on, because the way she gets when she’s drunk (very quick to anger; extremely unstable emotionally/balance wise/thinking patterns, ect), plus the fact she was around other people (a lot of them notoriously being of a certain type of guy; subspecies Taketh-Advantageous), it was then that I realized that I never want to drink enough to get drunk. It’s stupid; it doesn’t serve any good purpose, real or imagined, and you can easily get hurt. One of the friends that was helping told me about how she had gotten drunk at someone’s house, and her good friend of five years was sober and drove her back to campus. He had walked her to her dorm room, and then tried to take advantage of her. A good friend of five years, and he tried to do a dumbass thing like that. It made me feel a little funny, because the girl lives right on the same floor as me, and all this was happening and either no one knew/cared. It made me think about the amount of trust I hold in certain people, and it was then that I realized well founded trust might be a rarer commodity than I had ever realized.

Maybe maybe.

How I even realized my friend was drunk was when I walked outside towards the courtyard between my dorm building (Flores) and the one next to it (Centennial) and she came towards me in a squiggly line, hugged me (mostly fell on me) and told me she loved me. The strong smell of some sort of alcohol that I picked up off of her was another clue, but yeah.

The funniest thing was that she remembered my name. For the longest time she had been calling me Ariela or something, but I really didn’t mind, so yeah. *half grins and shakes head*


(Uh yeah. Forgot to mention that this be an AIM conversation. *sweatdrops*)



Someone-I-know: i deleted myspace
Aleia: Why?
Someone-I-know: cuz
Someone-I-know: religious reasons
Aleia: Like what?
Someone-I-know: i was flirting with several girls
Someone-I-know: and im dating
Someone-I-know: and so i deleted my accoutn
Someone-I-know: account
Someone-I-know: cuz i believe
Someone-I-know: that satan was tempting me in it
Aleia: Well
Aleia: Couldnt you flirt with girls using AIM, too?
Someone-I-know: yea
Someone-I-know: but i can't find girls on aim
Aleia: Yeah, you can do a search.
Someone-I-know: i wont
Aleia: How come you just couldn’t lay off the flirting, and keep your myspace account, if you had wanted it?
Someone-I-know: it was too tempting
Aleia: Why?
Someone-I-know: dont ask
Someone-I-know: lol.
Aleia: How come?
Someone-I-know: because
Someone-I-know: im tempted and influenced easily
Someone-I-know: and the devil tempts me hard because i have come closer to God
Aleia: So the further away you are from God, the less the Devil wants to tempt you?
Someone-I-know: yea
Someone-I-know: your righ
Someone-I-know: right
Someone-I-know: the devil wants our soul
Someone-I-know: you, me
Someone-I-know: everyones
Aleia: Does the devil eat souls? XD
Someone-I-know: but Christs truth and spirit sets us free
Someone-I-know: if we accept it
Someone-I-know: he puts souls through torture
Someone-I-know: for eternity
Aleia: How come he would want to do that?
Someone-I-know: Well
Someone-I-know: its simple
Someone-I-know: if your not saved
Someone-I-know: or baptized
Someone-I-know: and your a bad sinner
Someone-I-know: your going to hell probably
Someone-I-know: if you choose to obey the commandments that would set for us as humanity
Someone-I-know: we choose that is
Someone-I-know: and ask
Someone-I-know: Christ into our hearts, to renew us with faith in him, and his truth
Someone-I-know: we will be saved for the kingdom of heaven
Someone-I-know: make sense
Aleia: Eh.
Someone-I-know: its a serious thing
Someone-I-know: did you know the bible is an acronym for another meaning
Someone-I-know: Basic,Instruction,Before,Leaving,Earth
Someone-I-know: now that is awesome and freaky
Aleia: You do know you can make an acronym for and from just about anything, yeah?
Someone-I-know: yea
Someone-I-know: i know
Someone-I-know: but it falls into place
Someone-I-know: lol


On the same note, a completely different person sang to me a (confusing) religious song about spam; then explained to me that the word spam was an acronym for Spirit/Peace/And… something. I forget. It was almost 3 am when they told me this, and it’s almost 2 am now, so yeah. XD

Methinks someone is trying to subtly convert me.

....


I guess I’m a sinner and I’m going to burn in hell.

So who’s coming with me? =D

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