Tuesday, November 8, 2005

Jumping the gun
Ar har. After 50 minutes of waiting for my advisor, she finally came in her office. A week ago, I had scheduled an appointment for 1pm, and she didn’t come until about 10 minutes till 2pm, so yeah.

Finally figured what courses Imma be taking next semester. Come back to my dorm, try to register online, and then the WebAdvisor program says that I have to be a current student to do that.

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I have no comment. *shakes head*


Remember how I said that my room mate told me that she wanted a new room mate, and how I figured the way she worded it pretty much implied that she wants to stay but wants me out, so someone else could move in. That in itself is against the rules; the person that wants a new room mate is the one who has to move out, so yeah.

A person has told me that she has told people that she is going to try to get me kicked out, by telling our RA that I make myself throw up after I eat, amongst other things.

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I don’t do that, and I think she knows full well that I don’t.

Eh, I trust the person that told me that, as they told me about how she has been telling people that she wants a new room mate, and then a week later, I overhear her telling other people, herself in her own words. And then what, a week later she finally tells me, so yeah.


Every night since she has come back from her house, she picks fights with me. She walks in the room and just blows up in a self caused angry mess, all over the place.

If I try to do homework or stupid papers while she's here, she yells at me and causes a huge problem, because I am disrupting her as my typing is too loud, and my computer screen too bright.

She is angry about stupid petty things. The way she is jealous about some things concerning people we both know (IT'S ALL A PETTY MESS, I SWEAR IT X_=), it makes me feel like I am dealing with someone who has a maturity level of an 8 or 11 year old, as opposed to 21.


Honestly, the rest of what she wants to argue about/yells at me about is so incredibly stupid and mind numbing, I'm not going to bother going into it. Hey, I don’t even want to be involved, it's that retarded. But I know the fighting isn’t going to be stopping any time soon, because I am really tired of being too nice and bending myself around her ways to avoid big messy stressful confrontations.

Kinda like the ones that are happening now. *rolls eyes*


I figure I have a problem with being... something. Standing up for myself? I can’t think of the word at the moment. I was told I have a reputation on campus for being a pushover, and I really don’t know where that came from. *sweatdrops*


I’m always sleepy tired cause every time she starts to fight, I end up leaving so I don’t say something incredibly stupid that will make things worse by a tenfold. I stay out of the room until I’m pretty sure she is asleep, and even then that’s not quite a guarantee. I mean, I came back in around 4:30 Monday morning after she yelled stuff at me, and she woke up right as I came in to argue some more.

*falls over*


I put all this here, because I have a feeling I’m doing something wrong.

Assertive! I have a problem being assertive with people that have forceful explosive type personalities (ie, “my way or the high way biatch” sort of way). There doesn’t seem to be any possible way to reason with that type of person, because there is no way unless it is their way, so yeah.

Kinda like a person I know, whose assumptions and opinions are always right, and thus these ideas become fact. Good thing they never got it in their head that the world is flat or something equally as retarded, although there really are people out there who still do believe that. =P

But yeah.


Comments? Opinions? Advice?

Please? o.o;;;


Ps: XD

Ah hah!

*snicker*

*o.o;;*


Yeah. They're kinda retarded, but they make me laugh.

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Who am I kidding; they are pretty stupid, although the Paris Hilton one seems to ring true. <.<;;


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