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Tuesday, January 24, 2006
During mid-corruption, they accidently broke it.
If you had a wild strawberry, would it bite?
Last I checked, I lost about 77 pounds so far, and the first digit of my weight has finally changed.
*does a dance*
Someone I considered a friend all of a sudden stopped talking to me. I’ve sent them messages online; I’ve tried talking to him in person. He acts like I don’t exist. His eyes go right through and over me.
It hurts because there was never an explanation. It hurts because… I cared a lot about him, friend-wise. I’m wondering if it’s because I talked about too much of my negative stuffs.
And then I find out that he’s in my Psychology class. I could just shoot myself in the head. *rolls eyes*
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*falls over* HOW COME I CAN'T NOT CARE?!?!?!?
>.<;;;
This semester has barely started and I’m already unwillingly sucked into another fucked up situation. A guy I barely know (who has known about/of me months before I even knew his name, let alone what he looked like, by the way) tried to take advantage of me, and only got so far, which was really far enough. He lives in the same building as me, and I unfortunately see him around in the dorm halls and in the school halls. I feel yucky-dirty every time I catch a glimpse of him; every time he tries to touch me, and I’m not exactly sure the best way to handle it. I can’t go and turn him in to the police, cause I think it’s partially my fault, seeing as how it all happened subtly and fast, and so in my confusion, I let it happen. I mean, it started out as flirting, and because I’m not used to people flirting with me, I didn’t interpret it as such. Whenever I realized how much stronger he was than me and how scared it got me… Yeah. That’s it. I’m not… I don’t want to go further with the explaining. You already get the idea.
Yeah yeah. I'm gonna be ok; I just want some time.
Things would be so much incredibly better if I didn't see him around, here and there randomly. It's something that I'm trying to deal with, so yeah.
Blargh. I am in so much trouble cause I cant do assignments or study for tests cause I cant afford books. I’ve already failed a quiz cause I could only answer what was discussed during class time and notes, and I hate this feeling of helplessness, of wanting so badly to study but not being able to. I’m borrowing the books that I can for now, but there is one or two in which that is not an option. >.<;;
Hey, I got all the ones that I answered/were talked about in class correctly, which gave me an exact 50%. Only talks about half the stuff during class. Rwar. >=\
Hey, it could be worse. I could be blind and/or deaf. I could not have the ability to walk on my own accord.
And I’ve finally moved away from you-know-who. She’s free to STD up the room as much as she likes now All is nice and calm in the room mate respect. =)
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