Saturday, November 26, 2005

Let Me Be...
Lost your way in darkness?
Let me be your light.
Lost your sight in morning?
Let me be the night.

All these dreams do scare you?
Let me be your shelter.
All those people shunned her?
Let me be the on to hold her.

Searching for a certain something?
Let me help you find it.
Searching for a cure to a broken heart?
Let me be the one to mend it.

Let me be, let me be...
Let me help to set you free.
Let me see what you also see,
And let me see it grandly....


~Midnight


PS- I do apologize for not being here so often. I had some family issues. A member of my family was ill, so I had to go and stay with them to make sure they'd be all right. This poem was inspired by them. Je'atime. (Farewell) I hope you all had a good holiday.
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

A monologue I wrote for one of my theater classes long ago...
"Deep inside this being beats the heart of a true artistic individual."
"Inside this being?" What do they know? Inside this vessel is a heart, a soul cast to the outer fathoms of hell. There is a soul undergoing absolute torment and pain, wishing to be cast from it. The soul is cast to momentary joys only to be brought back to its eternal suffering. All it longs for is to be free, yet in some hellish way it remains in the bindings somehow longing for the very suffering it so hates and despises; somehow it longs for its eternal pain, desires it with a passion. It is consumed by this desire, torn by its counterpart. The soul longs to be free, longs to continue its suffering until it destroys itself... until it throws itself into the blackness of the void, the abyss.... Inside this being? Inside this vessel, there beats a heart. The beating of this heart is a deep cry, the sweetest of lamenting chords of its suffering. Inside this vessel is a soul slowly devouring itself until the day it refuses to remain here any longer. Inside this being? What do they know? What could they understand of what they know nothing of? Inside this being... this morbid soul of despare and true pain is a wish. There is a cry no one will hear for the joys of love that it needs and craves and has forever been denied. That is what is inside of this being.

~Midnight~


~So, how are you all doing? I am... decent. I searched a long time trying to find the monologue. I thought it might be a bit of a needed change from some of my poetry. I am a bit sad.... Since it has been a while, I am no longer with the man I loved and was going to be with.... So, naturally (even if it is a bit late for this news) it hurts... but it will all work out in the end. So, what's your favorite fantasy of romance and why?
Je'noma.
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Monday, September 19, 2005

Where To Go...
Forever's too long to wait,
It hurts too bad to see you go,
Oh baby I just can't take
All the pain that's seeped inside....

(Oh) I don't know where to go,
(Oh) I don't know where to turn,
(Oh) I don't know where to run,
(Oh) I don't know where to go....

I can't seem to find you now,
I don't know where you've gone,
I'm so lost without you,
I cannot live on....

(Oh) I don't know where to go,
(Oh) I don't know where to turn,
(Oh) I don't know where to run,
(Oh) I don't know where to go....

Oh I'm hurting oh so bad,
I cannot seem to find true love,
I guess I left it all behind,
On the day that I left you....

I don't know what to do,
It seems I cannot find my way,
I guess I'm destined to live alone,
So this is where I say goodbye....

Don't know where to turn,
Don't know where to hide,
Don't know when to speak,
Don't know who to trust....

(Oh) I don't know where to go,
(Oh) I don't know where to turn,
(Oh) I don't know where to run,
(Oh) I don't know where to go....

I don't know where to go,
I don't know where to turn,
I don't know where to run,
I don't know where to go....

Oh... where to go....


~Midnight

~~Sorry it's been far too long. I got a new computer, and I should be making it a habit to come by more often. I'm somewhat caught up with my work, and I'm pretty sure I got around to everyone's sites. As a precaution, this is also going to be posted tomorrow. Avi'nala.
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