Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Life's Sweet Sorrow and Endless Madness.... (Graciously provided by my good friend Rayea Night)
"Life's sweet sorrow and endless madness
Driving us to the brink of hellish torture
All of which we brought unto our own souls
Forever haunting us until the very demise
Aching wants and yearning needs of the heart and soul
Banished forever into hated mindless pains...."


~Midnight


~I do apologize. I have not been on lately due to massive power outages and massive storms. That, and work.... I've had a lot of my time taken up with working on stories, poetry books, and art work that needs to be shipped out. It's been quite trying and a true annoyance to get through. I've managed. I do hope to be on a bit more though. My last poem was described as... "young love" and I found that very cute, but "young" has nothing to do with it. I'm currently visiting a friend in NC, the poem graciously provided by her artistic mind, and I thank you all for caring. This is the most you've ever heard from me, and I might decide to let you all in on my life a bit more. We shall see.
Je'noma, (or as Rayea Night says) Avi'nala. (Her site is
Rayea Kagome chan
for those of you who wish to look up what the phrase means.)
Until later, then.
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Friday, July 8, 2005

A Heart's Longing Wish...
Whisper to me of how much you love me...
Tell me how much you care...
Let me into your secret life...
Promise me you'll always be there....

Never let me fall into darkness...
Always be there to catch me when I fall...
Love me truly for all your days...
Keep me from going beyond my walls....

Love me truly and deeply...
Hold me closer each morning...
Let me be a part of you...
Allow me to show you're the only one I'm adoring....

Keep me safe as I will you...
Love me deeply as I'll love you...
Hold me closer so I don't fall...
Don't ever let me loose it all....

~Midnight

~~A longing wish from my heart, seeing something a person typed today and some things going on.... It seemed most fitting to my heart's mood. Je'noma....
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Wednesday, July 6, 2005

Mind's Eye Imaginings...
Fantasy when dreaming,
Magick when awake...
Nestled into mind's eye,
All for lovers' sake....

Sweetly dancing on the breeze,
Mostly only longing...
Just a simple taste,
All for the sake of belonging....

Lovers' flights and whispers,
Angels' wings glide...
Colors of all types,
Never any reason to hide....

~Midnight

~~A short, interesting little poem. It just describes a few random things in the mind's eye that one can dream or see when they so desire. Je'noma....
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Monday, July 4, 2005

What I'd Do (Written by a very special person I know)
I'd cross a raging river
I'd fly to the sun
So many things I'd do
For my dearest loved one

I'd fight a deadly demon
I'd walk mile after mile
Just to get a glimpse
Of your sparkling, dazzling smile

I'd battle any army
I'd sleep in the rain
If it would help
To heal you of pain

I'd slay 1,000 dragons
I'd freeze in the snow
Just because I love you
More than you'll ever know

I'd swim up a waterfall
I'd break steel in two
It’s no problem for me
Anything for you


~Midnight

~~Sorry, I'm not telling who he is that wrote this.
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Sunday, July 3, 2005

You Didn’t Love Me… (A son a friend wrote in times of desperation)
How could I ever compare?
How could I ever have hoped?
I was so stupid as to believe…
I was worth anything to you….

You didn’t love me
You didn’t care for me
You let them hurt me and beat me down
You didn’t love me

Someone who would hold me…
Someone who would care…
Someone who would let me love them…
But you were never there….

You didn’t love me
You didn’t care for me
You let them hurt me and beat me down
You didn’t love me

Your attention and grace…
Your loving smile and embrace…
Your precious love and soothing voice…
That’s all I ever wanted!

You didn’t love me
You didn’t care for me
You let them hurt me and beat me down
You didn’t love me

To be so naïve was all you wished!
To act like you didn’t know that I hurt…
To think that I didn’t ever love you…
How stupid was that?

You didn’t love me!
You didn’t care for me!
You let them hurt me and beat me down!
You didn’t love me!

You didn’t love me…


~Midnight

~She sang this song to me many times, crying for the hidden meaning behind it....
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Saturday, July 2, 2005

Would You Love Me Too? (It's a sad song when it was finished, but I'm thinking the tempo varies throughout the song)
So long as I love you.... Isn't that enough?
So long as I cannot get you off my mind.... Isn't that all you could want?
So long as I love you.... Could you find it in your heart to love me too?

If I dressed up for you...
If I killed all those who hurt you...
If I was to disappear...
If I loved you...

Would any of that matter?
Would you hate me for it in the end?
Would it make you feel the same as I do...?
Would you love me too?

I wish I had someone to hold me when I'm sad... someone who would hold me when I cry....
I wish I had someone to call my own... someone one who would let me love them....
I wish I had someone to return the ache in my heart... someone who would help me take away the pain....

If I dressed up for you...
If I killed all those who hurt you...
If I was to disappear...
If I loved you...

Would any of that matter?
Would you hate me for it in the end?
Would it make you feel the same as I do...?
Would you love me too?

Does any of this matter anymore?
Does this mean I will one day die alone?
Does this mean you don't love me?

If I dressed up for you...
If I killed all those who hurt you...
If I was to disappear...
If I loved you...

Would any of that matter?
Would you hate me for it in the end?
Would it make you feel the same as I do...?
Would you love me too?

Someone who would hold me when I cry...
Someone who would help me take away the pain...
Someone who would let me love them...

Would any of that matter?
Would you hate me for it in the end?
Would it make you feel the same as I do...?
Would you love me too?

Would you love me too?


~Midnight
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Friday, July 1, 2005

Would You Love Me Too? (excerpts from a song I'm working on currently)
(First verse)
So long as I love you.... Isn't that enough?
So long as I cannot get you off my mind.... Isn't that all you could want?
So long as I love you.... Could you find it in your heart to love me too?

(Chorus, doesn't follow first verse)
If I dressed up for you...
If I killed all those who hurt you...
If I was to disappear...
If I loved you...

Would any of that matter?
Would you hate me for it in the end?
Would it make you feel the same as I do...?
Would you love me too?


~Midnight

PS- I apologize, that's all I have thus far, but like I said, it's a work in progress.
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Thursday, June 30, 2005

Wonderous Night... Wonderous Flight...
Floating around on wind and skies,
Always seeking a good night's fly,
Moonlight shimmering down to the grass,
Sparkling on water to make it seem like glass,
Soft whispers throught the trees,
Lightning strikes into the breeze,
Your laughter flying high,
And it feels like you could never die....

~Midnight
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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Lost Girl... (A poem of self expression)
Lost Girl... (A poem of self expression...)
Hiding behind those deep sad eyes,
In silver shades of pain…
Lost in a lie,
A simple void of a past she never had….

A girl running to find freedom,
Something that would never be there…
Hiding from the pain,
Only wishing to breathe….

Crying to the lies,
Just to hide from those that hurt…
Sitting beside herself,
Lost in this false life….

~Midnight

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Monday, June 27, 2005

Memory...
Hiding behind those deep blue eyes,
Those clouded voids of grey;
Do you hear me speaking to you,
From so far away?
Can you see the things in front of you,
As you walk down this path;
Or is everything just a dream,
That I dreamt so long ago?
Do you miss me like I miss you,
Crying at night from the loss,
Or do you enjoy the pain you caused,
The reason I had to leave....

~Midnight

~~A memory... of someone long ago who caused lots of pain in my life.~~
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